he sees your voice

Chapter 517 The Dignity of Living

Later, Lu Beichen told Yu Jiang that it was the first time he saw the autopsy table and felt the meaning of death for the first time.Yu Jiang looked at him from the side and told him that these were innocent people who died at the hands of serial killers. They were terrified and humiliated and tortured to death.

But even so, every dead person here is trying so hard to survive. Although they cannot escape the claws of death in the end, they have worked hard to survive after all, and they have retained their last dignity as life.This is what Yu Jiang said to Lu Beichen, so she asked him again, what about you?God has endowed you with life, even allowing you to survive such a catastrophe. Have you ever respected life?The meaning of life is to live no matter what, and this is also the dignity that life bestows on us.

That day Lu Beichen stayed at Yu Jiang's work place for a long time. He watched how they dissected and how they testified for the dead. It was on that day that Lu Beichen had a new understanding of life.Although he was still silent, Yu Jiang saw the light in his haggard eyes.

"That is the light that only a strong man can have. It is the light that revives the dead and rekindles the fighting spirit." Yu Jiang said with certainty, "Vic is destined to be a strong man. After birth, then he will become invincible."

Because of Yu Jiang's astonishing behavior, she was quickly included in the blacklist of visiting patients. On the third day after Lu Beichen returned to the hospital, she came to visit, but was blocked by the bodyguards at the door. She thought she would never see her again. When he was gone, he heard his voice from inside the ward, and he ordered the bodyguards to let her in.

The bodyguards still had lingering fears, but they let her in anyway.

Yu Jiang thought that what she saw was the scene of him lying sickly on the bed, but she never expected to see a scene that shocked her.Lu Beichen was reading a book. Wearing black-rimmed glasses, he was visually impaired and carefully flipped through the pages. When he saw her coming, he smiled and said, "It's just in time. I have a question and want to ask you for advice."

"He was reading books on medicine, which I never expected." The corners of Yu Jiang's lips slightly raised, "Later he said that if it is destined that the scalpel cannot be used to respect the lives of the living, then he will use anatomy knife to preserve the dignity of the dead."

Gu Chu was shocked.

What kind of change of heart was that?From despair of life to respect for life, Lu Beichen was reborn after the painful Nirvana. Yes, he was reborn and possessed stronger power than before. This is the transition from death to life. He Throw away the past, become a brand new person, and come back.

Yujiang is a special existence in Lu Beichen's heart, and it originated from this.

Her brother called the police to save his life, and Yu Jiang pulled him out of the desperate desolation and made him a flesh-and-blood person again.From that day on, Lu Beichen changed his major and began to delve into related fields such as anthropology, forensic medicine and jurisprudence.

"What I have to admit is that there are geniuses in this world." Yu Jiang said sincerely, "Lu Beichen is a genius. thing."

During Lu Beichen's study, he underwent large and small surgeries and endured unimaginable pain. The compression of the medulla oblongata is the biggest problem for doctors. Surgery would be life-threatening, and if surgery is not performed, it will cause sequelae in the future.

"Vic didn't reject surgery at the beginning. In his own words, his life was saved, and it didn't matter if he took it out and tried it again. But at that time, Dr. Smith, who was in charge of his condition, didn't have the best surgical plan. In addition, the position of the blood clot was indeed dangerous at that time, so it is recommended that he receive relevant physical therapy first."

Physical therapy is to help him alleviate the sequelae caused by blood vessel compression on nerves, and to a certain extent delay the possibility of future complications.

"Vic has cultivated a hobby for himself, and that is cooking." Yu Jiang said.

Gu Chu was taken aback, cooking?

"Blood clots are pressing on the nerve line. The first thing that inconveniences him is his eyesight and right hand. Although the requirements for holding a scalpel are not as strict as those for holding a scalpel, he must be proficient in using a scalpel. After all, he will be on the dissecting table in the future, so Vic started to get used to his left hand. Strictly speaking, cooking is also one of the ways to practice hand feeling, especially cutting vegetables. And..." Yu Jiang paused when he said this, and looked up at Gu Chu.

When Gu Chu met her eyes, his heart skipped a beat for some reason, "And what?"

Yu Jiang sighed softly, "Vic told me that he was never particular about the food he took in. It was his girlfriend who told him that people have well-developed taste buds, and only by enjoying delicious food can they live up to their capital. "

Gu Chu's heart twisted and hurt. Yes, she said this. At that time, he often went out to work, and she made delicious food for him. Every time he found it troublesome, he said that he would just deal with it casually. , She just said that she can't disappoint people's taste buds. She also told him that the process of cooking is actually a process of enjoying life, and she doesn't find it troublesome.

