I am not an artist when I am reborn

Chapter 443 Su Jinxing and Pei Zhuxuan

Chapter 153 Su Jinxing and Pei Zhuxuan

Seoul, Su's Manor, living room of a side villa.

3pm.

The temperature in the air was very high, and the sunlight shone on Pei Zhuxuan's body through the window, making Pei Zhuxuan's face glow red.

At this moment, she was huddled on the sofa in a comfortable posture, with a focused expression. She would write something from time to time. She was composing a biography.

Although I already have a certain understanding of the plot of the script through the script, it is more like a general framework, and there are still many details that need to be filled in.

Take the teaching situation of teachers as an example. Different teachers have different habits. Some teachers will strictly follow the teaching materials to teach, and some teachers will be creative and expand outward.

These are the actors' room for performance, and what Bae Zhuxuan has to do is to add details to make the character complete. During the script reading meeting, she will communicate with the director and make the character as possible as possible while conforming to the director's overall concept. The ground is vivid.

This is fresh knowledge she gained from the actors at the Korean Film Festival.

On the coffee table of the sofa, the iPad was placed, facing Pei Zhuhyun on the sofa, and on the screen was Su Jinxing, who was leaning on the chair and reading a book.

If you look carefully, you can see that Bae Zhuhyun is wearing an in-ear earphone in her right ear.

"Alas." Pei Zhuxuan sighed helplessly and closed the notebook in his hand.

"Aren't you going to write biographies?" Su Jinxing's voice came from the earphones.

"I can't think of more at the moment." Pei Zhuxuan looked up and found that Su Jinxing had raised his head.

"What are you looking at?" Pei Zhuxuan asked.

"Little Women."

"What are you talking about?" Pei Zhuxuan asked curiously.

"This is a book about the lives of four sisters in an ordinary family in the United States in the 19th century. The four sisters in the book have different personalities. The eldest daughter Meg pursues true love and remains optimistic even in the face of poverty. The second sister Jo is independent and dreams of becoming a Writer, and take action for it. The third sister, Beth, is kind and responsible, takes the initiative to take care of her family and is compassionate to the poor. The younger daughter, Amy, pursues art and persists even in the face of ridicule."

"It's a pretty good story."

"That's it." Pei Zhuxuan was not interested in this book. She preferred to watch short videos that were relatively less brain-consuming.

"The way you were immersed in thought just now is very similar to the scene in the book where the second sister Qiao worked hard to create a manuscript in the bell tower." Su Jinxing said with a smile.

"Really?" Pei Zhuxuan was not interested. Looking at Su Jinxing on the screen, he suddenly became energetic. "Would you like to take a look at it for me and give me some advice?"

"I have only briefly read the script, and it is difficult to offer any constructive suggestions." Even so, Su Jinxing's action of putting down the book still expressed his meaning.

"Just say it, I may not listen to your opinions." Pei Zhuxuan said, took out his mobile phone, took a photo of the biography he had written, and sent it to Su Jinxing.

Su Jinxing smiled and received the message from Pei Zhuxuan.

[She is in her twenties, but her life is extremely regular. She is used to ironing her clothes straight, so her home should be neat and orderly. ]

[She has a rich inner world and should have some small hobbies, such as drinking red wine or coffee. This hobby does not need to cost too much, because she is just enjoying life and being alone with herself. ]

Seeing this, Su Jinxing paused.

"I think it would be better to use coffee here. Coffee with self-ground coffee beans needs to be ground and brewed by yourself."

"Why?" Pei Zhuxuan raised her chin, blinked her beautiful eyes, and looked at Su Jinxing and asked.

"When I saw this, my first reaction was to think of Zhang Ailing. Well...she is a very outstanding writer in China. She loved drinking coffee, and coffee shops often appeared in her works. In her later years, , her appearance is aging and her life is difficult, she still grinds coffee beans in her small room and makes coffee with a small stove and a big iron pot. Coffee is no longer a drink at this time, it is a symbol and her love for life. "

Speaking of this, Su Jinxing paused.

"Based on my impression of the symbolic meaning of coffee, combined with your character biography, the heroine maintains such a habit at her age, which can extend her character to the previous generation. The composition of a person's character She is closely connected to the environment and people around her.”

"The habit of drinking coffee in Korea happened to be in the 1970s and 1980s of the last century. For the previous generation who grew up in that era, coffee, an imported product, should have a different meaning."

