Please, come home and practice the piano

Chapter 1372 592 Sincerity 20, Her New Identity

Chapter 1372, Section 592: Sincerity 2.0, Her New Identity
Based on Xiaoche's experience, teachers usually don't say they're angry when they're truly angry.

Therefore, she reasonably deduced that, at least at this moment, the teacher was not angry.

Although the atmosphere inside the car was pleasant, she still needed to be certain of this in her mind.

Because the upcoming conversation with the teacher was not going to be easy for her.

The car remained silent for a long time, but Li An wasn't in a hurry. He hummed a light melody, stepped on the gas, and followed Hai Tao's car.

About five or six seconds passed.

"teacher."

The car finally spoke, its lively tone carrying a hint of probing: "You're really only a little bit angry?"

Ang Lee: "Otherwise, would you have to be so angry you'd die?"

Car: "Nonsense!!"

Lee An-lo: "I thought I'd let you handle it yourself and solve the problem, but instead, not only did the problem not get solved, you got dragged into it too."

Xiao Che pouted: "It's not as serious as you make it out to be."

Ang Lee stared wide-eyed: "Isn't this serious? Most people's puppy love starts in one school, or at most in one city. But you, you've started across borders."

"It's a hellish start right from the beginning."

Car: Hmm

Ang Lee: "Do you think I should be angry?"

Car: "Serves you right!"

Ang Lee: "Do you know what I was originally thinking?"

Car: "I won't say."

Ang Lee: "You don't know."

Car: "I know!"

Ang Lee: "If you know, just say so."

Car: "No."

Lee An-lo: "Then I'll say it, you're very nervous right now."

Xiao Che: "Teacher, I'm really nervous."

Ang Lee: "A fallacy of equivocation."

Car: "."

Ang Lee: "You're not only nervous, you're also very cunning."

Car: "I didn't."

Ang Lee: "Still not admitting it? What do you mean by 'nervous'? What do you mean by 'nervous'? Do you think I'm stupid?"

The little car was a bit confused for a moment, thinking to itself that the teacher was not following the usual routine at all today!
Ang Lee looked in the rearview mirror: "Look, he's still pondering, still thinking, still figuring out what he should say."

The car was taken aback: "Me?"

Ang Lee: "Linlin, didn't we make a promise that we would never hide anything from each other?"

After a long time.

Xiao Che: "Then, you go first."

Ang Lee: "I was really angry about this, but your teacher's wife didn't know, nobody knew."

"I may have been deceiving myself all along, thinking that I should be a very open-minded parent."

“I always tell you things that your parents would never tell you. I encourage you to be yourself, to take control of yourselves, and to pursue your own paths.”

“I never doubted this throughout the process.”

"Even when I told you in advance that Wang Xiaohu was going abroad and that he had feelings for you, I never doubted myself."

"But until yesterday at noon, after I hung up on you, Aunt Xu Li, I started to doubt myself."

"Because I originally thought I wouldn't be angry, especially after I had your teacher's wife send you a message the day before yesterday, and then I found out about you and Wang Xiaohu."

"Well, for now, I'll just use the word 'love'."

"I was really angry when I heard that you and Wang Xiaohu were dating."

"After calming down, I started to think about why I was angry."

"What exactly about your relationship touched a nerve with me that made me angry?"

"Logically speaking, how could I, such an open-minded parent, be angry the moment I found out about this?"

"It shouldn't be."

"After reflecting on it, I gradually found the root of the problem."

"Because I'm not a parent at all, I just feel like I have a very, very good child."

"She is sensible, obedient, kind, and hardworking."

"She has excellent character and amazing willpower."

"I think if I have a child in the future, and she is half as good as her, I will be so grateful."

"So Linlin, do you understand? In my eyes, she won't have any problems with this issue."

"I thought she would handle this matter satisfactorily in her own way."

"But the result did not meet my expectations."

"That's why I'm angry."

"Doesn't this sound exactly like a 300-pound fat person mocking a 200-pound fat person for not going to lose weight?"

The car shook its head.

Ang Lee: "In my opinion, that's exactly it. I once condemned such parents in my heart, but when I encountered real problems, I found that my thoughts were even more excessive."

moment.

