After the flash marriage, she and Mr. Xu are in love with each other

Chapter 235
"When I was young, I spent a period of time in an orphanage. There were often psychologists there to see children with autism and autism."

She has seen too many ways to guide questions and answers in a way that seems casual, but in fact every sentence is tentative.

"But aren't you normal?" Xu Yu couldn't help but look at her a few more times.

"When I was just discharged from the hospital, it was a bit abnormal. I could not help being afraid of everything around me."

At that time, her mind was full of hatred for this world, and at the same time, her whole body was also filled with powerless negative emotions.

She didn't understand why she had to live so carelessly.

She waited for ten years, but she still didn't get the hope that her mother said.

"I thought about dying." Xia Zixi said this in an extremely flat tone, "It's right next to the outdoor swimming pool on the roof of my house. I thought about jumping off and ending everything."

Xu Yu's pupils vibrated, even his palms began to curl up, and his breathing became cautious.

"But I had a crazy idea at the time. I wanted to drag those who bullied me to die together. I couldn't just die so humiliated. Do you know that Xu Tingce was standing behind me at that time."

"He stood behind me. I don't know how long he's been here." Xia Zixi closed her eyes, "If I chose to jump down then, he might be the only one who shed tears for me."

"During these days, Xu Tingce made me feel the sweetness of life. It turns out that life is not only difficult, but also happy."

Xia Zixi understood that she finally got the light she had been looking forward to for ten years.

Even those hatreds that used to be gnashing their teeth, can be temporarily put aside for him.

"Xu Yu, you say you're jealous of me, but in fact, why don't I be jealous of you?" Xia Zixi had a faint smile on her face, "A confident and bright girl like you must have grown up bathed in love, otherwise How can you even have the courage to confess to being jealous of someone?"

Whether she loves or not, hates or likes, she can confess freely, just because she has too much love, and she will not be afraid of losing one ten-thousandth of it.

"I..." Xu Yu's words were muddled in her mind, she opened her mouth subconsciously, but she didn't know what to say.

"Xu Yu, Xu Tingce's love is the icing on the cake for you, but it is the straw for me. I am not worthy of your envy."

After Xia Zixi said this, both of them were silent for a long time.

"You're wrong." Xu Yu slapped the wooden bench and turned to stare at Xia Zixi with a bit of relief in her eyes, "If you had jumped, Tingslen wouldn't be the only one crying for you. It will be sad too.”

Xia Zixi's heart that had been hanging in her throat was forced back into her heart by the second half of her sentence.

She couldn't help laughing with red eyes.

"Tingslen doesn't like me because he has no vision! There are many handsome guys chasing me." Xu Yu's mood changes very quickly, and now he is shaking his thin legs heartlessly and cheerfully, "But You, you have defeated such an excellent woman as me, you can't be so inferior in the future, you know? Otherwise, where will I put my face!"

"Understood." Xia Zixi raised her hand to cover her red eyes, calming down her emotions.

"Blame Gilbert after all!" Seeing Xia Zixi's sad look, Xu Yu couldn't help but find an unlucky guy to divert the fire.

(End of this chapter)