"What do you think?"

In fact, Su Jinxing knew the answer when he saw Pei Zhuxuan's sparkling eyes, but he just wanted to tell it from Pei Zhuxuan's mouth.

"As expected of Producer Su." Of course, Bae Zhuhyun will not be stingy with her praise. In fact, this does represent her true thoughts at the moment.

Su Jinxing smiled with satisfaction.

Is there anything better than receiving heartfelt compliments from the girlfriend next to you?

Lower your head and continue reading.

[She has her own independent aesthetics and cognition, which makes her very attractive and special, but sometimes it can also become a sign of stubbornness, which may cause some conflicts with her family. ]

Seeing this, Su Jinxing stopped. Just when Pei Zhuxuan quietly pricked up his ears in anticipation, Su Jinxing said, "I think you wrote this paragraph very well."

Actually got recognition?

Pei Zhuxuan became inexplicably excited. This was Su Jinxing's approval!

"Can you tell me in detail?"

"We all look at the world with a biased eye, because our knowledge is limited. Unless the Almighty God, no one can look at it comprehensively. Receive higher education. This education can come from school, or from It comes from society, or it can come from people at a higher level.”

"This will allow us to look at things more comprehensively, but to a certain extent we will also be deceived by knowledge. We believe too much in our own knowledge, and as you said, it becomes stubborn."

Su Jinxing did not stop. He enjoyed this rare communication process with Pei Zhuxuan, which made him feel the similarities and differences in concepts between himself and Pei Zhuxuan.

Fit and collision.

"But I prefer your non-avoidance of collisions, even those caused by the heroine herself, because there are no perfect people in this world."

"I think so too, everyone is imperfect!" Pei Zhuxuan became unusually excited after hearing Su Jinxing's words.

This means that Su Jinxing not only agrees with her point of view, but also acknowledges her thoughts to a certain extent.

"I don't know if you have seen the movie "The Family". In the movie, a couple who have been together for most of their lives want to divorce. The reason is that the wife can't stand the husband farting in bed and not washing his feet while sleeping."

Pei Zhuxuan listened quietly. She had never seen the movie, but this did not prevent her from listening to Su Jinxing's story.

"I feel very strongly about this movie because at the time I couldn't imagine how much collision two people who have never lived together would have, for example, whether they would have a quarrel about squeezing toothpaste from the beginning and starting from the tail. Every time I think about this, I marvel at the collision of opinions between different people."

"I think you just think too much." Pei Zhuxuan said seriously, "Lifestyle habits can be adjusted, these things are very normal. Don't give your other half great illusions, we are all mortals. Don't say such things Things have risen to the level of concepts, aren’t you and us living very well now?”

Su Jinxing laughed when he heard this.

"Yeah, I couldn't imagine it before, but I really understood that sentence after I actually met you."

"What?"

“Don’t love abstract people, love concrete people.”

Pei Zhuxuan's eyes lit up, and he quickly picked up a pen and paper and wrote down these words.

"That's a great sentence! I want to write it down." Su Jinxing looked at this scene with a smile.

The accumulation of knowledge is a process of accumulation. No one is knowledgeable from the beginning. Even if his knowledge reserve is completely inferior to Pei Zhuhyun, he will not laugh at Pei Zhuhyun.

They were all walkers on the road, but he was a few steps ahead.

At this time, the servant's voice sounded from Pei Zhuxuan's side.

"Madam, please come over to the eldest lady's place."

Pei Zhuxuan, who had just written down this sentence, put down his notebook and pen when he heard this.

"I know." Su Jinxing then looked at the video, "I'll go to Taeyeon's place."

Su Jinxing nodded. He generally didn't care about the matters between them.

This is the power he gave Kim Taeyeon at home, and he will not break it himself.

"That's right." Pei Zhuxuan, who had just stood up, sat down again, looked at Su Jinxing who was a little dazed in the picture, and laughed.

"You don't need to call me often. Pay more attention to the people around you."

Su Jinxing was stunned.

"Let's go." Pei Zhuxuan waved his hand and hung up the video call.

Su Jinxing sat there in silence.

His mind is a little confused now.

If you ask what it feels like to have a secret love, Su Jinxing can say that he knows it very well.

