When she was broadcasting live, the film king wore a bath towel and entered the mirror

Chapter 117 Goodbye Next World
Feng Yu had nothing to do with Tangning.

He thought he would not be afraid after a while, but Tangning thought it was just some bad remarks, so what's the matter!
But when I really heard it, it was such a heart-wrenching pain.

It was a time when the two of them were shopping in the supermarket. As usual, they went shopping wearing hats and masks. As they passed by the grocery shopping area, Tangning overheard someone else's conversation:
A middle-aged woman said to her companion: "Yesterday my daughter insisted on taking me to the cinema to watch a movie...the one about my mother."

"It seems to be called "Looking for You for 12 Years". My son also took me to see it. The one who plays the mother in it, I heard from my son that she is only 25 years old and her name is Tang Ning." She picked up vegetables and said, "That's a good name. Familiar, right, alas, her mother passed away last year, and I heard that no one took care of her at home for two days after she died."

The man took a deep breath, and slowly recalled: "I remember, I heard that she was making this movie at the time...Her mother is so pitiful, she has been dead for two days, and she doesn't care."

Her companion's voice gradually became weaker: "What's the use of earning so much money? Even a nanny is reluctant to hire one. If her mother had someone by her side at that time, she wouldn't have ended up like this!"

"After all, it's her fault. Her mother died unexpectedly, and she is mostly responsible."

The middle-aged woman picked out the dishes and packed them up: "Oh, I hope my children treat me better, I don't want to die and no one cares about me."

"..."

Tangning stood beside her and listened to the conversation between the two women. She couldn't help being stunned. This was the first time Tangning heard outsiders' opinions on this matter after her mother passed away.

She has really been separated from the outside world for too long.

Feng Yu loaded the steak into the cart and walked over. The two women were still talking, and he happened to hear a few words: "Tangning's mother would not have died, as long as she cared a little more..."

"This little girl is too cold-blooded. If you want me to say it, it's unfilial."

Feng Yu's face suddenly turned cold, and he said in a cold tone: "What nonsense are you talking about? Talking about other people's family affairs without knowing anything?"

The two women were startled by the voice, looking at this masked man, they probably sensed his unusual anger, so they didn't dare to go up to argue with him.

I had no choice but to leave dissatisfied, and kept saying, this is the truth, it was the girl's fault and so on.

Tangning was startled when she heard his extremely cold voice. She quickly came back to her senses and tried her best to look okay.

There was even a smile in her eyes, she glanced at his shopping cart as if nothing had happened, and said with a smile: "I bought so much, it seems that I'm going to show my skills again, isn't it, Chef Feng!"

"Let's go home."

After paying the bill, Feng Yu took her hand and walked out.

According to the past, they would drive to the river, take a walk there, eat something, chat and then go home.

This time, Feng Yu drove the car directly to the house, and he was too timid to even ask Tangning what was going on in his mind when he heard those voices.

He was afraid of hearing Tangning say it was his fault, afraid of hearing her blame him.

Sometimes when you hear a sound, you will unknowingly find that this sound surrounds you all the time.

After lunch, Tangning overheard the two nannies at home discussing the matter:
One of the nannies dragged on and said, "There's been no internet at home for so long, what's going on with you about Miss Tang's mother? Was it an accident, or was it caused by her indifference and indifference?"

"There have been voices on the Internet saying that she is addicted to money and dare not give money to her mother, which caused her mother to have no money to go to the hospital."

The nanny cleaned the furniture, and responded with a sneer: "To put it bluntly, this kind of person has no concept of family affection. She hired a few nanny for herself, but she refused to hire one for her mother."

"It's all her fault, she should have brought her mother with her."

"She is the main reason. Even if her father is violent, why doesn't she hire some bodyguards to protect her mother!"

"If you die at home for two days and no one cares about it, think about it, how desolate it must be."

The nanny said coldly: "Is her money safe? I would rather not have this kind of daughter."

"..."

Tangning walked past them with a cold expression. The two nannies immediately fell silent and their faces turned slightly pale. If she told Mr. Feng, they would definitely end badly.

Might not even be able to find a job.

Tangning didn't tell him about it. A few days later, Feng Yu overheard the conversation of the nannies at home. He reprimanded them coldly on the spot and fired them immediately.

At the same time, I was very worried. If he could hear it, then Tangning at home might have heard it too.

Such unruly nannies, the entire Jiangcheng should not hire them.

Tangning ate less food than before, and her sleep was not very good.

