After dressing up as the wife of the hero of the imperial examination, I ran away

"You're drunk, I don't want to talk to a drunk man."

Su Xiaomu was pushed against by Gu Jingcheng, and she wanted to push him away with her hands in disgust, but no matter how thin Gu Jingcheng was, he came from a farming family and had strength in his body.

Su Xiaomu tried his best but did not push Gu Jingcheng away, so he could only endure him getting drunk and going crazy with her.

Damn it, after Gu Jingcheng sobered up, she must tell him, if you can't drink enough, don't drink so much next time, lest you always do some unconscious things at night.

Gu Jingcheng's head was chaotic, when Su Xiaomu pushed his chest with his hands, he only felt that her hands were weak and boneless, and the strength seemed to be there, which touched his heartstrings extremely.

Gu Jingcheng suddenly became very happy for some reason, he laughed and said, "I drank two more glasses, but I'm definitely not drunk, Xiaomu..."

"You are drunk, and now you are not sober when you talk."

Su Xiaomu repeated again.

"I said I'm not drunk, I just want to know why the two of us are so close now, but I still feel that we are so far apart? You said that after I pass the imperial examination, you will make up with me, I I've been thinking about this in my heart recently, why don't you want to be with me? I know you don't have anyone else in your heart, so why can't you accept me? "

Gu Jingcheng made no secret of his bewilderment at the moment, and at the end of the sentence, he even gritted his teeth: "Why do you always want to leave me? I am so happy with you, if I can, I can't wait... to blow my chest Dig it open, take out the heart and liver and show it to you, I really like you."

"But I don't want it. Do you want me to like you if you like me? Gu Jingcheng, are you really getting confused when you get drunk? Now, what matters to you is not the love of your children, but your own love." Future, what does other people's love have to do with you? You are you and I am me, we are not alone, even though we stand on the same rope for a short time, one day the rope will break and we will be separated."

Su Xiaomu really didn't expect that she would not be able to sleep at night, and she would talk about these love affairs with Gu Jingcheng here.

Angrily, she pushed Gu Jingcheng away with all her strength, and pushed him down the steps. Seeing him stagger for a few steps before standing still, Su Xiaomu's anger did not disappear.

How could Gu Jingcheng think about these things all day long?

How dazed is he?That's why I'm tempted to see other people falling in love, and I still want to ask for love from her?

Su Xiaomu did not deny that he also liked Gu Jingcheng a little bit.

She is not a stubborn rock, and she cannot feel the kindness of others to her.

He's not an idiot either, he doesn't know how much Gu Jingcheng puts into her.

But what's the use of knowing it all?There are many things in a person's life that are more important than love, especially the two of them, they are not people who cannot live without love.

An official career is what Gu Jingcheng pursues all his life, and making money is also Su Xiaomu's goal in life
There are so many more important things than love.

"People...will leave?" Gu Jingcheng murmured these words repeatedly in his mouth, then his expression changed suddenly, and he stepped forward to squeeze Su Xiaomu's hand tightly, "What are you talking about? You really can't talk to me Together, will you stay with me properly? As I said, you said that I will be an official while doing business, and when I become capable, I will always cover you forever."

"Gu Jingcheng, you really don't understand what I mean. You like me, and I like you too. This is something I will never deny, but for the two of us, liking is really the lightest thing. Ask yourself, now you want to ask me for love, is it because you have got everything you want, except for the word "feeling?"

Su Xiaomu let him pinch her arm, and said word by word, she tried her best to make the way she spoke look gentle and not so ferocious.

"If you want to tell me this, then I have to ask you, when did you fall in love with me at home? Was it when I was selling food in the city, or when I was doing housework at home? At that time you In my eyes, is it Boss Su at the market, Mrs. Su, or your scumbag wife, Su Xiaomu?"

Su Xiaomu forced Gu Jingcheng to ask, and let him show a helpless expression, and continued to say: "Look, even you hesitated, didn't you? When did you know my name? It was at the market , or when you and I got married? Although I never asked you, I also thought that we both had tacit consent. If I were not me, would you divorce your wife for Miss Su in the market one day? Then you ...are you worthy of another me?"

"But there is no such possibility..."

Gu Jingcheng seemed to have his fingers pricked by what Su Xiaomu said, he let go of his hand abruptly, not daring to answer: "You are sophistry."

"It just hit your heart. You see, I never asked you before this if you ever intended to betray me, but you know that if things in this world do not meet your expectations, you will always I will find a way to change, it was like this before, and it is like this now.”

Su Xiaomu was physically and mentally exhausted after a day of hard work, and now she has to tell Gu Jingcheng about this here, and she feels even more tired.

But there is nothing to do if you are tired. If you don't say something clearly, it will always make Gu Jingcheng feel lucky.

She may not be able to leave Gu Jingcheng, but it is difficult to repay him the same love as he said "love" her.

The love between the two of them is not that pure, so why repeat the love over and over again?
Will talking too much really deceive myself?No, more often than not it's just an excuse.

Gu Jingcheng may have been stung by what Su Xiaomu said, he raised his head in pain, trying to find love in Su Xiaomu's eyes, but in the end he only found coldness and helplessness.

The two of them slept in different rooms this night, but they lost the same sleep.

Su Xiaomu couldn't sleep, she kept looking at the window with her eyes wide open.

From dark to dawn, she clearly heard several cock crows, but her head was still very clear, but she didn't feel sleepy at all, even though her body was already very sleepy and limp without any strength.

So did Gu Jingcheng.

He woke up after Su Xiaomu finished speaking.

Every word Su Xiaomu said hurt his heart, so that he couldn't even tell himself in the end that he was hallucinating from drinking too much.

Gu Jingcheng was lying on the bed, his mind was in a mess, he kept thinking about what Su Xiaomu said to him.

He had always thought that he was worth entrusting to someone for life, but he never thought that in Su Xiaomu's heart, he could not be regarded as a "good person".