At first, he just felt guilty and wanted to compensate Pei Zhuxuan, but as time went on, he suddenly realized that something was wrong.

He will be surprised by the other person's inadvertent interaction and closeness, and will also feel disappointed by the other person's subconscious words. He will be like a hot air balloon, the other person is the flame, and he will float up and down because of the other person. I am no longer myself...

Su Jinxing was a little dizzy.

He never shied away from his heart, so he knew better. He didn't know when his guilt for Pei Zhuxuan had quietly turned into feelings.

This is the source of Su Jinxing's discomfort. In the past, he told Pei Zhuxuan that I owed her too much and I wanted to compensate her.

And now, he wants to give Bae Zhuhyun more.

If he hadn't noticed what Bae Zhuhyun said just now, Bae Zhuhyun actually noticed it, but she thought that he was compensating her, but in fact, he, an outsider, and even Bae Zhuhyun and Kim Taeyeon regarded him as "hard-hearted" The man, unknowingly, has already fallen in love with Pei Zhuhyun.

Now he simply cannot "know that there is nothing he can do and remain content with his fate."

He is already in a state of chaos.

The more he thought about it, the more confused he became. It was so confusing that Su Jinxing could no longer read the book. He simply walked to the window, opened it, and looked at the bright sky.

The starry sky is so deep, and stars hundreds of millions of light years away from us are meeting us romantically.

The wind felt a bit cold on his body, causing Su Jinxing to tighten his shoulders unconsciously, but he didn't want to put on more clothes, he just felt the coldness was particularly comfortable.

Master Xing's classic lines suddenly appeared in her mind.

"There was once a sincere relationship in front of me, but I didn't cherish it. If I had the chance, I would like to tell her that I love you. If I have to add a time limit to this love, I hope it will be ten thousand years... "

Su Jinxing thought of an interview conducted by Master Xing a long time ago, probably seven or eight years ago. At that time, Mr. Xing was already gray-haired, and his eyes were filled with fatigue that was visible to the naked eye.

Reporter asked: You are so good, so many girls must like you.

Master Xing shook his head and smiled bitterly: How could that be?

The reporter asked again: Do you still have a chance to be with your Miss Duan?

Master Xing lowered his head and said: No chance.

The reporter asked again: How do you feel about loving you for ten thousand years now?

Master Xing thought for a while and said with regret full of memories: If I have a chance, ten thousand years is too long, so I want to seize the day.

Su Jinxing smiled and shook his head. When did he become like this because of the love between his children?

Master Xing has no chance, but he still has a chance, and he has the chance to seize the day.

Pei Zhuxuan was by his side. She didn't leave. Maybe she had been waiting for him?

Life spans only seventy years. Excluding ten years of ignorance and ten years of old age and weakness, it only lasts fifty years. These fifty years will remove half of the night, leaving only twenty-five years, where they eat, drink tea, bathe, change clothes, work, run around when sick, and spend very little time with the people they love.

Maybe soon he will be upset because of some of Bae Zhuhyun's actions, and he will no longer be himself. But he will still continue to make a firm choice not to leave any regrets to himself.

Looking at the bright sky, Su Jinxing suddenly thought of the ending of a book. The ending reads: In the desolate day, I was imprisoned in an old dream of darkness, where dark clouds covered the sun and not a single blade of grass grew. Everything is desolate.

Until you walk through the wasteland.

Wherever you step, the world begins to wake up. I see wild flowers growing wildly on the branches, white snow falling from the treetops, and plum blossoms blooming. I see returning birds chirping, cicadas chirping, and the scorching sun.

I saw you at the end of my daydream, and the sky became brighter from now on.

But now, at this moment, Su Jinxing didn't see the black sun in the wasteland, only the bright sun and the white sky, with a clear sky.

Su Jinxing smiled mockingly, stretched out his hand and rubbed the corners of his eyes.

It's not yet evening and I'm feeling sentimental.

This person likes to think wildly when he is free.

I closed the window and returned to the bedroom. Looking at "Little Women" on the table, I once again pictured Pei Zhuhyun curled up on the sofa writing biographies of characters.

"I didn't expect that I would fall on you."

Su Jinxing muttered.

　Abusing my wife feels good for a while, chasing my wife to the crematorium.

　　Let’s first pave the way for Irene’s subsequent plot, which at this stage is mainly about Sakura.

　　

　

(End of this chapter)