"It has nothing to do with whether she is outstanding or not."

"If she's not good enough, I won't be angry?"

"I got angry because she was too outstanding."

“It’s not that complicated.”

"Linlin, it's very simple."

"She just experienced something perfectly normal during her adolescence."

"Then I got angry."

"At the time, I wondered if I hadn't given the right guidance."

"Otherwise, why would this happen?"

"I gradually realized that being a parent is actually the most contradictory profession."

"I feel very sad right now."

"Because she is under tremendous pressure."

"And even under these circumstances, she still doesn't think I'll be really angry about this."

"This is what makes me uncomfortable."

"She trusted me so much, but I wasn't as sincere as I thought I would be."

The car shook its head again.

"If I had another chance, I'm not sure I would fall into the same dilemma, but I definitely wouldn't be angry anymore."

"Even if I have to struggle with this a bit more, I won't be angry anymore."

Do you think I can do it?

The little car pursed its lips, looking thoughtful.

After a moment, he laughed and said, "You can't do it."

Ang Lee: "Huh? You have so little confidence in me?"

Car: "Yes, if you continue to choose sincerity."

Ang Lee: "How so?"

Xiao Che: "Because that's the kind of person you are."

"If we're talking about sincerity, then a person must first be sincere to themselves. If you're not sincere to yourself, how can you be sincere to others?"

"Being true to yourself means accepting your own thoughts and actions, wouldn't you agree?"

Ang Lee: Yes.

Xiao Che: "So you'll still get angry."

Ang Lee: "So, does that mean I'm beyond saving?"

The car: "You're really strange."

Ang Lee: "What's strange about it? I'm communicating with you very seriously."

Xiao Che laughed: "So what if you're angry? Isn't that a normal thing?"

"In your words, things are very simple."

"From a parent's perspective, isn't it natural to be angry when you see your child dating early?"

"Just like you said, it's normal for a teenager to experience early romantic relationships."

"Similarly, are parents not even allowed to get angry?"

"If a parent cannot accept their true feelings about their child having a romantic relationship, then they cannot accept the idea that it is normal for their child to have such a relationship." "There is only one explanation: they are trying to tell themselves not to be angry because, as a parent, they can handle the situation as a parent."

Ang Lee paused for a moment: "That makes sense."

Xiao Che: "So I think you've already beaten 99 percent of parents."

Ang Lee: "No, not at all."

Xiao Che: "Definitely! You'll definitely be a wonderful father in the future!"

Ang Lee: "I lack confidence."

Little Car: "Teacher, do you believe me?"

Ang Lee: Of course I believe it.

Xiao Che: "Then you should believe me, you will definitely be an excellent father in the future."

"No, no!"

“You are a wonderful father now.”

A complex smile crept onto Ang Lee's lips: "I understand the logic, but..."

Xiao Che: "There's no 'buts' about it. In my eyes, you are an excellent father in every way."

Ang Lee: "But I was still angry."

Xiao Che: "This is your first time experiencing this too, isn't it? You must be thinking that it's her first time too, right?"

Ang Lee laughed out loud: "Aren't you annoying?"

Then he felt a hand land on his shoulder.

"It's a first time for everyone, so it's very fair."

The little car was gently squeezed. "I bet the last thing she wants to see is you feeling like you did something wrong."

Ang Lee: "But a mistake is a mistake. You know me, what I can't accept the most is a wrong note."

Xiao Che: "That's the problem. Because you can't accept wrong notes, I can't accept it either. But a piece of music has so many notes. Even if you practice it a thousand or ten thousand times, you can't guarantee that not a single note will be wrong."

Is music only about avoiding pitch?

Ang Lee: "Hmm—"

Xiao Che: "If you only focus on avoiding wrong notes, how can you still have the energy to enjoy the music?"

Ang Lee: "Wait, isn't that something I said?"

Xiao Che: "Hmph, you told me not to worry about mispronouncing words, but you demand that you never mispronounce words yourself. Isn't that a double standard?"

Ang Lee: "That seems to be true."

Xiao Che: "Even though you said that, I still can't stop myself from worrying about making the wrong sounds. Do you know why?"

