delayed love

"..."

As soon as these words came out, the car was silent again.

Lin Xi coughed lightly, and looked away, not even daring to look at the shadow on the car window.

Unable to imagine Qin Yu's expression at this moment, she hesitated for a moment, then she turned her head slightly and met his eyes.

The car stopped at the intersection, and the red light was still counting down.

Originally, Lin Xi was still guilty, but at the moment he met his gaze, a certain idea in his heart seemed to be more determined.

So, she spoke in a strange way, and continued: "At that time, what I wanted to see was actually not a concert at all."

"The focus has never been on the concert, the main... is to be with you."

"You also know what happened to my ear at the time, and I didn't wear a hearing aid that day. The atmosphere was so good, but unfortunately, all the noises reached my ears."

"But... I still heard your voice."

"That day in KTV, when I sang that song, you called my name, right?"

There was something brewing in the man's eyes, and a storm was faintly rolled up.

The green light came on, and someone behind us blew their horns to urge them.

Qin Yu had no choice but to give up, temporarily swallowed the words that came to his lips, started the car and drove to the next section of the road.

Lin Xi leaned back in the seat and took a deep breath.

After a while, she spoke again: "When I heard that they were going to hold a concert here that day, I was still considering whether to go with you again."

"In the end, before I asked, you were ready for everything."

"Third brother, I've been thinking, if my ears don't heal all the time, and I don't regain the ability to express myself fluently. Will you still agree to marry me?"

Qin Yu didn't answer, but asked instead: "What about you, if you must get married, would you choose me?"

"Do you want to listen to the truth? Then it may be very disappointing if I say it. Let me tell you in advance, it's just a chat, don't be angry."

"..." Hearing her words, Qin Yu had already seen the answer. "Why?"

"I don't know, but I think it will probably be the same as it was back then, because you are a better person. But it is also possible, I will still find you."

"Comfort me?" Qin Yu felt that her desire to survive was too strong in the last sentence.

"It doesn't count."

Lin Xi seldom cared about others, just like now, she would say whatever came to her mind.

"I think, even if I can't hear anything, can't speak or express, you are the one who understands me best."

Her voice was different from the cold and calm in the past, it seemed to have a little more fluctuation, when she spoke, her tone was soft and soft, and even her eyes were shining, looking straight at him.

Qin Yu silently clenched the steering wheel, trying to keep her eyes on the front without being distracted.

Fast approaching the destination, more and more vehicles.Fortunately, the road ahead is congested, so you don't need to drive too fast.

He took some time to look at her, and his dark pupils grabbed her tightly, "What's wrong today? It looks like honey has been applied to my mouth."

Lin Xi: "Aren't you still angry just now?"

"So what you're saying now is just to coax me?"

"..."

Lin Xi felt that his use of the word "coax" was a bit clever.

"Did I tell you?"

"No."

"What's that? Don't lie to me."

"It's the truth. I didn't lie to you." Lin Xi defended herself, "Whether it's now or before, if you think about it carefully, there are many times when I don't like to express my thoughts."

I couldn't open my mouth before, but I didn't want to open it after returning to China.

"Even if you always tried your best to 'force' me to speak and say what you want. But all these years, when I really don't want to express, you never once forced me to speak."

"Even, most of the time, you can tell what I'm thinking and what I want with just one look."

"I didn't want to admit that you were the one who knew me best, but it's true."

It is undeniable that since she fell ill, her personality has become timid and timid, and she has also become taciturn.

Even if she can speak, she is still in a self-enclosed state and doesn't like to communicate.

Fortunately, he has always understood her.

"So, if I have to choose someone to spend the rest of my life with, even if I'm still the bad self I was back then, I might, I'll choose you boldly."

"I just don't know, if it were you, what choice would you make."

Qin Yu returned the question to him: "What do you think?"

Lin Xi stared at him for a while, then silently tightened his seat belt, and replied calmly:
"I think you shouldn't dislike me, right?"

"why?"

"...Huh?" Lin Xi widened her eyes, thinking she had heard wrong.

He actually asked why?
The man laughed, "I don't mean anything else, I just want to know what you think."

After a pause, he said, "If I had disliked you, would I still have followed you around?"

"I said earlier that I'm not a good person. Even if I look at the elder brother's face, I won't be able to do what I was back then."

"Lin Xi, back then I was not as free as you imagined."

Lin Xi's breathing became shallow, and he exhaled lightly.

Yes, that was the busiest time for Qin Yu back then, the company had just started, and he was needed everywhere.

But he still spent most of his time with her.

Speaking of this, Qin Yu was also very strange, and asked half-seriously and half-jokingly: "I have always been curious, did you really not realize how much I thought about you back then? If you didn't feel it at all, Lin Xi, then it's not I didn't do well enough, but you are a little heartless."

Lin Xi blushed, "Who said I didn't feel it."

"If I didn't feel it at all, how could it be possible...I liked you at that time."

Qin Yu raised his eyebrows, "What are you talking about?"

Lin Xi stiffened her neck and replied stiffly: "At that time, you were not my type."

"If I didn't think you were good to me, I wouldn't like you."

"Then you don't think I like you?"

"I thought about it, but I'm afraid it's not what I thought."

"You act vaguely, how do I know if you really like me."

"blurry?"

"That's right, you didn't tell me very clearly at the time, such as 'Lin Xi, I like you'."

"Okay, my fault." The man responded with a smile.

Lin Xi pursed her lips, and analyzed the matter with him rationally: "Of course I am wrong. But in the final analysis, most of the responsibility is still on you."

Qin Yu's chest trembled when he laughed.It's not that she thinks her words are too much, but that it's interesting.

Lin Xi, who was chatting with him now, suddenly looked a bit like before.

He was referring to Lin Xi at the stage when Lin Chen was still there.

As the eldest lady of the Lin family, she is delicate and arrogant, and she easily loses face. She is outspoken to everyone, speaks boldly, and is never worried about saying the wrong thing.She was even a little coquettish and pretentious, because Lin Chen gave her too much confidence.

But even so, he still liked her very much.

Every side of every stage.

[Author's Note: If there is no accident, I will ask for two days off, and then it will end in July, so there is not much content. 】