After dressing up as the wife of the hero of the imperial examination, I ran away

"I know mother doesn't like me that much. You originally wanted to have a son, and you always thought I would be a son. If it wasn't for giving birth to me and hurting your body, you couldn't give birth to father so quickly. Little brother, you might have had both children long ago, and you won’t live the life of swallowing your anger at home like you thought.”

Gu Ruonan's temper came up, and he could not control his emotions when he spoke.

"you!"

Yin Shi never thought that such harsh words would come out of her daughter's mouth, she couldn't help but turn pale.

"Mum, do you think I don't know anything? I know everything. Every time you look at me, you have a very, very regretful expression. Grandma also said that you thought you would have both children after giving birth to me. I made you suffer for so many years, but it's not my fault? If you can choose, who doesn't want to be a son. "

Gu Ruonan didn't care about it, and poured out everything she wanted to say like pouring beans: "Grandmother prefers the third uncle and the younger brothers of the second aunt's family. I know I am not as good as them, but I never envy them, but I I definitely don’t want to be like my sister, what to do is decided by the family, you think brother-in-law is good, and sister finds a good marriage, then she can live a good life, but that’s not what I want, I don’t like reading, and I don’t love girls Hong, I just want to live my whole life freely."

"Snapped!"

With a slap on Gu Ruonan's face, Yin almost died of anger at her rebellious words.

How could a teenage girl say so many shameless words?

"Although you beat me, I just won't marry. If you don't agree to let me go with the third aunt and the others this time, I will leave home by myself. I don't believe it. The beggars on the roadside are alive, and the people who are wandering outside The refugees can live, but I will not."

Gu Ruonan was very angry, she was not usually a person who wanted to die casually, but today she just couldn't swallow her breath, she just wanted to quarrel with the Yin family.

Hearing that the two people in the room were arguing more and more fiercely, Su Xiaomu couldn't keep listening at the door.

She had no choice but to open the door and go in to smooth things over. After Su Xiaomu went in, he patted Gu Ruonan on the head first, telling her not to talk to her mother so fiercely.

Then he said to Yin who turned pale with anger: "Ruo Nan is still young, so she may not be able to understand the meaning of what you said. In fact, the little girl can indeed try some new things when she is young, so that her I know what kind of life he wants to live in the future, even if he doesn't want to get married, if he can have a skill, we don't need to be happy all the time in the future."

"As for what my sister-in-law said to bother me, it doesn't matter. Ruonan also stayed with me for a while before. She is a lovely girl."

After Su Xiaomu persuaded the two of them, she suddenly felt that she should not have persuaded them at this time.

After all, the mother and daughter had such a serious quarrel because of her.

Suddenly Su Xiaomu felt that she seemed to be playing the role of a mediator in this family, as if she had comforted anyone who was upset.

Shaking out all these muddled thoughts in her head, when Yin saw Su Xiaomu coming, she couldn't continue to lose her temper with her daughter.

She said: "I know that Ruonan has a good nature, but her temper is too stubborn. How can a little girl who is about her age be so fierce when she talks to her? Xiaomu, if you are willing to take her to the capital, I won't say much. What, anyway, these are her own dreams, Gu Ruonan, come here."

Yin's eyes widened, Gu Ruonan curled her lips reluctantly, and she slowly moved towards Yin's side.

"Since you have already decided to go to the capital with your three uncles and three aunts, then after you arrive in the capital, you should listen to what the two of them have to say. You are used to doing your own way at home. After you go to the capital, you are not allowed to mess around again. At the feet of the emperor, but It's not something you can mess around with at will."

After Yin finished speaking, she fixed her eyes on Gu Ruonan, and it wasn't until she nodded her head slowly that Yin finally felt relieved.

Then she relaxed her body, as if she was relieved at this moment, she closed her eyes and ignored Su Xiaomu and Gu Ruonan.

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Su Xiaomu led Gu Ruonan to her room to pack her things, she helped Gu Ruonan pack her clothes, the little girl didn't say a word while packing her things.

During the whole process, Su Xiaomu came to ask her opinion.

After tidying up all the things, Su Xiaomu looked back at her. The little girl was crying sadly, as if she had suffered some serious trauma.

"Third aunt, why does my mother always think that I can't do anything well? I didn't mean to hurt her by saying so much just now. I know she likes me too, and it's not because she really hates me because of my brother, but if If I can choose, I also hope that I can be a boy, and I don't want her to get hurt because of me."

Gu Ruonan wiped away tears so sadly, her big and round eyes are now reddened, she looks pitiful, it's hard not to be pitiful.

Su Xiaomu originally wanted to tell her what happened today, she, Gu Ruonan, made more mistakes, but seeing her cry so pitifully, she really couldn't bear to say it.

No wonder everyone said that most of the time whoever cries is justified, she just looked at it like this, and there was indeed some truth to what she said, even though it was fallacious.

"Today's business is over. It's useless for you to continue thinking about it now. You just have to believe that your mother really loves you. She won't stop loving you just because of your ugly words today, and she won't really love you." Because of this, Ruonan, because you are still a child, people will tolerate you even if you say a lot of things that are not pleasant, but you will grow up one day, so that you can become more and more talkative. do you know?"

Chicken soup for the soul drank bowl after bowl, Su Xiaomu didn't know whether he gave her good chicken soup or poisonous chicken soup.

But most of the time, being young is indeed a protective shell.

"Well, I will be sensible in the future, but I also want to pursue what I want. I don't want to marry like the eldest sister. I want me to be me."

The little girl sobbed aggrievedly.

"Okay, then you just try to be yourself."

Perhaps, Su Xiaomu looked at Gu Ruonan, this little girl, to a certain extent, was the one who influenced the Gu family the most.

Su Xiaomu didn't know if this was good or bad for her?

The growth of a child requires a lot of indoctrination from an adult. Su Xiaomu is not sure if she really instilled too much in Gu Ruonan's growth.

Day after day passed, and soon, the news of Gu Jingcheng's work report was sent to Fucheng.

Su Xiaomu had expected that Gu Jingcheng would stay in the capital, but he couldn't hold back his surprise when he heard that he was an official of the capital and was still a seventh-rank official.