From bar band to entertainment circle

Chapter 203 Five Voices
This voice message was said while crying, and only hearing her cry made me feel very sorry for her, and felt uncomfortable: "Yunqian, you are a complete bastard! I have no patience at all. At first I really wanted to Lie to you, try to see if you are determined to find me. When I knew that you went to Wuzhen desperately, I sent the cat to my cousin, and then went to Wuzhen. You send me a message on the stone steps, let me Come out, in fact, I have already appeared not far away, but I still want to wait to see if you are still patient, who knows that you left later! If you wait another half an hour, I will sneak up behind you, Blindfold your eyes, ask who I am, we admire the night view, and listen to what you want to say to me, but unfortunately... none of these can come true! Later, when you walked outside and turned back, I hid , You must not have thought of all this, right?"

I have mixed feelings in my heart, this is definitely not a fabrication, she knew even when I turned around, she must be in Wuzhen, it's just me, impatient!

If I have the patience for half an hour, that dream may partly become a reality. At least when she appears, I can hug her and say to her gently: "Don't go, can you stay? Let's face the difficulties in the future together." right……"

Some things are just like this. If you didn’t have the chance to say it at the time, you won’t be able to say it later. Even if you could say it, it would change the taste and the effect would be much worse than before. This is why many people missed it!

I clicked on the next voice: "Yunqian, remember when I asked you: Is that all? ... But you still don't understand me, this is my second chance to find me, even if I If you don’t show up, even if you don’t have the patience to wait, as long as you reply to me and send me what you think, I will reply you immediately: Look behind you, I’m right behind you!… In this way, we We will definitely meet, but maybe we are still too impatient and courageous. You can’t find me, on WeChat...you can’t say what you want to say, if you were braver at that time, it would be great!"

yes!Why didn't I say the words to keep her on WeChat?Say I don't want her to go!My heart is aching, I finally lost to my courage!

Why do you dare to speak up?For me, I couldn't find it after searching for a day, as long as I met, all my accumulated emotions came up, and at that moment I didn't care about anything related to reality.

Patience, courage!
I have completely lost to these two things, and at the same time, these are things I don't have at the moment, and they are all exposed in Su Mengyuan's game.

At first I was afraid to click on the fifth voice, which was also the last voice. I took a puff of cigarette, my fingers trembling slightly, and I slowly touched the voice frame. I listened quietly:

"Yun Qian, I, Su Mengyuan, am such a person who dares to love and hate. I dare to admit that I like you openly, and I dare to hate you openly! I don't know when I fell in love with you. Although you are not the Supreme Treasure, you have no colorful auspicious clouds, and you have no money, you are the first boy who asked me to borrow money. You are very good at taking care of others, and you carried me home when you were drunk, and took me in. Hit on the head and so on... I was really happy during the time I was with you. It turns out that being noisy can be so interesting! At that time, I saw that your mind and mouth were full of summer love, and I felt inexplicably sour in my heart. But I don't admit it, as time goes by, I have to admit it. So that night, you were drunk! Even if you just treat me as Xiaqing and call her name, I am willing to let you kiss me , hand in my clothes... It's cheap for you, this is my first kiss... Telling you so much is not to confess to you, but I have already figured it out, and I will slowly digest my feelings for you. Yun Qian, you Do you know? Before yesterday, I had fantasies about you, and I wanted to fight for it again, but you have been vacillating. You lacked patience and courage yesterday, which is what I lack after today. I have my self-esteem and pride, and I have no patience. He Courage loves you again! I will set off to study in Australia soon, I should meet a better man, bless me, Yunqian! I also bless you, next time you meet such a good girl like me, you must Have courage and patience, don't miss it, goodbye! This is the first time I say goodbye to you, and it may be the last time..."

After listening to this last voice, my heart was trembling, and my world seemed to collapse.All the memories are vivid in my mind, I think of many scenes we experienced together, I really miss her, miss her very much, want to be with her, and I can't bear her to leave like this.

"Su Mengyuan, I can't live without you in my world, please don't go...I want to be with you, no longer care about the world's eyes, let's find a place where no one knows us, live a good life...I want to prove to you again patience and courage..."

When I sent this voice message, there was already a red exclamation mark, and she blocked me again. This time, I know that she is determined and will never give me back my existence like last time Chances for her to contact...

It was too late, my behavior really disappointed Su Mengyuan, I was already classified as an unreliable person in her mind.

I was lying on the ground, and it didn’t matter if my phone fell on the dirt. Now I don’t have any thoughts on moving bricks. Who the hell loves to move them? I don’t want to drink. Smoke one after another.

Suddenly, I thought of Shang Manmei. I immediately picked up the phone and made a voice call to her, only to find that Shang Manmei had deleted me, so I resent the friend request and explained why I came. After waiting for ten minutes, Shang Manmei None agreed.

I guess the two of them should be together now, so she knows everything I do.

I slammed the phone on the ground as a vent, then slowly picked it up, the glass cover on the back was torn apart, but fortunately the display screen was not affected, this was an impulsive behavior, and I regretted it afterwards.

Erdan Chen saw my strange behavior, stepped forward and asked me, I said I was fine, but my brain just had a convulsion, and I was too lazy to tell him too much.In the following time, I have no mind to work, I will rest as soon as the contractor leaves, and start to learn to dodge...

I started to think wildly, why have I always been in trouble emotionally, and everyone left me?I plan to take some time to go to the temple to burn incense sticks and worship Buddha. I can only give myself a plausible reason like this.

I can't keep it anymore!
The ancients said, get married and start a career.I have not yet established a career, and no one has established a family...

I just want to sleep well, don’t think about anything, don’t cause trouble to myself, don’t ask for anything, let the past pass, I have been hinting to myself in my heart!

Self-enlightenment, there is no destiny, some things cannot be forced, people are alive, they have to learn to be more bearish...

(End of this chapter)