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Chapter 560 Lu Beishen's Fear
Lu Beishen raised his head to look at him, his face full of innocence, and said softly for a long time, "Brother, why don't you eat some more breakfast, you have studied medicine and you know that eating less will affect people's mood."

"Do you think there is something wrong with my emotions?" Lu Beichen reached for the cigarette case that Luo Chi had just placed on the bedside table, and squinted at him, "Or you want to say that I am suspicious."

Lu Bei shrugged his shoulders deeply, "Actually, you are indeed suspected of lying to me."

"I'm your elder brother, your business is mine." Lu Beichen frowned, and his eyes were filled with sternness, "Even Gu Chu can see that you are lying, you think you can hide it from Luo Chi ?”

Lu Beishen put down his chopsticks, "In my opinion, Gu Chu's IQ is higher than Luo Chi's."

"Do you think that Luo Chi's criminal investigation experience for so many years is fake?" Lu Beichen said in a low voice, "He just didn't expose you on the spot because of my face. He Nai is still in his hands. He just planned to use a roundabout way. The solution is to pry open He Nai's mouth before interrogating you, this is the last favor he will leave for you and me!"

Seeing his displeasure, Lu Bei didn't say much.

"What's the matter with the medicine?" Lu Beichen asked, lighting a cigarette.

Lu Bei bowed his head deeply, looking like an innocent deer. The same face became an inviolable authority when placed on Lu Beichen, and it became pitiful when placed on Lu Beishen.He pursed his lips and clenched his hands subconsciously, as if he had something to hide.Lu Beichen saw clearly with his golden eyes, and asked directly, "Is it the kind of medicine that someone forced you to take?"

Lu Bei opened his mouth deeply, his brows furrowed.

"He Nai?" Lu Beichen breathed out the smoke, "Is that the witch spirit you are talking about?"

Lu Beishen also knew that he couldn't hide it from him, so he took a deep breath and sighed softly, "I don't actually know about Wu Ling, but after taking that medicine, some pictures will appear, very real The pictures are sometimes so real that it is impossible to tell the real from the fake.”

Much the same as the other four deceased.

"Tell me about the medicine." Lu Beichen knew that as long as he was willing to speak, he would not be able to hide this matter.

Lu Beishen put the breakfast aside quietly, and curled up on the bedside. After a long time, he said softly, "Brother, actually...there was a reason why my father locked me up."

"I know, you said so."

"It's just part of it." Lu Bei licked his lips deeply, "I didn't tell the truth because I was afraid that you would be worried. In fact, after I arrived at Lu's house, my mental state has been very poor. In fact, the reason I set the fire on fire was because I didn't control my emotions. .Later, my father locked me up for so long, not to punish me, but to treat me. During that time, my condition got worse and worse, and it reached the point where I couldn’t control it.”

"How could this happen?" Lu Beichen never expected that he only thought that Beishen was just rebellious at the beginning. In order to express his inner dissatisfaction, he resisted his rebellion, so that he accidentally made a big mistake.

"It's because of our mother." Lu Beishen rested his chin on his knee, and said softly, "I inherited that disease."

Lu Beichen was shocked.

"Later, Aunt Qin also went to see me many times, and found many experts to help me, but to no avail." Lu Beishen's eyes were painful, "During that time, I was so restless that I wanted to kill someone, and I even hurt Aunt Qin once."

Lu Beichen felt chills in his heart when he heard that, the symptoms were the same as his mother's. Later, he had to watch his mother all the time, otherwise he would feel terrible if he went crazy.

"and after?"

Lu Beishen's shoulders trembled, Lu Beichen looked carefully, and was horrified, "Then He Nai appeared?"

"Yeah." Lu Beishen nodded slightly, "He gave me a kind of medicine, which is the kind of medicine that I have been taking since then. I don't know what the name of the medicine is, I just know that after taking it, it will suppress the madness. .”

Lu Beichen frowned, thoughtful.

"Brother, I have no choice, only that kind of medicine can bring me back to normal." Lu Beishen's eyes turned red, like a helpless child.

Lu Beichen found that he was a little nervous, his hands were clenched tightly and never let go, he sighed, lit a cigarette for him and brought it to his mouth, "Speak slowly."

Lu Bei took a deep breath of the cigarette, his fingers were shaking when he squeezed the cigarette, Lu Beichen flicked the ash, "What are you afraid of?"

As soon as the words fell, Lu Beishen's hand shook, and the whole cigarette fell on the bed sheet. Lu Beichen's quick eyesight and quick hands saved the fate of the bed sheet being destroyed in time. Seeing that his condition was no longer suitable for smoking, he extinguished the cigarette and threw it into the trash. Li asked, "Why are you afraid of him?"

"Yes, I'm afraid of him, but I can't explain why I'm afraid for a while." Lu Beishen crossed his arms and embraced tightly, "The medicine should be a new medicine. In fact, he told me when I took the first medicine. Yes, that drug is still in clinical trials, and I can only take that drug if I become a clinical trial subject."

