I am the real person of Yuding

Chapter 150 You Are Finally Back
Before Qingyu could react, she grew up here in a daze.

This group of people are all bandits, and they live by robbing nearby villages. Since Qingyu came here, they even snatched a milk sheep and brought it back to feed Qingyu.

Qingyu thought it would be better to die on a hunger strike, otherwise she might not know how she died in this life.

But the robbers are so rude that it is hard to die. They don't eat or drink, and they just force-feed them. One day when they are in a hurry, they will be given wine first, and then milk.

What a violent child raising.

Qingyu really didn't know how she grew up, because most of the time she was in a state of drunken coma.

"Little bastard, help me beat my back."

The little bastard refers to Qingyu, she still doesn't have a decent name, and everyone here calls her little bastard.

The one who called her was Erniang, and she was the only woman in this den of robbers who spoke as hard as the elders.

Ever since Qingyu was brought here, she was raised by Erniang's side.

"Oh, here we come."

Erniang didn't treat her badly, but Qingyu felt disgusted by her mannerisms and character.

She would deliberately bring back some novel gadgets to make Qingyu happy when she was looting houses, and she would also snatch back some children's favorite food, such as candy cakes, for Qingyu.

For her kindness, Qingyu was really at a loss.

"Well, a little bit on the left, eh, right, no, no... eh, you're so stupid, go, go, go on one side." Erniang pushed Qingyu away with a bluff.

Qingyu is only six years old, and her strength is so weak that she almost didn't fall down.

"What's the use of a little bastard?" Er Niang cursed when she saw it, and then suddenly took out a rattle from behind her and said with a smile: "Look what I brought back for you this time? Do you want to play? Call me Sheng Niang and I'll give it to you." ,How about it?"

That "mother" has always been Erniang's attachment to Qingyu, but Qingyu really can't say it.

"Cut, childish, I don't like children's things." Qingyu shrugged and turned to leave.

She didn't see the light that had just gathered in Erniang's eyes dimming behind her, with a bit of disappointment on her face.

The desert was barren, and there were only a few shabby houses connected to the boundary where these bandits were located, which could shelter them from the cold wind at night and the burning sun.

Qingyu lived in Erniang's room, built a board and a mat in one corner of the room, and it was considered a relatively luxurious bed.

In the first period of time, she often couldn't sleep here, not because she didn't want to sleep or was wary of someone, but because it was too noisy here.

Erniang's life is very chaotic, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that she is skittish.

Every day, he brought a different man back to the room, and then there was an unbearable lingering sound.

"Keep down, the child is sleeping." Erniang would always remind the man beside her when she climaxed.

"Heh, do you really want to raise a cub to take care of your old age? The one you picked up is so cheap, why don't I give you one? Come on, I'll work harder..."

"..."

When the sapphire was bigger, Erniang simply moved two boards to separate the sapphire completely.

Just when Qingyu was thinking about whether to commit suicide directly and enter the next life, a voice came from that spiritual world: [Long time no see! 】

[Yu, senior Yuding! ? 】

[Well, yes, I still remember me. 】

【Senior Yuding, you are back, it's great...so good...】 Qingyu burst into tears with excitement.

[I can't bear to cry the most, so please speak up. 】

【All right. 】

When Qingyu came to that world, it was no longer a fragmented chaos, and she already had a bit of the charm of the past, but she still couldn't find the figure she wanted to see.

[Don't look for it, my primordial spirit hasn't condensed yet. 】

【ah?So... what can I do for you then?How can you recover? 】

[You don't need to do anything, just go through the calamity well. 】

【Calamity? 】

【Well, calamity may be a punishment for other immortals, but for me, it is a rare opportunity to recover my cultivation. ] Daoist Yuding explained.

[Then how can we succeed in the calamity? 】

[For me, it doesn't matter whether I succeed or not, anyway, I won't be lost like an ordinary fairy, just treat yourself as if you came down to experience life. 】

[…] The sapphire instantly petrified into a sculpture and stayed in place.

【What's the matter?Shouldn't you be happy knowing this? 】

[Why didn't you say it earlier?I'll just be born and kill myself, if that's the case, the tenth life will pass by in a flash, and I don't need...no need...] As he spoke, Qingyu's tears flowed down again.

【Hey——I know your every move, don't be too...too sad, after all, you are using my body, and I can still empathize with you. 】

[Then I'll take you through the catastrophe quickly, and then commit suicide. 】Qingyu excitedly went to look for tools【Is it better to use a knife or hit the wall? 】

[You are really... really enough!Stop it for me, stop it! 】The real Yuding roared angrily.

[What... what's wrong?Do you want to hang yourself? 】

【After all, you have been a god with me for so long, why don't you even have such a brain?The calendar calamity, the focus is on a calendar character!You——Mo Qingyu, because you do not belong to this era and this world, Meng Po Tang has no effect on you, and your memory cannot be erased.

Of course, the pain you bear will increase, but if you rely on your own memory to do something that is not suitable for a newborn person in this life, then the life you have experienced will also be messed up because of you! 】

[...So... So in fact, many times, the ending of the people around me will not be like that, is it because of me?All because of me? 】Qingyu sat on the ground paralyzed, and the tragic death of those people appeared again in her mind...

[Also... it's not all because of this reason, you can't affect their ending... so much, please calm down, okay?These six lifetimes have all passed, so take it easy. 】

【It was I who killed them...】

[Hey, can you listen to me first?I have said all this and I can’t blame you. Since the moment you came to this world, everything has been messed up. I know what happened in those lifetimes. If it were me, I wouldn’t dare to say that I could have done better . 】Realist Yuding wanted to come out and give some guidance, so why did he say that he was depressed?She couldn't figure it out.

【Is there anything else I can make up for?Senior Yuding? 】

【certainly! 】

【How to do? ] Qingyu suddenly became energetic.

[First of all, go through the remaining catastrophes of the four generations, remember, don't just think about suicide. 】

【What's the meaning?Isn't senior Yuding with me? 】

[Is it easy for you to come out for me?Yuanshen is still loose! 】

【Oh, oh, I see, and then what? 】

[Then, when the tenth calamity is over and you regain your mana, I can go to the underworld government book and do some tricks to give more blessings to those who have gone through the calamity with you. 】

【Can you do this? 】

【Of course not! 】

【ah?Senior Yuding, please explain clearly, I am a little confused. 】

[Of course, blessings cannot be created out of thin air, and there will be a price to pay in the end. 】

(End of this chapter)