Until one day, the dismissed nanny wandered into the community and waited for half a month before she got in touch with Tang Ning. She put a recording pen in her hand and ran away.

Tangning returned home, lay down on the armchair, and curiously turned on the recorder:

What was broadcast in it was the post that had been raging on the Internet a few months ago, "When the popular actress made money for filming, she allowed her mother to die at home for two days before being known."

A dozen or so related posts were broadcast, and every sentence reported in it was fierce and heartbreaking.

After the report was played, there were voices and comments recorded by many netizens.

"Boycott Tangning, she doesn't deserve to be an idol, teenagers will be spoiled by her, block them!"

"Her mother was killed by herself.", "Knowing that her father is such a person, she should take her with her.", "Yeah, at least there should be bodyguards!"

"People are reluctant to hire a babysitter.", "Indifferent and immoral."

"Tangning should have suffered a cardiac arrest.", "If you lose your fans, no matter how much money you make, you won't be able to make up for your sins."

"Tangning is the culprit, she deserves to die.", "Cold-blooded and ruthless, her father should also domestically abuse her."

"Her father is nothing, how can her daughter be any better?", "Go to hell with Tangning!"

"Your mother was killed by yourself."

"..."

The playback of the recording has been going on for more than an hour.

Tangning's expression was numb. The recording pen was lying in her hand, and it was still playing, with no intention of finishing it.

It wasn't until Feng Yu returned home that he found Tangning in the yard.

Taking a closer look, Tangning's face was covered with tears, and the recorder in her hand was playing vicious words that broke people's hearts.

Feng Yu immediately took the recording pen and turned it off. He picked Tangning up and walked into the room. Her face was buried in Feng Yu's arms, and she said in a low voice, "Feng Yu, I'm a little sleepy. I want to sleep."

Feng Yu responded softly, carried her back to the room, put her gently on the bed, and covered her with the quilt.

He called Professor Lu, a psychiatrist, to his home, and called his sister to come and see Tangning.

As for Feng Yu, he went to the company.

When he came back, it was already a few hours later.

Tangning fell asleep again, but hadn't woken up yet.

Professor Lu and his sister Feng Man were sitting and chatting on the sofa.

Feng Yu walked in, put his coat aside, and first asked Professor Lu to understand Tangning's psychological condition.

Professor Lu talked a lot, and finally put his hand on his shoulder solemnly and said: "Ms. Tang's mental illness, which was too deep in the drama, is actually somewhat similar to depression. But her illness has not been eliminated. She had been prone to depression for two months, so she entered depression so quickly during this period."

"There is no specific medicine for this disease. It can only be treated and observed for a long time, which requires a longer period of company."

It was only after Professor Lu left that Feng Man's face darkened. The family had already told her what her brother did in the company this afternoon.

Feng Man got angry at him and said, "We found out the people who were behind the online posts and rumormongers, and we also banned them and the entire team."

"But what did you do today? What happened to Tangning was done by our biggest rival, Dong Shaohua. He asked someone to give Tangning a recorder, and you kicked out his entire group company. I don't mind. You use."

"What do you mean by cutting off the acting careers of hundreds of artists in their company? They have nothing to do with Dong Shaohua, they are innocent people in the incident. What you do will have a great impact on the family."

Feng Yu looked at his sister with a cold expression on his face, and said in a calm voice, "They chose Dong Shaohua, so this is their fate. Innocent people? Then my Tangning is not innocent?"

"She didn't do anything, but she was treated like this, and her condition could have been better."

Feng Man was questioned, and whenever Tangning was mentioned, her brother became irrational.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Feng Yu said coldly, "If Tangning dies one day, none of those people will be able to escape. She has become like this, and none of those people are innocent. They should all die."

Feng Man looked at her only younger brother, the madness and paranoia in his eyes made her feel cold gradually.

She finally believed that if Tangning was no longer around, this person would be able to do anything.

Naturally, we couldn't continue talking about this topic. The matter had already been done, and Feng Man couldn't continue to talk about him, so he could only rush back to the company to appease those old antiques.

……

Time flies, three months have passed.

Tang Ning was really sick, and anyone could see her mental state at a glance.

From the very beginning, when she saw familiar things at home, she often cried, and now she is numb and dazed.From eating less than three meals a day, it is a blessing to be able to eat one meal now.

From being unable to fall asleep occasionally at the beginning, to now being unable to fall asleep all night.

Especially Feng Yu, who watched Tangning's situation become more and more serious, and he was surrounded by pain and fear every day.

As a result, Feng Yu dared not fall asleep every day.

