surrender to her

Chapter 4 Anklets
It was as if the thoughts in self-hypnosis were pulled back suddenly, and the slack pupils returned to normal. Before the doorknob was turned, He Liangchi stuffed the knife under the pillow and got up to open the door.

"It's so dark, why don't you turn on the lights?"

Xu Huilan took a look inside, and subconsciously shifted the young man's slender figure to cover her gaze, "I'm about to fall asleep."

"Oh, I warmed you a glass of milk."

Sensing that he was disgusted, Xu Huilan smiled calmly, and said, "You don't need to prepare breakfast for me tomorrow, there will be some for sale at the entrance of the alley, and the wheelchair your father changed for me is fully automatic. It is also very convenient for me to move around, and I can just buy it myself.”

"He said that the nurse has already been found, and he should be able to come to work tomorrow, and my trivial matters will not take up your time, otherwise you will always rush to school, and being late will leave a bad impression on the teacher impression."

"In the future, you should concentrate on your studies. Mom remembers that you studied well in the past. It seems that you have won many awards."

Yeah, lots of awards...

But He Liangchi clearly remembered that at that time, he held the certificate and the test paper with full marks in front of her with joy, trying to make her happy and proud of himself, but his mother who was depressed all day long never wanted to take a second look.

After many times, the result was that the certificates and test papers were torn up and discarded like waste paper, and she said hoarsely: "What's the use of these tests?! Can you find your father?! Can he see it?!"

Completely different from the negative and joyless one at that time, Xu Huilan's complexion is soft now, and even filled with a sense of happiness that is satisfied with the status quo of a family of three, "When you get into a good university, Dad will be very happy and proud of you."

After she was thinking about it, she didn't know that when He Liangchi heard the name "Father" coming out of her mouth so ordinary and warm, her temples felt tense for a moment, and her brain shook, as if a meridian had been blocked. Cutting off is extremely painful.

Again.

It seems that it is for his sake and planning for him, but in fact it is all about counting that person's good and caring about that person's feelings.

Penetrating through every hole, forcing him to accept it all.

He Liangchi closed his eyes, "Mom."

"Ok?"

Most of the young man's face was covered in the shadow of the door frame, his expression couldn't be seen clearly, his fingers pressed against the hem of his trousers, and the warm and slightly sticky liquid stained the dark fabric. He swallowed a few times with difficulty, and asked for the last time: "Are you sure?" The plan is in Beihe, why don't you leave?"

Xu Huilan's face froze suddenly.

After a long while, she lowered her head and said softly: "Where can we... go? Isn't it enough to run around in the past few years? It's hard to stabilize..."

He Liangchi suddenly interrupted: "Even if we now know that he has his own complete family, even..."

"Liangchi!" Xu Huilan turned pale.

Does it matter even if my existence is regarded as filthy and filthy as evil, stabbed by the words of the world, and nailed to the pillar of shame?

Maybe Xu Huilan doesn't love him at all.

From the beginning to the end, he was just a derivative product, and his only value was to become the emotional bond between her and that person, and to be a tool for her to return to that person.

As soon as this idea came out, it swept through my mind like a storm, like a rainstorm breaking up rootless duckweed. People trapped in the middle of the sea lost their only driftwood and let themselves drown and suffocate.

He Liangchi looked down at the milk in her hand.

Before, he needed and desired, but was too extravagant to deserve to drink.

Now he doesn't need it.

"Mom, go to bed early."

The door was closed.

After a long period of silence, the wheelchair left, and the lights outside followed suit.

The darkness was even worse, this was He Liangchi's protective shell, he walked to the bedside and took out the jackknife, his eyes were numb and dead.

It is relief to row down, there is such a voice in my ear.

He clenched the handle of the knife with his right hand and held his breath, as if the air stopped flowing at this moment.

The moonlight outside the window was pale, and the reflection came in slightly brighter.

Suddenly, he saw a long black hair, quietly wrapped around the button of his cuff.

There was no time to think for a moment, the girl's stunning and vivid face replaced those terrible thoughts and completely occupied her brain, her heart jumped violently, her hand was loosened, and the knife fell to the ground with a sound.

He Liangchi slumped onto the chair without strength, with a gloom and black cloud gathering between his brows, he let out a breath of foul air slowly.

I don't know how long he had been emptied in depression, he opened the drawer with worn paint, and there was a delicate and thin silver chain lying in the sandalwood box inside, glowing with stars in the weak moonlight, and a vibrating chain was docked on it. The silver butterfly with wings ready to fly is lifelike.

Beautiful and agile, just like her.

It's not a bracelet, it's her anklet.

The young man wiped the bleeding wound vigorously with a piece of paper, as if he didn't know the pain, as if he was afraid of soiling her things in his hands, he carefully removed the hair from the button and placed it preciously with the anklet in the box.

Lock the drawer.

He leaned on the chair, raised his head and closed his eyes, the room was silent.

No matter how lonely and hopeless the world is, there can still be a glimmer of life.

Just because he had seen her smiling face in the heavy and difficult black and white life.

The humble and humble secret may never be known.

It was earlier than the girl's heart-felt love at first sight: she looked up at the moon on the second floor, and he looked up at her in the crowd.

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The bustling Nancheng District is brightly lit like daytime, and there is an old-fashioned residential area surrounded by a green belt next to the Beihe Grand Theater. It is embedded in the bustling noise, but it does not violate the harmony.

This winding and long alley is called Zhongtang Alley. It has been around for a long time. The brick-walled tile courtyard and stone-slab road have an ancient charm. It was declared and preserved during the development and demolition. As a local cultural protection unit, the project was assigned to Meng The group, in recent years, has undergone major renovations several times.

The most conspicuous and special three-story Chinese-style villa is Meng Cheng's house. It's not that it's so grand, but that Meng Zhixing is keen on playing with all kinds of exotic flowers and plants. The fence and gate are surrounded by colorful flowers, just like a movie. The entrance to Rimi Forest Wonderland.

Meng Cheng brought half of the leftover fried yogurt into the house to change his shoes. The man who was busy in the kitchen heard the movement at the entrance and came out holding a pot and spoon.

When Meng Zhixing was young, he devoted himself wholeheartedly to the family business. He got married and had children a little later. Now he is over fifty, but he cultivates his personality and self-discipline on weekdays. He still has a handsome face and a tall and strong figure. A new floral apron that clashed with his temperament.

Meng Cheng was amused, "Lao Meng, the pink is delicate and tender, how old are you now?"

Meng Zhixing smiled warmly, and asked, "Isn't Dad always eighteen in your heart?"

Meng Cheng gave a thumbs up convincingly.

When she approached, Meng Zhixing sniffed it sharply, and said "Hey", "Why does your smell of tobacco and alcohol on your body be stronger than that when I came back from socializing?"

The girl Guima stuck out her tongue playfully, and pointed behind him, "Your pot is smoking!"

Meng Zhixing said "Oops" twice and hurriedly turned back to the kitchen, seeing that he had been cheated, and when he came out again, the door on the second floor was closed.

"Hurry up and take a shower and come down to eat noodles!"

(End of this chapter)