All I want for the rest of my life is you

Chapter 13

"Don't say it! Stop it!"

An Xin felt that her brain was about to explode, and sat up from the operating table holding her head in discomfort.

However, no matter how much she shook her head to get rid of the image in her mind, Fu Li's voice still echoed around her, and she couldn't bear to cover her ears, desperately covering her ears.

"Relax, what's the matter?"

Seeing that something was wrong with her, Yan Huayu hurriedly put down the tools in his hand and asked about her situation.

Still emotionally unstable, An Xin raised her head and saw the nurse standing next to Yan Huayu holding an anesthetic needle in her hand and about to pass it to Yan Huayu. fell down.

"Relax!"

Yan Huayu exclaimed, and hurried to An Xin to help her up, but An Xin avoided his touch like a frightened bird, and ran out of the operating room in a hurry.

As a last resort, Yan Huayu chased him out, and grabbed An Xin in the hospital corridor.

"Anxin, where are you going?"

He finally saw An Xin's face clearly, seeing the panic on her face, his heart ached deeply, thinking that she was afraid of the operation, he coaxed her softly: "It will be fine, I will perform the operation myself , won't make you feel the slightest pain."

"No..." An Xin couldn't breathe, she didn't look at him, her tears couldn't be controlled, she shook her head in pain, "I...I..."

Hemming and hawing, she had difficulty speaking.

Yan Huayu was very puzzled and waited for her to continue, but her eyes kept dodging.

Suddenly, he realized what was wrong with her, and the hand that grabbed her lost strength. He couldn't believe it: "You want to keep the child? You... still love him?"

"I...I..." An Xin broke down, she wanted to shake her head and say that she was not, but she still didn't have the strength to lie to herself again.

Yes, the moment she was lying on the operation, her heart ached unbearably. This kind of pain was not the pain at the onset of the disease, but the pain that spread from the bones.

There is as much love as there is hatred. After Fu Li was put in prison, she had to face such feelings.

She can't vent her hatred, she still loves him at all!
And when she thought that the child was gone, and the last ties between herself and her were gone, she was in pain.

There is only one thought in my mind, that is, I would rather lose my life than keep the child.

"Relax." Yan Huayu tried his best not to lose control, and said to her earnestly, stroking her shoulders, "Do you know what disease you have? This disease can cause short-term heart failure, and some people can't even survive it." One year, even if a new heart is transplanted, it may not survive. Under such circumstances, it is absolutely impossible to conceive, I don't care if you still love him, this child cannot be kept. "

After all, Yan Huayu held her hand, trying to take her back to the operating room forcefully.

But no matter how she pulls, An Xin remains motionless.

After a stalemate for several seconds, Yan Huayu couldn't hold back any longer, turned around and scolded with red eyes, "I can't accept all this more than you! Why is it always you! You are the one who married him! You are the one who was hurt by him! Seriously ill It’s you! But in the end you still love him so much! You still want to keep his child! You can’t take medicine when you’re pregnant, which is tantamount to threatening your life, do you know that?! You can think about yourself and worry about your Do you think about it?!"

Yan Huayu has always been a very gentle and gentle person. He has never lost his temper with anyone, let alone her.

Now his appearance, his eyes are red, his face is full of pain and unwillingness plus anger.

Tears had already blocked An Xin's sight. Facing such a sincere man, she felt ashamed and lowered her head: "I'm sorry..."

Even if she said sorry, she had no plan to follow him back to the operating room, and Yan Huayu's heart gradually sank.

The woman he has loved for many years, he thinks of her wholeheartedly, but she still only has that man in her heart.

That man has hurt her for so long, but he still can't compare.

"Ah."

What a joke he gave with all his heart.

There was despair in his eyes, and finally, Yan Huayu was relieved.

"I'd rather we never knew each other."

After being released, there was no movement around him in the end.

An Xin knew that Yan Huayu had left.

Slowly squatting on the ground, her tears still couldn't stop.

She hurt the only man in the world who loved her deeply, but she couldn't do anything to keep her, because she still couldn't get rid of the figure of another man in her heart.

Rest assured, you are truly pathetic and deserve it.

……

After crying for an unknown amount of time, An Xin was physically and mentally exhausted. Looking at the hospital environment, she took off her surgical gown and placed it on the hospital corridor, then left the hospital.

In fact, she didn't know where she should go, and she didn't know what to do in the future when she was terminally ill, so she just walked aimlessly.

Walking and walking until someone wrapped her in a coat from behind, she shook her head and turned her head - Yan Huayu.

Yan Huayu had no expression on his face, didn't say anything, took her hand and walked back, passed a traffic light, walked to the car parked opposite, opened the co-pilot's door, and signaled her to get in the car.

An Xin was still in a daze, standing still, he was stuffed into the car and sat down.

Then, Yan Huayu also got into the driver's seat, did not drive, and did not speak.

A few hours ago, Yan Huayu had vowed to himself that he would not care about her anymore, but now he let her get in the car, An Xin was at a loss, lowered his head, and saw a pack of medicines at his feet.

"Some medicines should not be taken by pregnant women. I have tried my best to make my colleagues pay attention not to prescribe those medicines that will affect children. Also, it is uncomfortable to live in a hotel. I have just contacted people to help find a house, and try to find it in these two days."

Yan Huayu said, turning his head to look at her.

The expression on that little face was not good, and his eyes were full of shame: "I'm sorry, did I scare you just now?"

In a word, An Xin couldn't hold back her tears again.

Yan Huayu was worried when she saw her cry, and wiped her tears in a hurry, "If you want to keep the child, then stay, I respect you. In the days to come, I will also be with you and take care of you."

"Do I really deserve your kindness to me?" She cried because she didn't expect Yan Huayu to be so kind to herself. Even though she rejected him so ruthlessly, he still bowed his head to apologize to her and still cared about her.

He still didn't hesitate: "You are always worth it."

When the car returned to the hotel, An Xin no longer cried, and her mood stabilized.

Then Yan Huayu got out of the car first, opened the co-pilot's door to let her get out, and then took the pile of medicines into the hotel.

After calming down, An Xin looked at his back, and called him for a long time: "Hua Yu, can my child call you father from now on?"

Yan Huayu was shocked and turned to look at her.

Asking the meaning of this sentence means that she wants to be with him,
An Xin bowed her head, stroked her lower abdomen, with an embarrassed and apprehensive expression: "Maybe I can't forget him now, but I will definitely work hard to fall in love with you."

After standing there for a long time, Yan Huayu didn't know what to say.

A long time ago, he was thinking that one day he would be able to wait until An Xin fell in love with him, and then he would formally pursue her together.

Although An Xin has no love for him now, he no longer wants to miss this opportunity.

A few steps forward, he hugged her tightly.

"Don't worry, I will try my best to make you fall in love with me!"

Many things happened today, and An Xin's heart is very fragile.

This hug gave her the greatest warmth, and she hugged it back.

She can't repay the man who treats her in this world in this life.

While in the car, she figured it out and made a decision.

Say goodbye to the past and cherish the people in front of you.

In the days to come, if Yu Sheng is with Yan Huayu.

She, yes.

(End of this chapter)