It was because Feng Yu took Tangning for a walk by the river two days ago. When he was watching the night scene on the bridge, Tangning was about to climb over the railing and jump off the second he picked up the phone.

After being hugged by Feng Yu, Tangning came to her senses, and apologized to him incessantly crying. The self-blame in her eyes hurt him deeply.

Feng Yu could only hold her tightly in his arms, comforting her over and over again in a soft and gentle voice: "It's okay, I don't blame you. I won't blame you for whatever you do, okay?"

After this time, Feng Yu has been so close to her that he dare not take his eyes off her.

And any things in the house that could cause harm to the body have been put away by Feng Yu.

Treatment and medication, as well as his daily company, seemed to be of no use to her.

Tangning's condition was still deteriorating.

She is now getting thinner and thinner to the point where she cannot eat.

On the dining table, there was still a nutritious meal cooked by Feng Yu himself.

"Tangning, let's try to eat a little bit...can we only eat a little bit with each meal?"

Listening to this gentle and tolerant voice, Tangning suppressed the anorexia in her heart. She didn't want to disappoint him, so she picked up her chopsticks and began to eat in small bites.

Like he said, first a little...and then a little...

It was only Tangning who ate a little, but her face turned extremely pale. Then she quickly turned around, bent over, opened her mouth and began to vomit violently.

The little food I ate just now was vomited out, and it didn't stop until I vomited clear water.

Feng Yu helped her to wash, and while helping her wipe her face, he said softly, "It's okay, let's eat after dinner, okay...we'll eat when you want to eat, okay?"

However, he has been saying this for a month.

This month, no matter what Tangning ate, she would vomit violently.Even if I drink water occasionally, I will vomit like nausea.

So she can only take sleeping pills every time, and after falling asleep, the doctor infuses her with nutrient solution to maintain her body.

Tangning said in an apologetic voice, "I actually wanted to eat. Sorry, I failed again."

Looking at the haggard Feng Yu in front of her, she also became uncomfortable, especially when she inadvertently noticed a flash of pain in his eyes, all this made Tangning feel even more dull and depressed.

She grew to loathe herself more and more, feeling that she was a drag.

Because of her existence, everyone around her has a bad life.

Feng Yu held her shoulders, lowered his head slightly to meet her eyes, and said in a gentle and sincere tone: "Even if you don't do it, it doesn't matter, I won't blame you. I will accompany you and try again and again. until you are fully recovered."

"We have a lot of time to work on."

It was probably the support and trust in his eyes that sparked a light in Tangning's heart. She also wanted to give it a try.

Afterwards, Feng Yu took Tangning to travel around and visited cities in various European countries. It was two years since they came back to Jiangcheng again.

Things really started to improve.

Tangning was able to eat some food, and occasionally fell asleep on her own.

Just when Feng Yu and everyone were feeling a little happy, Tangning chose to take sleeping pills one night. This was the dose she had secretly saved for almost a year, and she took it all.

After Feng Yu found out that something was wrong, he immediately sent her to the hospital.

Fortunately, he was rescued and returned.

The first thing Tangning said to Feng Yu after waking up was, "I'm sorry."

Feng Yu's face was pale, and there was no trace of blood on his face. He was thinner than before, and he no longer looked as cold and arrogant as before.

His eye sockets were reddish, obviously he had cried before he knew when.

"Tangning, I never want to hear those three words again."

For the first time, Feng Yu's voice lost its tenderness. He quietly stared at Tangning's pale face, and said in an unusually calm tone, "I know it's because of your illness, so I don't blame you. But, if you really die Yes, I will accompany you."

This sentence happened to be heard by Feng Man who rushed over, and while she was shocked, she was also extremely annoyed.

She looked at her younger brother coldly, threw a bouquet of flowers in the ward, and left without saying a word.

Three months after leaving the hospital.

Feng Yu still accompanied Tangning as usual, and was more gentle than before. He took care of all the trivial matters in Tangning's life every day.

He washed Tangning's clothes, cleaned the whole house, cooked nutritious meals every day, squeezed juice by himself, and so on.

It's just that Feng Yu talked less. Before when Tangning didn't speak, he could talk to himself for a long time, regardless of whether she would respond or not.

Now when Tangning was silent, Feng Yu looked at her silently.

The situation between the two caught Professor Lu's attention, and he immediately told Feng Man that after she came to see it a few times, she started to feel cold.

She believed without hesitation what Feng Yu said in the hospital was true.

