Resist the world, but I spread the curse

On January 1985, 1, I still had to return to my hometown. Even if I could escape a summer vacation, I really couldn't find a reason not to go back during the New Year holidays. I had to face the dark side of my hometown and the fact that I didn't want to go back. The girl who dared to face it.

I also tried to investigate the girl's identity, but it was extremely difficult.

Wang Liwen and his family would not allow her to live in the village with her previous identity. All the things that could prove her identity were destroyed by Wang Liwen and his wife. They would not let her leave the village until she gave birth to a child for their family. Therefore, almost no one knows her name or where she was born.

I also found out from my mother. I only knew that her name was Zhang Manjun. The information might be more reliable. After all, my mother also asked about it from the person who sold her.

My mother probably saw what I was thinking. She told me calmly, China is so big, where should I find it?Your Uncle Liwen's family and those who sell people will not let anyone have contact with that girl, at least until she gives birth to a child.

I didn't give up at first and secretly competed with them.

I once heard Zhang Manjun speak from a distance, and her accent was from Gandi, so I went to the Law Enforcement Bureau of Gandi to inquire about missing persons for the reason of going out to conduct research.

But when I saw the dense list of missing persons and missing persons notices as thick as a dictionary, I just felt that I had seen the sinfulness of mankind.

I bit the bullet and read it all, but the result was that among the five names with the same name that I didn't find, none of them matched the characteristics of the girl.

To do this, I am already a little exhausted.

I thought my mother might have lied to me, or those bastards had lied to her, and the girl might not be named Zhang Manjun.

I could only try my best to find someone who matched the characteristics of the girl in the vast missing person notices, which resulted in a very slow progress in the search.

I didn't dare to tell Minghao about this. I was afraid that he would dislike me, or maybe I was afraid that he would dislike my family, just like I didn't dare to face my hometown.

I now hate from the bottom of my heart the hometown I once loved and the people living there, including my parents...

On January 1985, 1, I returned to my hometown. On the first day back, I learned about Zhang Manjun from my mother. She had given birth to a child for Wang Zhicheng not long ago.

My father also talked about this at the dinner table and mentioned that he was a son.At that time, my mother and I didn't speak. My mother seemed a little scared and depressed. During this period, my father looked at me a few times and asked about my relationship with Minghao, and I soon felt a chill in my heart.

Because of the birth of the child, the confinement period was over, and Wang Liwen and his family no longer controlled Zhang Manjun. Zhang Manjun could leave the house, and I had the opportunity to talk to her.

After not seeing her for a year, I found that she had almost completely blended in with the women in the village, at least on the outside.

When she saw me, she looked at me intently for a long time, which made me go crazy.

I thought she was resenting me. After all, as a woman, I was one of the few people in the village who cared about and sympathized with her situation, but I was completely unable to save her from her suffering. I didn't even see her once in this year.

But the first words she spoke made me stunned.

She told me thank you.

This left me at a loss and confused.

I was walking with her in the village, but almost in the northern area of ​​the village, she calmly said that her presence must be made known to the neighbors, otherwise her father-in-law would blame her.

I know that Wang Liwen is a hot-tempered and irritable guy. In fact, it must be much more serious than "saying" it.

I found that she was actually a very good girl. She knew a lot, at least more knowledgeable than me. She was especially good at religion and philosophy, which made me ashamed.I came to her with the intention of explaining my attitude. I wanted to rescue her and comfort her after she had been tortured for the past year.

But I didn't expect that she would talk and laugh with me so easily, and I unconsciously forgot about her situation, and just treated her as my friend from college, and we were so relaxed and comfortable with her.

It wasn't until she talked about her life experience at Xiangcui University that I was struck back to reality by the beautiful and warm things she said, and I felt deeply heartbroken and unworthy for her.

When I passed by the deserted woods with her, I told her that I would definitely save her.

After Zhang Manjun heard this, she stared at me very seriously for a long time, and then asked confusedly: "When will your vacation end?"

I told her truthfully that I would stay here until the Lantern Festival at most, and then I would have to go back to school.

She didn't speak anymore, but when she and I returned to the home she had to go back to, she suddenly told me with a cold expression that she hated me because seeing me would remind her that she could be like me. No, even better than me, let me not come to her again in the future.

At the time, I only felt aggrieved and sad, and at the same time, I felt deeply guilty and unable to refute.

Before I left in despair, she asked me again in a confused way: "Do you believe there is a God in this world?"

I turned around, thinking that I didn't want the other party to give up hope of escaping from the village, so I said, "I believe it."

She seemed to have gotten a satisfactory answer and smiled at me. That sallow and rough face still made me feel for a moment that it was the most beautiful in the world.

She said "goodbye" to me again, and then returned to the cage without looking back.

I swear, I will save her!

January 1985, 1, today is New Year's Eve. The whole village is full of joy, except for Wang Zhicheng's family. I heard from my dad that the grandson Wang Liwen had just carried was sick. I was a little worried about Manjun's situation, so I took advantage of the opportunity to run away. I want to go, but Manjun doesn’t want to see me.

I could only glance at Manjun, who was breastfeeding her child in the room, from a distance through the crack in the door. I saw her expressionlessly feeding her child while her family watched.

I was a little scared for no reason, afraid that Manjun would do something stupid.

On January 1985, 1, I heard the bad news from my mother. The child Manjun gave birth to in the eighth month of her pregnancy died of illness.

When I heard the news, I almost subconsciously ran to Wang Liwen's house, and then I saw Manjun who was beaten all over by the beasts of that family, with his head and head bleeding.

Manjun seemed to be crazy. She didn't cry or cry out in pain. She just said numbly, "The crow is crowing, there is a crow, and it ate the child."

Seeing this scene, I couldn't bear it anymore. I stood in front of Manjun, yelled at Wang Liwen's family, and asked them why they targeted her like this.

Wang Liwen and his wife were so angry that they wanted to beat me as well.

It was my father who showed up in time to stop this atrocity, and then took me back home with a dark face. When I got home, he scolded me for being ignorant and told me never to interfere in their family's affairs again.

How could I?I promised her that I would save her!