dream village

After several struggles, they spread out on the bed like dead dogs, panting.

Zhang Tao wanted to say something, but he didn't know where to start. In addition to fighting many times at night, his physical strength was severely exhausted, and he didn't even have the strength to speak.

Zhang Tao waited for her inquiry, accusation or scolding.But as soon as Liu Jing came down from the climax, she seemed to have regained her composure. She didn't say a word, neither happy nor sad, and she couldn't figure out what was going on in her heart.

The heart of a woman, the needle in the sea, is really right.

Ashamed, waves of exhaustion hit Zhang Tao, trying to keep himself awake, but his eyelids still drooped unknowingly.

After a long time, Zhang Tao seemed to feel that someone was kissing his body while he was half asleep and half awake.After the moist lips, little drops of water fell on his body.

The warm drops of water seeped into his skin and also into his heart, leaving patches of wet heaviness.

Are these the raindrops in the hot summer, or the tears of love's sorrow?Zhang Tao couldn't tell the difference, exhaustion and drowsiness had firmly controlled him.

Zhang Tao's lower body seemed to be favored by his lips, and he unyieldingly raised his pride in the softness.He tried his best to open his eyes, but the extreme fatigue prevented him from opening them.

Maybe he woke up, his consciousness was very clear, and he galloped across the mysterious territory with a gun, like a majestic general on an ancient battlefield.

Maybe it was just a dream, he wanted to shout but couldn't make a sound, he wanted to grab but couldn't get anything real.

What was shaking in front of his eyes was just a vague figure, it seemed to be Liu Jing, and it seemed to be one of Liu Ya, Wang Dan and Zheng Li.

Is this day or night, dream or reality?

In fact, he prefers that this is just a dream, a long dream, in which he can escape a series of blows from life, as well as the entanglement and distress of this relationship.

After the convulsive pain of ascending into and falling from the clouds again and again, he fell into a deep death sleep again.

My Cupid, wait for me!When I recover a little bit of strength, I will give you my warm hugs and kisses, and then I will give you my body and my life.

When Zhang Tao woke up, it was already daylight.

Liu Jing left, and the house was empty, leaving only wisps of fragrance, tears on the pillow, and Zhang Tao who was hurt and regretful.As the saying goes: there are passionate tears on the pillow, and the beautiful woman has gone without a trace.

Liu Jing was going to leave, and there was no way she could stay. Her silence and frenzy last night showed signs of this, showing her final decision.

She is a strong girl, but also a girl with a single-minded feeling. What she needs is a complete love and a complete lover.

Although Zhang Tao has many reasons worthy of her love and is very affectionate, Zhang Tao's heart has been cut into many parts, and he cannot be single-minded and cannot do what she wishes.So Liu Jing's departure is inevitable, and there is no way to keep her.

There is Liu Jing's tear-soaked letterhead on the bedside table, which shows how painful and desperate she was when she wrote this letter.

涛：

My baby, my love!

The past is like smoke, and memory is a string of colorful shells, beautiful and moving.I regard this colorful shell as the only ornament in my life, hang it around my neck, hold it in my hand, and hide it in my heart, savoring its mellow beauty and fragrance all the time.In the past three years, thanks to this string of shells, otherwise I really don't know how to spend one long day after another.

These days, I know that you are suffering and under a lot of pressure, I can understand, and I have been suffering for you in my heart, silently praying and encouraging for you!

My dear, what a magical power love can give people!Since I met and fell in love with you, my life is full of your shadow everywhere. Your every move, every smile and every sadness affect my nerves. My pulse and my heart seem to be beating because of you.

I have cried, hurt, and tired for you and love in these years, but I have laughed, been sweet, and been happy even more.Honey, don't you know how much joy and happiness our love has brought me?I simply feel that I am the happiest girl in the world.

But, Tao, my love, love is selfish!Can it be shared with others?It is not a birthday cake, but a living heart that must never be divided or shared.

Honey, forgive me for my selfishness and small-mindedness. I cannot tolerate and forgive the person I love lying in the arms of others. Even if it is just a wink, it will burn my sensitive nerves.

I already know what happened between you and Liu Ya and Wang Dan last night.The matter between you and Liu Ya was guessed by me through various signs, and I guess it will be close to each other!What happened between you and Wang Dan was witnessed by me.

Do you know why I discovered your secret?After twelve o'clock, your brother believed in your ability and skill and went to bed early, but I was worried about your safety. In fact, I wanted to see you early, and there was always an ominous omen in my heart, so I Find you around the ballroom.

I traveled to many places, asked many people, and finally found out that you escaped with a girl, and I also know the general direction of your escape.

So I walked and walked alone in the dark.Yes, I'm scared, very scared, but I'm dying to know which girl you're taking and where you're taking.

More than an hour later, I arrived at the gate of the martyrs cemetery by accident, and stopped at the gate, sat down and rubbed my sore legs.Soon, some familiar voices and groans in the park attracted me to go inside.

Of course you know what I saw next, I don’t want to mention these nasty things anymore, it not only makes me heart-piercingly painful, but also makes me feel extremely disgusted.

I don't know how I got out of the park and back to the hotel.I could go home directly, but I feel that we have to end our relationship for many years, so I endured the pain and waited for you in the room, and endured the pain to let you vent and toss.

When I wrote this letter and decided to leave you, I thought again, if I didn't go to you, didn't go to the martyr's cemetery, and didn't hear your voices, how wonderful it would be!Can't I continue to enjoy my love sweetly?Although there are some flaws, but I can't see them, they will be covered up by you, so what kind of flaws are they?However, can life and love accommodate what if?Yes or no is the only answer.

Tao, although I am in great pain, and I am very nostalgic, and it is difficult to let go of our love, but I have to make my choice, Tao, thank you!Thank you for giving me my first love, giving me so many romantic and happy memories,...

Holding the letter left by Liu Jing, Zhang Tao read it over and over again, chewing on it word by word, capturing the love, happiness, sadness and despair she left between the lines.

His mood is complicated, including the boundless pain and regret caused by the huge harm he caused to her because of his fickleness, the confusion and helplessness of losing love or being suddenly abandoned, and the high vanity The loneliness and frustration of being suddenly thrown to the ground, and the secrets that were hidden so hard were exposed, just like the embarrassment and shame of being stripped naked in public.

Many emotions intertwined and collided in his heart, he was like a boat drifting in the turbulent waves, without a single light pointing the direction, he was always in danger of being swallowed.