Feng Man was sure that when Tang Ning's life really came to an end one day, regardless of whether he was alive or not, his vital functions would disappear along with it.

With the current situation, Feng Man was very worried. She couldn't persuade Feng Yu, so she could only send some members of the Feng family to stay in their villa and guard them 24 hours a day.

Until the person sent over gave Feng Man a message, she couldn't control her anger anymore and went to their house immediately.

Feng Yu was slapped hard across the face, and this anger also burned on Tangning.

Feng Man was already extremely angry at this moment, and she didn't care if what she said would hurt people's hearts. She stared at Feng Yu coldly: "Feng Yu, what on earth are you thinking? Hiding coal at home, what's the matter? Martyrdom?"

"Do you know what you are doing? At the peak of your career, you retired for more than three years, and you still have no plans to come back. Okay, I understand you on this point, your beloved is sick!"

Feng Yu's words stabbed out like a knife: "When you said you would take care of her, how did you promise me? Did I tell you that depression patients are terrible, it is simply a quagmire, and people can't stop sink down.

This type of patient will basically have relapses, and once they attack, they will be dragged into the abyss. Your behavior this time is telling me, is Tangning dragging you down? "

Feng Man caught a glimpse of Tangning, who was overheard not far away, and continued, "This kind of patient is very difficult to cure, especially since Tangning has suicidal tendencies, she needs someone to watch her 24 hours a day." .

Now you finally can't stand it, can you?

The family members of many patients couldn't bear it either, and they threw people directly into the hospital.If you don't have the perseverance, Tangning will be sent to the hospital.

If not, then you'd better stop thinking about it. "

After Feng Man finished speaking, he ordered people to remove all the coal stored in the house.

Feng Yu stood where he was, without speaking from the beginning to the end.

Feng Man glanced at him, sneered, and changed her voice, "I'm going to have a few words with Tangning."

"No." Feng Yu said coldly.

After hearing this, Feng Man sneered, "Just now I was acting like a dead man, but now that Tangning is mentioned, did you give me a reaction?"

At this time Tangning walked over, Feng Yu immediately looked at her with warning eyes, and signaled Feng Man not to talk nonsense.

But Feng Man, who was burning with anger, didn't care about this kind of warning. She looked at Tangning and said cruelly for the first time, "My brother has the idea of ​​burning coal for you. Are you satisfied? Tangning .”

Feng Yu immediately shouted coldly: "Shut up!"

He pointed out, and his voice was already angry: "Go out, don't come here again in the future."

Feng Man glanced at them both, and left directly.

Feng Man's words just now terrified Tangning, especially when she saw those people in black carrying out several baskets of coal. She felt cold and shivered slightly.

She knew that Feng Man's words were all true, so she didn't ask Feng Yu a word.

Seeing Tangning's silence, Feng Yu became afraid, so he could only hold Tangning tighter.

……

Half a year passed.

Tangning's mental illness has been fighting for nearly four years. During these days, Feng Yu took good care of her every year.

Feng Man's words from half a year ago really woke Feng Yu up. While accompanying Tangning, he also cooperated with Professor Lu's treatment.

Finally, this darkest day has finally survived.

At around eleven in the morning, Feng Yu prepared lunch for the two of them. Among them was braised pork, which Tangning asked to eat last night.

He sat at the dining table and waited for a while, but Tangning still didn't come out of the room.

"Tangning?"

Feng Yu couldn't help shouting. He stood up and walked towards the room, calling her name, "Tangning?"

No one responded.

A fluster finally rose in his heart.

In the past six months, Tangning has recovered very well. Even three months ago, she had eaten three meals like a normal person and was able to sleep through the night.

This has been the case for most of the three months.

But what about today...

Feng Yu pushed open Tangning's bedroom door. The curtains inside had been opened and the quilt was folded neatly.He continued to walk around the room, but there was no sound in the bathroom, and there was no one when he went to check.

The whole room was empty, and she was nowhere to be seen.

"Tangning!"

Feng Yu immediately left the room and walked back to the hall. He looked around, his cold and handsome face was full of panic, all kinds of crazy and terrifying thoughts flooded into his brain, and the chill gradually spread throughout his body.

In the past six months, Tangning became very cooperative. She actively treated her, forced herself to accept more people, and began to make every thought of her healthy and positive.

Everything is so good, people can see hope in sight.

It's just that Tangning had been in this state before, but in exchange she took sleeping pills that she secretly saved up.

He searched every room in the house, the balcony, the front and back yards, and every place, but he still didn't see her.