Lu Beichen suddenly clenched his fists.

He Nai, you are tired of working, you dare to use Beishen as a drug tester?
"After I take it, I will live like a normal person. If I don't take it, once the disease occurs, it will be more serious. It's like a drug. I want to quit, but I can only rely on it." Lu Beishen grabbed Lu Beichen's arm , "Brother, I am really in pain. Sometimes I really want to die, but I don't have the courage."

Lu Beichen looked at him anxiously. He saw him when he was having an attack. Brothers united with each other. At that moment, he wished he could bear that pain for him.

"Is there no other way?"

Lu Bei shook his head deeply, "He Nai has also been looking for a way to overcome it, but for so many years, there has been no progress."

"That is to say, He Nai developed that drug? He has a medical team?" Lu Beichen asked vigilantly.

"It should be developed by him. Every time he just gives me the medicine, and then observes my reaction after taking the medicine. I think he should have a medical team."

"He is Lumen's special assistant. Could it be that the medical team is..." Lu Beichen was startled.

Lu Bei shook his head deeply, "It can't be related to the Lumen. The industrial chain of the Lumen is on the surface. I've never heard of it being involved in biopharmaceuticals."

Lu Beichen fell into deep thought, He Nai is a member of Lumen, if Lumen does not do biopharmaceuticals, then how could He Nai get involved in this industry?I really can't figure this out.But soon, Lu Beishen answered his question, "I remembered one thing, He Nai once said such a sentence, he said that if the drug could not be successfully marketed for a long time, then he would be very ashamed of him." friends."

"Friends?" Lu Beichen frowned.

"Yes, he's talking about friends." Lu Beishen said very precisely, "So I'm thinking, He Nai is probably doing a friend's favor. His friend is in the biopharmaceutical industry, so it should be a very good relationship. Otherwise, if He Nai acted in such a private manner, wouldn't he be afraid of offending his father?"

"You mean, father didn't know the existence of this medicine?"

Lu Bei nodded deeply, "Yes, my condition improved after taking the medicine, and my father was very happy about it. He always thought it was the doctor's credit. In fact, when he sent He Nai to me to watch me, He Nai Provided that medicine to me without telling my father."

"How could you believe He Nai when he gave you the medicine for the first time?" Lu Beichen was very sensible.

Lu Bei smiled wryly, "Do I have a choice? I was in great pain at the time, and he said that he might have a way to cure my illness so that I could return to normal. Brother, I don't want to be a useless person, so I can only follow his arrangement."

"After taking the medicine, you said you saw a vision. What kind of vision?"

Lu Beishen thought, "It's like another me living in this era, my identity is no longer Lu Beishen, a down-and-out employee, I was poor, and lived a life of panic every day, until one day I joined an organization, That organization is full of little people like me who have lost their faith and lost their goals, and the leader of the organization is a person known as Wu Ling, who will give us gifts every time he appears, making us forget the cruelty and sadness of reality."

Lu Beichen listened carefully, the more he listened, the more he felt chills down his back, thinking of the diaries of the four deceased before, and hearing what Beishen said, the same approach but the same result.

"In this way, I live this kind of life every day, like a vagabond and a beggar, everyone can spurn me and despise me, I can only find a sense of existence in Wu Ling." Lu Bei trembled deeply, "like After many years, gradually, there are fewer and fewer people in the organization. I don’t know where they all went, but I felt scared and wanted to escape, but I lost everything when I lost the gift of the witch spirit. I was controlled by the witch spirit, he asked me to do dangerous things, to do illegal things, I had to listen to him, so I just lived in despair and darkness day after day and year after year.”

Lu Beichen's heart was turbulent, but he still suppressed his emotions and asked him in a low voice, "How long will this illusion appear after taking the medicine? How long can it last after it appears?"

"About ten minutes after taking the medicine." Lu Beishen said, "The illusion lasted for more than ten hours when I took it two years ago, but now it can last for a few hours, and the time is getting shorter and shorter."

Lu Beichen recalled that Lu Beishen lost consciousness after taking the medicine last night. Later, the doctor said that he was too tired and fell asleep. Entering the hallucinations brought about by the drug is like a dream, but this dream is too real.He didn't say a word, and fell into deep thought. He didn't react until the cigarette butt was hot, and hurriedly stubbed out the cigarette butt.

If He Nai is a person involved in the development, then it is bound to record Beishen's clinical response, that is, the small notebook he took out yesterday is already in Luo Chi's hands, and Lu Beichen is thinking about another time now Incidentally, Beishen mentioned that the duration of the phantom photos is shorter than in previous years, which means that He Nai is constantly improving the ratio of the ingredients of the medicine, that is to say, this medicine may really be able to treat Beishen's madness symptoms of epilepsy.

(End of this chapter)