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Under the bridge, there is endless darkness and a bottomless abyss, like a bloody mouth. As long as a person falls in, he will be swallowed up by the mouth of the abyss.

Deng Kui's condition was very dangerous, and she was falling straight down together with the little Xiangyang on her back.

People, when in danger, always instinctively reach out to grab something.

At this time, Deng Kui was unlucky, but also lucky, because when she was falling, she reached out and grabbed the rope of the bridge with both hands.

She gripped hard, using all the strength in her life.

At this time, Deng Kui and the little Xiangyang on her back were hanging straight under the bridge.

When a person is hanging, the downward force of gravity is very heavy. In addition, Deng Kui is still carrying Xiao Xiangyang on her back, which makes it even heavier.

The soles of his feet were suspended in the air, with nothing to support him.

The only thing he could hold on to was the rope. Deng Kui's hand holding the rope had veins popping out on the back of his hand due to excessive exertion.

Deng Kui felt that her arm was almost broken, but no, she must not let go.

She had to climb up.

"Mom..." At this moment, little Xiangyang, who had been sleeping since the afternoon, suddenly opened his eyes.

In fact, during this period, Xiao Xiangyang spent less and less time awake. Most of the time, he might not wake up even once a day. If he hadn't been breathing weakly, Deng Kui would have thought that he had...

Deng Kui didn't expect that Xiao Xiangyang would wake up at this time.

"Mom, Omen, here you are..." Xiao Xiangyang's words were unclear and he spoke very slowly.

This is what ALS is like. As the disease progresses, it will make it difficult for people to speak clearly and with difficulty.

In the end, it may be difficult to even speak or breathe.

ALS is also more likely to occur in people with high IQs.

Although little Xiangyang is only over four years old now, he has a very high IQ and is also precocious.

At the beginning, he learned to walk and speak earlier than other ordinary children. He could understand many things that children of the same age could not understand.

Xiao Xiangyang naturally knew that he was sick, a very serious and fatal disease.

If you die, you will leave your mother.

He was reluctant to leave his mother, but he had no way to control it.

He also knew that his mother had been working hard to keep him alive.

For more than a year, being carried by his mother on her back, every time he opened his eyes, seven or eight times out of ten he would see his mother devoutly worshiping the gods and Buddhas.

He knew that his mother was seeking a way out for him.

He knows that his mother is very hard, and many times he wants her to give up on him. He doesn't want to see her working so hard.

But he still didn't say anything.

He knew that he was very important to his mother, so important that if he asked her to give up on him, maybe while giving up on him, her mother would also give up on herself.

So, he can't say.

Before she woke up the last time, her mother told her very excitedly that the Bodhisattva had given her a dream, saying that she was a destined person, and that as long as he worshiped sincerely, he would get a glimmer of hope and get better.

In his daze, little Xiangyang knew that his mother had brought him to the place called Wuming Mountain to worship.

Later, he fell asleep.

And now, when he woke up again, he never expected to encounter such a scene.

In the dark and terrifying night, he and his mother were hanging by the rope on the bridge, unable to get up and unwilling to fall.

Little Xiangyang could feel that her mother had used so much strength that she had no energy to speak.

He also knew that he was a heavy burden to his mother at this time.

If he hadn't been carried on her back, maybe my mother would have been able to climb up.

Xiao Xiangyang's tears fell. Even though his speech was still unclear and his voice was childish, he still spoke eagerly. "Mom, Xiangyang, throw, hang, throw, throw..."

At over four years old, his voice was still that of a child, and he kept repeating the word "throw".

Expressing what he meant at this time.

He wanted his mother to throw him away, and it didn't matter if he was thrown under the bridge.

Only by throwing him away can the burden be relieved, and the mother can climb back to the bridge and survive.

It doesn't matter, Xiang Yang is a dying baby anyway, so it doesn't matter if he throws it away now.

As long as mom can survive.

Xiang Yang can be thrown away.

Really.

It was very difficult for Xiao Xiangyang to speak. Even before, Deng Kui had to get closer to hear her, but now in the silent night, all sounds were infinitely amplified.

His words were unclear, and it might have been difficult for others to hear them, but Deng Kui could understand them immediately.

Those missing words were like a sharp knife, piercing her heart, and every time it struck, the blood in her heart continued to flow.

It also made tears fall from her eyes instantly.

During the pilgrimage for more than a year, no matter how difficult and strenuous it was, and even when she fell ill from exhaustion in the end, Deng Kui never shed a tear because of the pain. But at this moment, Xiao Xiangyang's words made her heart melt. touch.

She knew the reason why Xiao Xiangyang said this. She had always known that Xiao Xiangyang was precocious and mature.

She knew that Xiao Xiangyang saw her situation at this time and threw him away to lighten the burden and leave her a chance to survive.

When she realized this, Deng Kui's heart ached instantly, feeling sorry for Xiao Xiangyang's sensibleness and precocious wisdom.

But at the same time she was angry.

Very very angry.

Even though it was difficult to talk while hanging up, she still couldn't restrain her anger.

"Do you know what you are talking about? You are digging into my mother's heart by saying this. I tell you, you are not allowed to say such words again."

"Xiang Yang, if mother could give up on you, she wouldn't wait until now."

"Xiang Yang, you are my mother's life. If you give birth, my mother will give birth. If you are gone, what's the use of leaving my mother alone."

Deng Kui shed tears as she spoke, but the expression on her face was very stubborn.

"Mother……"

"Stop talking." Realizing that Xiao Xiangyang wanted to continue to persuade her, she directly interrupted Xiao Xiangyang, "Just be quiet, I don't believe that I, Deng Kui, can't take you up."

"Xiang Yang, you have to remember that in mother's heart, you are the most important, more important than mother's life."

Xiao Xiangyang was silent.

Yes, he shouldn't have said those words. He knows his mother's strength and stubbornness better than anyone else, and he also knows how important he is to her.

Just like what my mother said, he was trying to dig into her heart by saying those words.

He couldn't say that.

Deng Kui ignored Xiao Xiangyang and continued to adjust and climb up.

Because of the exertion, the expression on her face couldn't really be said to be pretty, it could even be said to be ferocious, but she couldn't care less about that at this time.

I don’t know how long it took, but for a moment, Deng Kui suddenly felt that the weight of herself and the little Xiangyang on her back seemed to have become lighter.

Although she didn't understand why, Deng Kui finally returned to the bridge with difficulty thanks to the suddenly lighter weight.

One more chapter, later.I don’t dare to get stuck on purpose anymore. Some cuties actually said that I didn’t give tickets on purpose. I’m so scared!Therefore, Kavin will definitely not do it on purpose in the future!I promise! ! !