dream village

Sister Tao also realized her gaffe, and immediately sat upright, laughing and saying, "Can this little wine make your sister Tao drunk? You underestimate your sister Tao too much!"

After a pause, she said again: "Today I can pour out the words and depression in my heart, and my sister feels much happier. Come, sister will have a few more drinks with you."

"That's fine! As long as you're not drunk, I'll let you go." Zhang Tao knew that Sister Tao would sometimes drink some beer by herself, and she also had a capacity for alcohol. Four or five bottles of beer should be fine.You shouldn't get drunk if you only drink these two bottles now.Zhang Tao drank the white wine in the glass, and also grabbed a bottle of beer and drank it.

"Sister, why do you think this society is so complicated and dark? Why is it so difficult for poor people to make a living?" Zhang Tao said in confusion, looking at the beer bottle that was constantly foaming in his hand.

"Yes! It's extremely difficult to do anything. Just like I run this route, have my own car, and earn some income every day. It's okay in the countryside, but the money I earn is actually just a way of life. Compared with For those officials and big bosses, this little money is not enough to fill their teeth, and how much I have paid to earn this little money!" Sister Tao also said with emotion.

"Perhaps the only way for the children of rural people to go to university is to study, not to mention that the high tuition and miscellaneous fees make most rural people unable to afford their children's education. How many people can study well? How can they be admitted to a university that is harder than climbing the ladder? As far as the purpose of university entrance examination is concerned, rural children and urban children are not at the same starting point! Economic conditions, learning environment, psychological burden In all aspects, there is a huge gap!

"First of all, children in the city don't need to think about money, but children in the country have to worry about three meals a day with the little living expenses squeezed out of their family's teeth, and sometimes they even have to go to school hungry. Studying these things The first year is the stage for a person to grow his body. These years of high school, especially the sprint stage of the third year of high school, are a time when a lot of physical and mental energy is consumed, and sufficient nutrition is needed. In addition to a good life, children in the city also have Eating various nutritional supplements, but the country people are so hungry that their eyes are dizzy, how can they have enough physical and mental strength to concentrate on studying? Secondly, the learning environment and conditions are even more incomparable. Receive all kinds of training and counseling, broaden their horizons and knowledge. Once they have short legs in homework, they can immediately get various professional counseling outside of class.”

After a pause, Zhang Tao took a sip of wine and continued: "These things are secondary. The most important thing is to bear the gap in my heart. The children from the city can almost be said to travel lightly, and the college entrance examination is just the icing on the cake. If they fail the exam, they can read as long as they want, and it will not have much impact on their future career destiny, because their parents have already planned these. But for rural children, this The burden and pressure are not so great. There is not only the burden of family members who give their blood to support their studies, but also the pressure of changing their own identity and destiny. The whole department is under the pressure of taking college entrance exams. In a word, college entrance examination is their ultimate goal. , the result has an immeasurable impact on them and their families. Under such heavy pressure, no matter how good his mental quality is, can he play to his normal level? My failure this time is actually not due to poor grades The top, but the top of the psychological tension, abnormal performance."

Sister Tao also said dejectedly: "Yes! The government calls every day to narrow the gap between urban and rural areas, but this is just because the urban and rural household registrations artificially divide the society into two classes, so that there is an almost insurmountable gap between them. There is a huge gap in the country, what the country people do, no matter how hard they work, the results cannot catch up with the city people."

Sister Tao suddenly thought that the pain in Zhang Tao's heart was far more relaxed than it appeared on the surface. How could she keep nagging about some unpleasant things and stir up more melancholy in him?So she picked up the wine glass and said heartily: "Come on, drink! Tugu, don't think too much, no matter how hard life is, no matter how much pressure there is, no matter how many troubles you have to worry about, you have to live, no, it's better to live every day Be happier and more unrestrained, maybe one day you will get used to this kind of life, or you will suddenly find that your life has changed for the better.”

Sister Tao's words did not relieve Zhang Tao's dull heart. After he drank a bottle of beer in one gulp, it made him use alcohol to soothe his worries even more.He looked at the beautiful, gentle, and considerate Sister Tao in front of him, as if she was his mother or a backer, a pillar, and couldn't help revealing his fragility that he didn't want to show others. He said pitifully, "Sister, I don't want Dare to go back, I dare not face my parents and sister who have made great sacrifices for me. Although they will not blame me and pretend to be indifferent, I know they will definitely be extremely painful and angry in their hearts. Sister, what should I do? What should I do? I am strong, but what is the use of being strong? Can it alleviate their pain? Can it restrain my regret? The most important thing is, if I am strong, can I change the current situation? Where is my way out? Woolen cloth?……"

Speaking of the latter, various emotions such as grief, anger, resentment, confusion, etc. surged in Zhang Tao's heart, making him unable to speak a complete sentence.He had to stop, gasping for breath, his body trembling violently, obviously enduring all kinds of suffering.

Sister Tao looked at this stubborn little man in front of her who was usually laughing and laughing in pain. She couldn't help but felt a lot of love and compassion. She embraced him lightly and patted his back with her hands, looking forward to using motherly love and feminine love. Gentleness to ease his pain.Sister Tao is well aware of Zhang Tao's inner fragility and pain, but she doesn't have the right words to comfort him, because no matter how nice and beautiful your words are, you can't change the current situation that is bothering him!Maybe letting him quietly release and vent the depression and distress accumulated in his heart will make him feel better.

Zhang Tao's head was buried between Sister Tao's firm twin peaks, and because his head couldn't stop rubbing, the undershirt on Sister Tao's chest slipped, and almost half of her twin peaks were exposed outside.I don't know if Zhang Tao is really drunk, or the pain knocked him down, or if he is not drunk because he is drunk, but the beauty and gentleness of Sister Tao made him intoxicated, and he couldn't help whispering "Sister Tao" softly. Words, but the mouth that has grown sticky and fine beard is also constantly rubbing on Sister Tao's white and tender peaks, and the saliva overflowing from the corners of the mouth is also flowing straight into her peaks.