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"I chose to commit suicide in the end. I even thought about it. If I had to do it again, I would end my life as soon as possible."

A person's life is just a drop in the ocean or a speck of dust in the desert. It is insignificant in the long years. Therefore, many people pursue immortality and long for eternal life throughout their lives, but they never think about the pain that eternal life brings.

For Yan Shoucheng, he experienced helplessness and grief again and again, but he had no way to escape eternal life, which was a kind of torture.

He wants to use this negative behavior to fight against the world in an attempt to change his own destiny.

Yan Shoucheng said this matter calmly, like an outsider, neither sad nor happy, but it was this calm look that made Su Yao feel the pain, and because this pain could not be understood by others, Choose someone to bury deep in your heart.

He smiled at himself: "But when the day came that I really came back, I was unwilling to accept it. I still used tricks to steal my place as a soldier. Later, I made great achievements through my own prophet. Although because of this The father was injured and retired, but he also found a way for himself to climb up."

"Su Yao, I'm really grateful to you. You made me embark on a completely different path."

Su Yao raised his eyebrows but said nothing.

"The former Su Yaomei was actually a silly eldest sister, with a simple temper, but a lot of boldness. I had already had a failed marriage with her, and I had no intention of continuing my relationship with her. But I still can't escape my fate. Arrangement, with the family’s planning, there was still a wedding.”

"I thought about keeping a distance from her, and when these days passed, I would let Su Yaomei go free. But when I came home again, I found that everything was different. You are here."

When Su Yao heard this, she figured out a problem that had been bothering her before.

Yan Shoucheng didn't know why he appeared here at first, but in his opinion, he was the same kind.

"So you knew from the beginning that I was not Su Yaomei."

Yan Shoucheng shook his head: "I am very good at recognizing people. You and Su Yaomei have completely different personalities. People who have been in contact with each other a lot can feel it."

"However, I originally thought that you were the Su Yaomei from before, who came back to life with memories like me, but I later discovered that your memory was not complete. When I was suspicious of you, you confessed to me. In fact, at that time, I was very lucky, lucky that I had a companion."

"Your appearance gave me some comfort, and also gave me some confidence that I shouldn't have. I quietly watched you struggle, learned from you, and tried to fight against fate again."

"You know what happened next. In a sense, I did change my destiny."

The end of science is metaphysics. Su Yao has no way to explain everything that happened to him, let alone what happened to Yan Shoucheng.

But one thing, Su Yao can be sure, is that she is not simply living in a book, but a complete world. Maybe this world is the origin, and the book is just a product of consciousness.

For a moment, Su Yao felt that his brain was not enough.

Pressing his temples, Su Yao felt that he needed to be quiet: "I need time to digest these things."

Su Yao's reaction was within Yan Shoucheng's expectation. He left the room silently without saying anything.