My secret love for Bai Yueguang turned out to be my blind date

Chapter 153 Dad, I'm Very Happy Now
Home, in front of the grave.

It was April, with three spring breezes, warblers flying and grass growing.

Su Yezhi left his mother and sat on the ground alone, leaning against the tombstone. He wanted to talk to his father alone.

In fact, Su Ye and his father didn't communicate much. Su Ye was a boarder since middle school, and his father went out to work. The two met only a few days a year, probably during the Chinese New Year.So Su Ye doesn't have many memories of getting along with his father, and what he can still remember now is probably when he was a child.

On countless summer nights, in the bungalows in the countryside, I slept on straw mats made of cattail grass.Listening to the croaking of cicadas and frogs, feeling the evening wind, the stars in the sky are blinking.My father would tell Su Ye stories about his youth, herding cows, driving geese, riding a [-] pole and roaring past the surrounding villages with his friends. He would also tell his favorite TV series "Plainclothes Police" and sing His favorite song is "True Hero".
This is a memory that Su Ye can't forget until today, and it is also one of the few memories left by his father
In fact, from receiving the news of his father's death to his burial, Su Ye did not shed a single tear.He calmly comforted the crying mother, received relatives and acquaintances calmly, as calmly as if his father had never left.

At that time, Su Ye even wondered if he was a cold-blooded and heartless person.

Until Father's Day that year, an advertising text message reminded myself that today is Father's Day.Su Ye seemed to be hit in the heart in an instant. After more than a month later, he burst into tears. This text message made him realize that he no longer has a father.
Time seemed to pass quickly, and in the blink of an eye, my father had been away for nine years.

Su Ye looked at the tombstone, and finally said, "Dad, I came back to see you again. This time I came to tell you something, I am with the person I like.

Dad, you have always been proud of me, saying that I am the first college student in the village and the pride of the entire Su family.But you don't know, in fact, your son has a puppy love, and he already had a crush on someone in high school.

Dad, I am not a courageous person, I like her but dare not speak up.I didn't tell you before because I was afraid that you would blame yourself. You would definitely think that I was useless, so my son didn't dare.Not like this, I have always been proud of our family, you and mom gave me the best environment and the most precious love.I have no courage, it is my own reason.But it seems that God still favors me, let me get what I want.

Dad, do you know that your daughter-in-law is very nice, her name is Jiang Baizhi, she has a lively and cute personality, and she is very happy to be with her.You don't have to worry about me anymore, I have someone to take care of me, I will go on well with her, get married, have children, and form a happy family like ours."

But when it came to this, Su Ye suddenly choked up, because his father would never see his wedding.

My father didn't love beauty all his life, he didn't pay attention to basic necessities of life, or he wanted to give his limited love to him and his mother.So my father is very strict with himself and rarely wears new clothes.But one time when he was shopping, he caught a suit of more than 200 yuan.He wanted to wear it at his wedding, he thought, my son is so capable, he must wear it to make his son look good.

It was mother who told Su Ye about this later, and Su Ye only found out about it.At that time, he laughed it off, but he never thought that the suit that his father had bought for him to wear when he got married would never have the chance to wear it again.
Thinking of this, Su Ye's tears flowed out uncontrollably.My father still has many wishes. He wants to see the Huangpu River, because his father loved watching Chow Yun-fat's version of "Shanghai Beach" when he was young; He told his grandson the story of "Plainclothes Policeman"; he wanted to take a family portrait every year, but he himself was absent; Order food, raise some chickens and ducks, accompany mother every day, take a walk together at night, and grow old slowly.
Su Ye didn't dare to think about it anymore, he wiped away the tears from his eyes, and forced himself to smile, "Dad, I really should be beaten, I only see you once a year, and you're still crying."

"Dad, I'm in good health now, and I'm happy. I'm still with the one I love, and my mother is fine. We're very happy. Don't worry, we will live a good life and live every day well."

"Dad, that's all for you today. I'll come to see you next year, and I'll bring your daughter-in-law with me."

Having said that, Su Ye stood up, first patted the dirt on his body, then wiped his face, adjusted his expression, and then walked towards his mother in the distant field.

The reason for doing this is: the son's pain will always be doubled with the mother.

So Su Ye rarely exposed his sadness and pain to his mother. He didn't want to pass on his unhappiness to his mother.

"It's really grown up. You used to be the closest to me and told me everything, but now you're whispering to your father." Seeing Su Ye walking over, Mama Su couldn't help teasing.

"I told my dad that I have a partner and made him happy too."

Su's mother nodded when she heard the words, and unconsciously took Su Ye's arm. I don't know when that kid was already taller than her, and his shoulders were so strong that he could carry a family.

"I really want to tell your dad about this. He was looking forward to your dating and finding a girlfriend when you were in college. Who knew that you were so stunned by your studies, you finished your undergraduate studies ahead of schedule, and started again In graduate school, I don’t find a girlfriend at all.”

"Mom, why haven't I heard my dad mention it?"

"Your dad will let me be the microphone. As soon as I call him, he will urge your son to find a girlfriend and don't study hard. Later I realized that I am the one who sings the red face in our family, He's a badass."

"Ha ha ha ha."

"However, although your father is anxious for you to find a girlfriend, he has always been proud of you in his heart. He often told me that you are a promising student. It took several generations of their old Su family to produce you. With a son like you, midnight If you can wake up with a smile, you can work hard.”

It might be because the wind was too strong, Su's mother said, her eyes were a little red, she lowered her head and changed the topic, "By the way, do you know that your father is not from Rongcheng, he said that your great-grandfather moved here, He said that he would like to go back to his hometown if he had the chance, but your father never told me where his ancestors were."

"Big locust tree in Hongdong County, Shanxi."

"How do you know?" Su's mother was a little surprised, "Your dad told you? When did he tell you?"

"It's a secret!"

"Okay, the wings are stiff, dare to hide them from your mother?"

"Mom, it's mainly because it's a long story."

Su Ye didn't lie, if you want to talk about it, it probably starts from the summer night many years ago
　This chapter is for my father, who won't be able to see my wedding, even if I can be with the one I love later.In addition, I would like to recommend a skit "Goodbye Lao Zhang" in the annual comedy contest 2. It is a story about my father's inability to attend his wedding. It is a skit that makes me cry every time I watch it.
　　


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