After the flash marriage, she and Mr. Xu are in love with each other

Chapter 100

After Xu Tingce finished washing, he turned off the light and lay down carefully beside her.

She was breathing very lightly and shallowly, and Xu Tingze could hardly hear her voice even when he was beside her.

The moonlight gradually traced the contours of her face, soft and serene.

But for some reason, this night, when he looked at her, he felt a strong uneasiness surging in his heart.

The night was getting darker.

The silent late night is the easiest way for people to have the illusion that there is only one empty body left in the world.

So it easily swallows all disguises, allowing people to take off their masks and return to their truest selves.

Xia Zixi slowly opened her eyes, her out-of-focus eyes were clear and calm.

She can't sleep.

The deeper and quieter the night, the more she could not sleep.

Too many voices were clamoring in her head, one after another, deafening.

——"Zixi, live well, you must live well, and only when you live can you hope to know?"

—— "Zixi, your eyes may be difficult to recover in the future, you have to be mentally prepared. Zixi, trust me, I will try my best to heal your eyes."

——"If you are blind, you will be blind. Who told her to mess with me? She deserves her death. She is not willing to die."

——"Your sister's temper is like this, don't you know how to let her go?"

——"You stay at home obediently, and you are not allowed to go anywhere. Now who doesn't know that I, Xia Minglang, have a blind daughter, don't embarrass me by going out!"

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Thin beads of sweat kept pouring out from her forehead, palms and back, making her brows flushed with dryness.

No, she needs to calm down.

The room was so noisy that it gave her a headache.

Xia Zixi gently lifted the quilt, and stepped on the blanket with her bare feet.

She didn't even want to reach for the blind cane, she stretched her left hand forward, took a step and stopped, and tentatively stepped out of the bedroom door.

She vaguely remembered that on the first day she came, Butler Wu took her to the fourth floor.

Butler Wu said that the fourth floor is an open-air swimming pool.

It just so happened that she could go up and blow some air.

She counted the number of steps and turns, and finally she should have reached the fourth floor.

Pushing open the door, the biting cold wind poured into her loose neckline, whistling and blowing the tail of her skirt flying.

Barefoot, Xia Zixi leaned on the wall and walked along the edge, suppressing the anxiety in her heart, and then strode forward.

Even though she didn't know what was ahead, she still walked fearlessly like a normal person, as if she could see the way ahead.

At this moment, the joy in my heart surpassed the fear and anxiety of this year.

All suppressed emotions are released at this moment.

The frantic behavior didn't stop for a moment until her lower ribs hit the cold and hard glass and she was knocked to the ground by the sudden obstacle.

The right arm hanging in front of her in a bandage hit the wall when she staggered and fell, and the cold tiles hit her back.

The momentary severe pain in the body was like a fuse, tearing open the emotional opening, and the weakness and collapse that had been suppressed for a whole day leaked out like a dike.

Xia Zixi leaned against the wall and sat on the ground, tears streaming down her face in embarrassment.

Like a discarded doll, she huddled in the corner of the wall, crumbling silently, licking her bruises all over her body.

Everyone is saying that they are good for her and love her.

But why is everyone so good for her, but she is living in a more and more miserable life?

Xia Zixi raised her hand abruptly to wipe away her tears with the back of her hand, then struggled to stand up with one hand.

She turned around and walked from memory to the glass fence that reached to her waist and abdomen.

(End of this chapter)