fairy don't want to talk to you

Chapter 121

When he was a teenager, Bai Mengjin, like all children of this age, did not know the heights of the sky and the earth, and thought that he was the most special existence in the world.

She went through the road to heaven, worshiped the heads of the three sects as her teacher, and has a senior brother who is born with sword bones, and she is also a rare genius in the world.How could she not think highly of herself, how could she not be proud of her talents?

Until God gave her a slap in the face, letting her know that she was just a tool for Ning Yanzhi to temper his sword body, and the master had ulterior motives in accepting her as a beginner!

Later, she changed from a jade fairy to a jade demon, and gradually accepted the reality.

In this world, there are people who are loved by heaven, such as her senior brother Ning Yanzhi, who was born as a dragon and phoenix among human beings.Or maybe Ling Bufei, the suzerain of the Wuji Sect, can still find a way out in the desperate situation and climb to the top.

Only it won't be her.

She is the big devil who kills everyone in the world of cultivating immortals, and she is a person disgusted by heaven.

She just refused to admit defeat, she wanted to live if God forbade her to live!

Thousands of years have passed by, and the vows made when he became a teacher have long since dispersed with the smoke and dust. The so-called belief in eliminating demons, defending the way, and protecting the common people has become a joke at the moment the foundation of the way is destroyed.

When she came back from rebirth, she found a shield for herself with dark thoughts, intending to deceive the heavens, put on human skin, and plotted to take revenge.

As a result, she now finds that maybe things are not what she thought at all, and all of this is the vitality left for her by the Dao of Heaven, asking her to be the hero who saved the world.

Isn't she a person despised by heaven?How to be a hero?

If the guess is true, what is the suffering she has suffered in the past thousand years?Could it be that the heaven will send a great mission to the people?

In the middle of the night, there was silence all around.

A light smoke escaped from the yin and yang umbrella, turning into the appearance of Hu Erniang.

After five years of nurturing, her primordial spirit has recovered more than half, and she can already take the initiative to show her body.

"Why didn't you practice today?" she asked.

Bai Mengjin was leaning against the window in a daze, the jug in her hand was mostly empty, she heard the question and turned around: "Senior."

Erniang Hu sized her up and said, "You're in a bad mood."

Bai Mengjin nodded and took another sip of wine.

Hu Erniang thought for a while, "sit down" opposite her: "Perhaps, you need someone to talk with you?"

Bai Mengjin smiled faintly, and did not refuse her kindness.

"Senior, were you a good person when you were alive?" she asked.

Hu Erniang replied: "It doesn't count? Before I entered Taoism, I was the daughter of the king of the mountain, the kind who blocked the road and robbed the road."

Bai Mengjin nodded: "It's in line with senior's temper."

Hu Erniang smiled: "When you saw me, my temper was much better. When I was in charge of the cottage, I was irritable. Anyone passing by the mountain road must leave something behind. Later, I met a scholar who was so poor. I think he is good-looking, so I want to stay and be the master of the village."

"Ah!" Bai Mengjin called softly, "Is it Miss Mochou's father?"

"No." Hu Erniang looked rather melancholy, "He is actually a monk, and seeing that I still have a conscience, he stayed to save me. We got along for a long time, and then I became enlightened and enlightened, and he left."

Bai Mengjin smiled and said: "Senior, since he has entered the Tao, it is not difficult to find him, right? The world is big, but there are countless monks. You can transform into a god with the body of a casual cultivator, which shows that you are very talented."

"I've been looking for him for many years." Hu Erniang said softly, "It wasn't until many years later, when I was a Nascent Soul, that I found out about him. It turned out that he had passed away while trying to eliminate demons."

Bai Mengjin was silent for a moment: "After all, the fate is too shallow."

Hu Erniang smiled faintly: "Yes! Later, I met a like-minded person and became a Taoist couple with him. Unfortunately, the fate is only a hundred years... I thought that if I have a daughter, I will always be with me for a long time, Unexpectedly, there was still only one person left in the end."

Bai Mengjin doesn't quite understand Hu Erniang's thoughts, because she has always been alone, and when she was the Jade Demon, she had some subordinates, which were not considered companions.However, she can understand the other party's mood, but she has been unable to fulfill her wish and has been let down all the time.

"Senior, what if, I mean what if..." She said slowly, "If one day you find out that all the sufferings in the past are the test of heaven for you, and ultimately you are asked to save the world, will you obey it?"

This question made Hu Erniang puzzled: "What did you find?"

"Will you?" Bai Mengjin asked.

Hu Erniang thought for a moment, and said: "The key to this question is whether you have any resentment in your heart. I think that the fate of this world does not all depend on the way of heaven. If everything is destiny, how can man's destiny overcome heaven?"

Bai Mengjin nodded slowly.Hu Erniang meant that there is no such thing as destiny, and the way of heaven can't control it so finely.For example, luck in Ning Yanzhi's body just makes him have more sword bones and understanding than others, but it doesn't make everything go smoothly for him without twists and turns.

If everything is destined, how could the past life slide all the way to the abyss, so that the heavens want to leave a glimmer of life for her, let her overthrow and start all over again?
If so, she didn't have to suffer the suffering she suffered in her previous life.Heaven did not despise her, but she was artificially pushed into the abyss.

"I haven't been a good person for many years." Bai Mengjin sighed, "I'm not used to doing good things all of a sudden."

Hu Erniang was very surprised: "You are a good person!"

Bai Mengjin smiled wryly and shook his head: "Senior doesn't know my past, I..."

Although the crimes of indiscriminate killing of innocent people were fabricated by others, after she became a Jade Demon, she forgot the vows she made in the past to eliminate demons and defend the way.

"You are a good person." Hu Erniang said calmly, "I kidnapped you back that day, you could have stood by and watched, but you helped me."

"That's because Fang Xucheng has bad intentions, and we want to protect ourselves."

Hu Erniang laughed: "The Wuji Sect is such a big sect, are you really afraid of a Nascent Soul cultivator? You have many ways to scare him and let him send you back to the Wuji Sect."

"..."

Hu Erniang continued: "Later in Liuyue City and Yelan Country, which one of the things you did was not saving people?"

"I... I'm just for..." Play your part.

"You can tell when a person has good intentions." Hu Erniang looked at her tenderly, "You have never abandoned these things in your heart, and you always avoid hurting others unconsciously. You have always been a kind person."

Bai Mengjin was speechless, and even had the urge to cry.

For so many years, she has been a devil for so many years, and others have always called her sinister and full of evil. No one has ever told her that you are still a kind person.

"I don't know what you are embarrassing, but do it according to your heart. For a kind and hardworking person like you, God will not let you down."

(End of this chapter)