Ang Lee: "Is leading by example more important than preaching?"

Car: "Great job! One point!"

Ang Lee: "Stop pinching, it's tiring."

Little Car: "I'm not tired at all. I slept really well yesterday."

"So if you don't want me to care about wrong notes, you have to not care, not pretend not to care, but really not care."

Ang Lee: "You've really given me a tough challenge. Habits are hard to break."

"I don't want you to dwell on wrong pronunciations because I think you don't need to care. I didn't have this kind of foundation in junior high school, so I developed this habit later, understand?"

"Our learning and growth paths are different."

Xiao Che: "But children are unconsciously influenced by their parents as they grow up. Teacher, you certainly don't want your future children to be like that, do you?"

Ang Lee: "I don't want that now!"

Car: "Then you can change it!"

Ang Lee: "Shall I give it a try?"

Little Car: "Teacher."

Ang Lee: "Yeah."

Car: "Can you feel my sincerity?"

Ang Lee: "It's hard to say, mainly because you have too many clever ideas."

Xiao Che: "I have always been sincere towards you!"

Ang Lee: "Stop it! Let me tell you, you've cooperated with me more than once. Who knows if you're just playing with me again this time?"

Xiao Che: "You're talking nonsense again. I wasn't just being cooperative; I was trying to make you happy."

Ang Lee: "Even so, it can't be considered absolute sincerity."

Xiao Che: "Well, sometimes you're just trying to make me happy by going along with me, so don't say it's not true."

Ang Lee was momentarily speechless, then after a moment he said, "I'm an adult!"

The car retorted, "I'm still a child!"

Both the teacher and student laughed as they spoke.

Ang Lee: "Okay, okay, you win, you win. So, starting today, can we upgrade and start the Sincerity 2.0 version?"

Car: "Are you sure? I'm available anytime."

Ang Lee laughed: "What's uncertain about that?"

Xiao Che: "Then I'll have to say it."

Ang Lee: "So serious?"

Xiao Che: "Teacher, the Arabic dance you played last night was really great."

Ang Lee: "Speak your mind. Why are you becoming like me?"

Car: "I learned it from you! I wasn't like this before!"

Ang Lee: "Alright, alright, continue. Wasn't you playing too well?"

Xiao Che: "Hmm, the style is handled too perfectly, making me feel that it's not like you can play it."

a long time.

Ang Lee: "When did you discover that?"

Xiao Che: "After The Nightingale, your performance of Beethoven's Fourth Symphony in Yenching was too much like Beethoven's."

"How should I put it, to my ears, even though they are both Beethoven's works, this Beethoven Fourth and the farewell you played when you participated in the New Sea Cup are completely different styles."

"I'm sure you have your own thoughts and understanding of these changes."

"But I prefer your farewell performance back then, because I can feel the performer's own inner world in it."

"My favorite thing about this is your Brahms performance in Guangzhou. I still get goosebumps when I listen to it now."

“But last night, the music felt even more beautiful to me, but it lacked a certain emotion, as if it was just music.”

"I'm also thinking that perhaps this is a higher level of artistic pursuit, but I'm still far from it."

"I will try to experience it more, and I hope to understand your thoughts soon."

Ang Lee: "Starting the day after tomorrow, don't dwell on wrong notes when practicing the piano."

Car: "Understood."

Ang Lee: "I have indeed been making some attempts. So far, the results are not bad, but just average. I want to try again for the stage of Rachmaninoff No. 2 this time."

Car: "Yeah, looking forward to it!"

Ang Lee: "True or false anticipation."

Xiao Che: "Of course it's true. No matter how you play it, I like it and I support it."

Ang Lee: "Thank you."

Xiao Che: "I think she will support you unconditionally as well. She likes all your performances."

Ang Lee: "Who is it?"

Xiao Che laughed: "Probably a young girl who was a bit troubled before."

Ang Lee smiled and said, "Then please thank her for me."

After a pause, she asked, "Is she still troubled?"

Xiao Che: "Yes, because I have new troubles."

Ang Lee: "What's troubling you?"

Xiao Che: "The trouble of getting a new role!"