That's right, she should have expected a person who never knew how to cook to become a person who praises cooking skills. He must have learned it before, but she didn't expect him to start practicing cooking under such circumstances. art.

"Vic has cultivated cooking skills, and at the same time his mouth has become more and more tricky. He told me that his girlfriend's mouth is so tricky. He didn't understand it before, but now he finally understands it."

Gu Chu clenched his hands tightly, biting his lips painfully.

"Actually, Vic mentioned you a lot in front of me. He still regards you as his girlfriend. Every time he mentions you, he always says, what about my girlfriend?" Yu Jiang looked at her pale cheeks. , Shaking his head helplessly, "You are like his spiritual sustenance. For a while, I almost forgot that you were engaged. When he transferred the exam, his grades were good, but he said that if it was his girlfriend, his grades might be even better. Gao, he said his girlfriend is a genius with a photographic memory."

Gu Chu's eyes were red.

"The first case he took was when he was not completely out of the hospital. Of course, the case at that time was not complicated, and he completed it very well. At that time, I thought that a pair of hands that were supposed to heal the living had touched A dead man, he must not be able to pass the psychological test, but he is very calm, he can even be said to be so calm that he is numb, and I had a hunch that time, this man will definitely be the leader in this industry in the future." Yu Jiang said, "That time he I got a pretty big bonus, and I asked him what he was going to do with the bonus, but he told me that he ordered a necklace."

necklace?Gu Chu choked for breath, could it be...

"It's a necklace with a pattern of white orchids." Yu Jiang stared at the necklace on Gu Chu's neck, and said softly, "I think you are familiar with it."

Gu Chu subconsciously raised his hand to touch it. It turned out that this was the origin of this necklace. It turned out that he had ordered this necklace so early.

"His first bonus was for this necklace. I didn't understand it at the time. He said his girlfriend liked these things." Yu Jiang sighed.

It was a very valuable necklace. After putting away the necklace, Lu Beichen asked Yu Jiang such a question, do you girls like these luxury brands?
Yu Jiang didn't understand what he meant by asking this question, so she said that not all girls admire brands.

Lu Beichen asked her again, what kind of girl would admire luxury brands?

She thought for a while and said, a girl with a strong vanity.

Lu Beichen held the necklace tightly at the time. He said, my girlfriend likes branded things, and she likes beautiful and expensive things, so...

Yu Jiang thought he would talk, so we broke up.But I never expected that what he went on to say was, so, in the future, I will give her all the luxury. If she wants vanity, I will give her vanity.

Speaking of this, Yu Jiang looked at Gu Chu and said, "So, I have always had a bad impression of you, maybe because of Vic's words, I have subtly defined you as a vain woman."

Gu Chu's fingertips sank deep into his palm, and he read his name over and over again in his heart. He misunderstood. She was never obsessed with the accumulation of brands. She regarded so many worthless gadgets he gave her as treasures. So, It even made him think that she just hoped that he would forget her after the breakup.

"When he first started working in the forensic industry, he seemed to have poor sleep for a long time, and sometimes he would wake up from nightmares when he was extremely tired. I often saw him holding a photo to look at. Cherish it, always keep it in your wallet." Yu Jiang's eyes were heavy, "I don't know if you have seen him wake up from a nightmare, but such a strong man has helpless and panicked eyes, which makes people feel distressed. "

Gu Chu suddenly remembered that once, when he was very tired, he closed his eyes and suddenly opened them again. The moment she opened them, she saw his panic, but when she saw that she was still by his side, his eyes were peaceful again.

Was it because of that unbearable car accident, or because of her resolute departure?Until now, she finally understands the reason why he can't see the light when he sleeps. The big boy who used to be able to sleep beautifully even lying on the grass is gone. Now Lu Beichen has pressed too much pain in his heart , These pains cannot be seen in the light, and it will hurt even more when they see the light.

And that photo, she has seen it, that may be the only motivation left for him.

"He kept mentioning you, and often talked about you. This situation lasted until the second half of the second year of his car accident. It seemed that he saw the news about your accident. I don't know the specifics. In short, it is About you, he hasn't mentioned you since that day, it's like cutting you out of his life. After all these years I thought he had forgotten you, already I let go of the past, but it wasn’t until he returned to China, until I saw you by his side, that I realized that he didn’t forget you, he just got ready to face you with a brand new self.”

(End of this chapter)