Feng Yu returned to the living room, looked at the dishes on the dining table, and froze in place, the despair and fear in his heart surpassed any time before.

No.

He can't give up and must find her.

Feng Yu turned around and was about to go out. As soon as he reached the gate, he was stopped by a voice behind him: "Where are you going? Didn't you say you want to eat?"

Feng Yu's whole body froze, and it took him a long time to turn around. He looked at the slender figure in front of him, and the anxiety in his heart made him rush over and hold her tightly in his arms.

The strength gradually tightened, as if he had exhausted all his strength to hug her, as if he wanted to integrate her into his body and engrave her into his soul.

Feng Yu buried his head on her shoulder, his voice was full of anxiety, "Don't scare me. Tangning...you can't scare me anymore."

"I just nearly collapsed again."

"Feng Yu... sorry."

Tangning endured the tight and painful force, and gently patted his back, comforting him non-stop.

She remembered that Feng Yu said that she didn't want to hear sorry again, so she said sorry.

Feng Yu hugged her for a long time before letting go. He looked down at her worried face, and the panic and anxiety in his heart still did not disappear.

Tangning took his hand and said slowly, "Thank you for the past four years, and I'm really sorry. You have to believe me, I don't want us to fall into this desperate situation at all."

For such a long time, because Feng Yu gave up her career, because she became haggard and thin, and because she experienced all kinds of despair and pain...

Looking at the man in front of her, Tangning's heart ached. She felt sad and sorry for him, and even felt pity for him. Finally...she couldn't bear it any longer, and threw herself into his arms.

Then she put her feet on her feet, hugged his neck with both hands and pressed down, and kissed his lips actively.

Tangning's eyes were serious and profound, and she said firmly, "I love you, Feng Yu."

Suddenly, a voice that only she could hear sounded around:
tick - tick -

The sound of moving like a clock continued, as if vaguely reminding a certain time.

"There is no Jiang Yao in this world. Feng Yu..." Tangning said again, her head suddenly ached and her vision became a little blurry. Tick-tick-

A sound that symbolizes the passage of time.

Feng Yu was shocked when he heard her confession. It turned out that she really loved him.

He stared closely at Tangning with his dark eyes, and waited for her next words with some persistence.

Ten, nine, eight, seven...

Tangning's eyes suddenly became moist, she didn't know why she suddenly wanted to leave this world, she looked at Feng Yu reluctantly, and said slowly, "There is no one else in this world, the one I love has always been you. "

Three, two, one...

"Ah."

Because of her words, Feng Yu's eyes became gentle and affectionate, and the corner of his mouth was smiling: "I love you too, Tangning."

"Feng Yu..."

Tangning wanted to continue, but just as she called out a name, her eyes suddenly darkened and she passed out.

Feng Yu's expression was extremely anxious, and he kept calling "Tangning" by name.

But, she couldn't wake up again.

the next day.

Tangning woke up, and when she walked around the hall curiously, she happened to bump into the silent Feng Yu.

Feng Yu looked at the person in front of him, his mood went from being happy to extremely desperate, and he only felt a huge sense of fear enveloping him tightly.

Looking at Tangning's curious and clear eyes, Feng Yu's heart was in great pain. He couldn't help the corners of his eyes turning red. He let out a soft sob and didn't want to look at her again: "You are not her."

Then walk outside like a lost soul.

Feng Yu has always known that he is an outsider in this world, even in more than one world. He doesn't know what he wants to do, but a voice tells him to become the top.

He didn't seem to have loved anyone before, but the Tangning he met seemed to be the same kind of person as him.

It's just that he didn't expect that she would leave so suddenly.

Feng Yu instantly felt that this world had become strange, and for the first time in his heart was filled with strong resentment towards the heavens.

Love and not get it, pain and never forget it, let go and never give up, lose and not be reconciled... I want to find you all my life.

No matter which world you are in.

If we meet again, I will definitely recognize you at a glance.

Bind you.

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Digression: From Jiang Yao's deep affection (not updated), to Feng Yu's unforgettable, to Jiang Heng's instant recognition, to the current Su Ze's system binding.

How important the system is, it is the key to him.

I have already shortened the dream and shortened it, and it is all about the plot. If I don't write it clearly, I am afraid that everyone will not understand it.The 100 daily things seem simple and ordinary, but they are all things they have done in each world.Now that Tangning remembered these things, the previous episodes of the daily tasks would also be explained.

I don’t know if you like this story or not, but the next chapter will start with the main plot, if you forgot, just read the chapter before the dream.Connect to ==
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