After the flash marriage, she and Mr. Xu are in love with each other

Chapter 84

She lay powerlessly on the wet sandy beach, the cold sea water hit her ears one after another, and flowed over her frail body that trembled unconsciously.

The beach was not clean, broken glass fragments and shells pierced Xia Zixi's back, stimulating her already numb pain.

She raised her sore and weak eyelids with great effort, and her eyes were pitch black.

Xia Zixi struggled to support her upper body, half of her body was covered with sand, and some half-dried blood was stuck to her side face.

"Do you know what it's like to die?" Xia Yihan pressed the back of the knife against Xia Zixi's throat, "I'm asking you, answer me, do you know what it's like to die?"

The cold touch in her throat carried an oppressive force. Xia Zixi breathed carefully, her arms trembling, her elbows resting on the beach, not daring to move easily.

She could feel what was pressed against her neck.

"Death is very painful." Xia Zixi's voice was so weak that she seemed about to faint in the next second.

"Will I be in pain now?" Xia Yihan squatted down beside her, tightly pinching her chin with her other hand, "Shen Xingzhen doesn't want me anymore, I can't even do what I like. Xia Zixi, Let me ask you, what is the point of me living in this world?"

"It's meaningful." Xia Zixi closed her eyes, choked up and said, "As long as you are alive, there is still hope."

My mother told her that when a person dies, there is nothing left.

She also promised her mother that no matter what, she will work hard to survive.

So in the past ten years, she has been keeping her promise, and even if life is worse than death, she will try her best to live.

But at the moment when the sea water submerged her and she was on the verge of death, she actually had the idea that it would be good to just disappear in this world.

It turned out that she was not as strong as she imagined, and when she was really facing death, the thought that came to her was finally liberated.

"Do you know? Every morning when I wake up and look in the mirror, I feel that I am the old you." Xia Yihan's eyes showed pain, "Do you know what my father said to me? He said I was a puddle of mud, and You are a master. Tell me, who caused all this?"

Xia Zixi was exhausted, and fell back on the beach again, her breathing becoming weaker and weaker with the rising and falling of her chest.

She was in pain and really tired.

She couldn't hold on anymore.

Maybe my mother lied to me.

In fact, you can't wait for hope if you live all the time, but death is the real relief.

Xia Zixi's consciousness gradually slackened, and the temperature of her body was cooled bit by bit by the sea breeze.

Xia Yihan grabbed her collar, pulled her upper body off the ground, and shook her wildly.

"Aren't you afraid of death? I haven't allowed you to die! You answer my question!"

Xia Yihan slashed Xia Zixi's forearm fiercely with the tip of the knife, a bright red scratch was exposed to the air nakedly, and the blood overflowed wildly, forming a strange arc on her fair arm.

"Zixi, don't be afraid, I'll be there soon, don't be afraid."

A familiar and powerful voice came from the earphones, the voice repeatedly disturbed her nerves, gradually awakening her consciousness.

Pain comes with it.

"Don't die now!" Seeing her wake up again, Xia Yihan pinched her face and commanded sharply.

"Why did you slash me with a knife? It hurts so much. Wouldn't it be good to let me die like this?" Xia Zixi frowned lightly.

(End of this chapter)