After retiring from the circle, I became famous by live broadcast farming

Chapter 197 The only one who can save himself is always himself

Putting on the plain ring, she saw in a fog that the person she should love the most was herself.

The person she should love the most is herself, the person who can give her love the most and will never leave is herself.

At that moment, it seemed that there was a circle of strange energy around her, healing her and telling her.

What she did before was so wrong.

The mother's escape was correct, and the sister's escape was also correct, but she should not choose to stay for the so-called father's love, which has long since disappeared, and choose to pay off the debt indefinitely for a gambler.

She shouldn't lose herself in Bai Tingyao's love, take his love as her life-saving straw, but don't believe in his love.

The only one who can save himself is always himself.

Bai Tingyao is very good, but she is not the best, not because of her unbearable past, but because she always pleases others and wins others' love by giving without bottom line.

"...But that's wrong." Xu Mowan said slowly.

This is the truth she realized only after wearing the plain ring.

Xie Ning also echoed softly, "The love you get by pleasing and giving is always worrying about losing it. You are still young, what you should do is to grow up slowly and gradually become excellent. At that time, how could you not be worth it?" Be loved."

"It's like a passage I've heard before. I think it makes sense. If you like a horse, don't try to chase it. You have to plant grass and flowers. When the spring is warm and the flowers bloom, the horse It will come back naturally, and if this horse does not come back, other horses will be attracted."

"If you can wait, that's a good thing. If you can't wait, it's okay, then in the spring days, wait for the time to praise, and try to make yourself shine. I believe that in this world, everyone will meet. When you find the right person, he will come to meet your light one day, it’s just sooner or later.”

"Perhaps, the person you are destined to be is waiting for you in the better future you expect."

Listening to Xie Ning's words, Xu Mowan fell into deep thought.

Xie Ning continued: "Of course, for those bad things, you have to learn to let go decisively, learn to be ruthless, and don't let your soft heart and kindness become a sharp sword for others to stab you. Family, affection, It is of course good to have fate to be a relative, if there is no fate, there is no need to force it."

"Maybe, you can also talk to your sister more."

elder sister……

Xu Mowan's older sister, Xu Shu, and her are twins, but they have completely opposite personalities.

She has a soft personality, even cowardly, hesitates in doing things, always likes to fantasize, and longs for the redemption of others.

My sister is resolute, stubborn, decisive, and clever. She will firmly choose and implement any idea she has, never hesitates, and never fantasizes.

It is precisely because of my sister's character that when she was young, her sister was beaten the most by that man.

It is precisely because of her sister's character that she has the courage to let her go secretly after seeing her mother's experience and defending her several times to no avail.

She remembered that at that time, she asked her sister.

"Sister, mom is gone, can we still see mom in the future?"

I remember that my sister stuffed the little bear that her former mother bought her into her arms, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said firmly: "Even if I never see my mother in my life, it doesn't matter. Wanwan, mother Only by leaving here can I live and live a better life, as long as my mother lives well, even if I don't see her in the rest of my life, I don't care."

Xu Mowan also remembered that when her sister wanted to run away from her father, she also asked her if she wanted to go together.

It was she who said no.

She will never forget the complex look in her elder sister who was only fourteen or fifteen years old at the time.

Maybe it's disappointment, but it's more of distress and pity.

At that time, my sister hugged her and said solemnly: "Wanwan, I'm sorry, my sister is leaving. Only by leaving can I be free. You want to take you away, but you... Wanwan, remember, the father who loves us He is already dead, in the future, don’t believe anything that man said, be selfish, think more about yourself, and love yourself.”

After speaking, my sister left.

At that time, her sister's thin back was engraved in her mind, and her words were always kept in her heart, but she just kept them in her heart, but she failed to do it, and gradually lost herself in that false love.

Xu Mowan only met her sister by chance last year.

At that time, my sister was wearing a black suit and trousers, her hair was tied up, she was wearing light makeup, and she looked capable. My sister looked her up and down, and there seemed to be some emotion flashing in her eyes, and she said helplessly: "It seems that what I said when I left was for nothing. .”

Thinking about it now, whether it was before or when we met again, my sister was right.

Xu Mowan chatted with Xie Ning for a long time before leaving that day, and she also expressed her gratitude to Xie Ning again.

If it were not for this plain ring, perhaps she would not be standing here now, but would be buried in the ground forever.
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"elder sister."

Xu Moshu, who had just got off work from the company, heard a familiar voice and saw a familiar face when she turned around.

Twins, although they can't be said to look exactly the same, they are seven or eight points alike.

But anyone who is a little familiar with them can quickly tell them apart, because the temperament of the two is completely different.

Xu Moshu looked at this younger sister who had been separated for many years and only recently saw her again. Suddenly, she felt that her temperament was different from before.

The Xu Mowan I met last time was the same as before, no, even weaker than before, like a flower that would be destroyed and withered in the wind at any time, even if the wind was not strong.

To be honest, since the last time we met, Xu Moshu had been worrying about this younger sister, and wanted to meet more, ask her about her situation, and see if she could be of any help.

It's just that she was just transferred to the newly established branch as the general manager a while ago, and everything is still unstable and needs to be handled by her, so she is also very busy recently, and she doesn't even have time to rest.

Just after getting off work, she still thought about calling Wanwan.

Unexpectedly, she came here first.

Almost as soon as she saw Xu Mowan in front of her, Xu Moshu realized that she was different from before.

The current Xu Moshu is still quiet, but now her temperament has become gentler, gentle and warm, no longer weak and full of spikes.

"Let's talk some time."

Soon, the two entered a nearby coffee shop.

In the coffee shop, the piano music is faint, very leisurely and comfortable.

In such a relaxed environment, both Xu Moshu and Xu Mowan talked about the past few years respectively.

(End of this chapter)