Chaoguang

Chapter 111 Recall
Sanada Ling took a deep breath and covered her face with one hand. She already had a headache, but now it was even worse.

In such a short period of time, she has not yet reached the point of fragmentation, especially the nurse just now, Sanada Ling's left hand trembled slightly, it was purely due to an unreasonable disaster, she was to blame.

Toyama Ginshiro opened the door and came in, closed the door and shook his head at Heizang. The little nurse was terrified, and cried so hard in the duty room that he couldn't stop it. There were all female nurses inside, and he even kicked There is nothing there, I can only wait for them to calm down a little and see in the past, it is time to apologize and pay compensation.

What is more important now is the girl on the hospital bed, this is the most important thing now.

Sanada Ling let go when she heard the movement at the door, that's good, Minister Toyama Ginjiro, another person came.

Looking around the room, Headquarters Hattori Heizo, Hattori Heiji, and even Kudo from Tokyo came over.

This, this is how she explained it.

Sanada Ling's eyes turned around, her body slowly slid down, and she got into the bed, her arms pulled up, the quilt covered her head, and even her hair was tightly covered.

The people in the room watched her movements silently: "."

Hattori Heizo was almost not laughed at by her. He pulled a chair beside him and sat down, "Just now the doctor asked me why the patient's family members were not here. I seem to have forgotten to call your home. Why don't you call now, and the family members need to sign when you leave the hospital. , I remember that the phone number of Minister Sanada's office seems to be ****, Toyama?"

Toyama Ginshiro replied solemnly, "Yes, it is indeed this number. I contacted him a few days ago for business matters."

Sanada Ling hurriedly crawled out of the quilt, looking at the two seniors with her pale face, what are you doing here?

If you have any questions, we can have a good discussion, can't we?I can tell you what you want to know, how can you make threats if you don't agree with each other, it will affect the image of your police officers as wise and powerful.

"Whatever you want to ask, just ask."

Hattori Heizo looked at her, not letting go of the slightest change, "What's going on with your body?"

"Didn't the doctor tell you?" Sanada Ling touched his forehead, feeling a little uncomfortable, like the feeling after the electrode pads were pasted on, not very sticky, but it still exists.

She had done this check many times before, especially when she was sick, even a doctor could tell that something was wrong.

"The doctor told me it was PTSD."

Kudo and Hattori were startled, and looked at the person sitting on the bed in amazement, how, how could it be!
Sanada Ling turned her head and looked at the elder who had helped her cover up several times. She could hear the temptation in his words.

But I'm sorry, "It's true, what the doctor said is true."

Hattori Heiji couldn't believe it and took two steps forward, then stopped, "How is it possible, you are obviously fine, why, why."

Sanada Ling looked at the blood dripping from the back of her hand, and took an infusion patch from the small iron plate on the bedside table and pasted it on. This was just brought by the little nurse to change the dressing.

She leaned back and half leaned on the hospital bed. How should she explain it? Let her think about it.

"I wasn't born with these things, like Criminal Minds."

"I was kidnapped before, and I was locked up for a while when I knew nothing."

"At that time, I was young, I was frightened, and I had some psychological shadows. After a period of treatment, the effect was good, but there were some sequelae."

Hattori Heizo: "Why the sudden onset?"

Sanada Ling looked up at the ceiling, "Why?"

"Probably because of mental fatigue, plus seeing red."

A line flashed across Hattori Heiji's mind, "What red?"

"Flowers, clothes, hair, decorations are not allowed to be seen."

Hattori Heiji gasped, he knew, "Officer Qianguchi, come up with a large bouquet of red roses."

All the eyes in the room were focused on Sanada Ling, she nodded silently, "It was too sudden, I was unprepared."

Hattori Heiji suddenly thought, "Before we were on the mountain, you, the victim in the red dress, didn't you react after seeing it?"

Sanada Ling: "Not everything will happen. At that time, my doctor gave me very, um, effective treatment. Generally, there will be no problems. It doesn't matter if I see it. I just don't like it. But when I am too nervous I can’t after that, I can’t adjust, and I will have a stress reaction.”

Hattori Heizo's eyes fluctuated, and finally calmed down, "I'll find you a psychiatrist."

Sanada Ling turned her head, and sincerely suggested, "I don't think it's necessary to be so troublesome."

Those psychiatrists may have been effective in the past, but now they can't even hypnotize her, let alone the next step of treatment.

Besides, these treatment methods, maybe she knows better than those professional doctors, they are useless.

Hattori Heizo looked into her eyes and was silent for a moment, he understood the meaning behind this sentence, it was really tricky.

"In the beginning, what happened?"

Sanada Ling wrapped her fingertips around her hair, and turned back and forth a few times, "I was betrayed when I met someone who was not nice."

At this time, Kudo Shinichi thought that what Sanada Ling said about selling meant being betrayed by a friend.

It was not until a long time later, also in front of the hospital bed, that he realized that what Sanadaling said about selling really meant literally.

However, none of them knew at this moment, they could only look at her worriedly, and couldn't give her any practical help.

Sanada Ling felt that the atmosphere in the room was too dignified, and asked, "If possible, can the doctor prescribe a few bottles of medicine for me, these are prescription medicines that I can't buy outside."

The dosage of general NSAIDs is too small to be effective, and those effective opioids are prescription drugs, which cannot be bought without a doctor's order.

"Okay," Hattori Heizo replied in a deep voice.

For a while, no one spoke in the room, and the atmosphere was rather stiff.

Sanadaling rubbed her fingers around her temples vigorously, "get out of class is almost over, I should go back."

If it hadn't happened so suddenly, she would have been in the classroom by now.

Hattori Heiji frowned, "Why don't you go back after a night of rest, you don't look well now."

This is true, even though Sanada Ling woke up, her face was still pale, and her lips did not have a trace of blood.

Sanada Ling shook her head, and got off the bed by the way. She came in from the emergency room, and she didn't put on a hospital gown or her own clothes. She took out her shoes from under the bed, and said while putting them on, "No, I can't go back. Explain, besides, there is no effective method for this old disease, I just go back and rest earlier."

Hattori Heiji still wanted to say something, so he asked Kudo who was standing next to him to pull his sleeve, and stopped the dissuasion that he wanted to say.

But still couldn't help muttering, "Why are you so stubborn."

Sanadaling stood up and smiled at him, she knew it was for her own good.

Hattori Heizo lowered his eyes and pondered for a moment, then stood up and took her to get the medicine. It was already decided, and there was no point in saying anything else.

Sanada Ling took the medicine bottle from the doctor, tore off the label on the medicine bottle and threw it into the trash basket when he went out.

Hattori Heizo looked at her movements and didn't ask any more questions. Instead, he led her to the door of the nursing office, took out an envelope from his pocket and handed it to her, "Go."

The moment Sanada Ling took the envelope, she knew what was inside, and she didn't think it was inappropriate, she just gave him a strange look, where did the envelope come from?Isn't it good to carry this thing with you?

Hattori Heizo seemed to sense the meaning in her gaze, half-opening one eye and looking down at her.

Sanada Ling coughed lightly, looked away, looked at the light pink door in front of her with a serious face, and clasped her two fingers lightly.

A little nurse opened the door and asked, "Excuse me, who are you looking for?" Along with the question, there was a girl's sobbing.

"The people behind you."

The little nurse was puzzled: "What?"

The body turned around unconsciously, and the door opened an open space, so that Sanada Ling could see the people inside clearly, and also let the people inside see her.

The little nurse, who was crying and had red fingerprints on her neck, stood up from the chair in shock the moment her eyes met, her face turned pale, and she kept falling backwards. If it wasn't for other colleagues to support her, she might fall to the ground .

The little nurse who opened the door didn't understand anything. She had heard all about it just now, and as if she had been electrocuted, she jumped back from Sanada Ling's side, keeping her distance, and stared at her vigilantly.

Sanada Ling pursed her lips slightly, knowing that they might react, but she didn't expect it to be so strong, and she couldn't get closer to her anymore.

Put the envelope on the desk closest to the door, "I'm sorry I hurt you because of my insanity."

Seeing that no one paid any attention to her, Sanada Ling pushed the envelope in again, but still no one spoke.

Putting his hands behind his back, he apologized again, raised his hand, closed the door and backed out.

Hattori Heizo was standing by the door and heard all the movements inside, "It's not your fault."

Sanada Ling glanced at him, but said nothing.

If you want to say that because of the behavior of those little nurses, you have made yourself feel uncomfortable and painful, it is not to that extent. After all, it is her fault, and people are afraid. This is all human and understandable.

At most, it's just a little bit of displeasure, and she's not a scourge. It's fine to look frightened in her eyes, but restrain herself in her behavior.

Forget it, there's nothing to worry about, it's her fault, she's going back.

Say goodbye to the three of them, and then the police car will take them to the Kanagawa tram.

In winter, the days are short and the nights are long. If I really have to drive back, I won’t be able to get home in the middle of the night.

Two people, one big and one small, sat side by side on the seats. There were not too many people in the car at this time. Sanada Ling leaned on the car seat with her eyes closed. She was indeed tired.

The atmosphere between the two was not harmonious, Kudo Shinichi stared at her side face, and asked softly, "What else are you hiding from me?"

He knew very well that it was impossible for Sanada Ling to fall asleep on such an occasion.

Sure enough, Sanada Ling slowly opened his eyes, looked down at him, and looked a little lazy, "Emotional indifference, does empathy disorder count?"

Kudo Shinichi's eyes darkened, and his words trembled, "Why didn't you tell me, you even told me, why didn't you tell me these things."

Sanada Ling narrowed her eyes slightly, looking tired, "I don't know what to say."

"I didn't take the initiative to tell you before. I told you after you found out that I had a problem and you had already guessed it."

This is the reason, Kudo Shinichi also knows in his heart that Sanada Ling will not take the initiative to reveal the scars for others to see, he just, just can't accept it psychologically.

"Why are you so stubborn, you saw-mouthed gourd, you can hold back your words so much."

Sanada Ling gave him a sideways glance, but ignored him.

After the two got out of the car, Kudo Shinichi watched her enter the school gate with his own eyes, and told her before leaving, "If you have any questions in the future, please contact me."

Sanada Ling nodded, as a response.

Kudo Shinichi was also relieved, although Sanada Ling was unwilling to say anything more, but what she promised would always be done.

Sanada Ling didn't go anywhere else, she went directly to the infirmary, told the doctor, and lay down on the hospital bed inside.

When the club activities were over, Genichiro Sanada told Yukimura and left first.

The message Chi Ye sent in the afternoon made him worry.

When Genichiro Sanada arrived, Ling Sanada was still lying on the hospital bed, his expression still not returning to normal.

"What's the matter, what's wrong with you, go to the hospital to have a look."

Sanadaling sat up and shook her head, "I want to go back, I'm so sleepy."

When Genichiro Sanada raised his hand to support her, he saw bruises on the back of her hand and a trace of a pinhole.

"You should have told me sooner."

Sanada Ling raised her head and smiled, but said nothing.

Genichiro Sanada looked at her sleepy face, squatted down and carried her on his back, "Let's go, I'll carry you back."

"it is good."

Genichiro Sanada walked in the night. After a long time, when he walked this road countless times, he couldn't help but recall that that night was the time when the distance between him and Ling was the closest.

After returning home, Sanada Ling let go of her thoughts, without any distracting thoughts, slept steadily for a few nights, and finally returned to normal.

Of course, she explained to her family that she was unwell during her menstrual period, and it just so happened that she really came these few days.

But these are not important, the important thing is that the final exam will be ushered in soon, and then there will be Christmas, and then the winter vacation, counting on your fingers, there are only a few days left.

However, one week before the final exam, she signed up for the competition exam. There have been too many things recently, and I almost forgot about it. It was Hiraga Nobuhiko who swayed in front of her a few times and gave her a bunch of exercises. , she just remembered.

This exam can only be said to be an entry-level one. I will refer to it with students of this grade in this school. Just this weekend, I will have math in the morning, physics in the afternoon, and classes will continue on Monday. The schedule is quite tight.

But she wasn't nervous at all. If she couldn't even pass the preliminary round, she wouldn't pass it. She couldn't afford to lose this person.

In the examination room, Sanada Ling checked the test paper for the last time 5 minutes before handing in the test paper. It was fine and there were no problems.

She will never commit a stupid act that is careless and leads to losing points.

The bell rang, the invigilator put away the test papers, the students left one after another, and the quiet test suddenly became chaotic.

"Ah, it's over, I haven't figured out the last big problem!"

"You're done for now. I don't even have time to look at the last big question, let alone calculate it."

"God is going to kill me! Didn't you say that the preliminary competition is very easy, why is it so difficult!"

"It's bad, I shouldn't have calculated it like this. I would have given up on it and made the next one if I knew it. It was a waste of my time and I didn't finish the paper."

(End of this chapter)