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The suppressed sobs of grief echoed in the room for a long time. It was ridiculous to say that she never dared to cry in that dilapidated hut, but now she is the wife of the castellan, and she still dare not.

A sparrow is a sparrow, even if she dreams of a phoenix, nothing can be changed, especially a sparrow like her who can only act as a substitute for others.

It's late at night, Ji Yang'an probably won't come to her tonight.

Li Sangzhu wiped away her tears, got up and tidied up the messy bed, these were the clothes she planned to go to Yongan Town to find Ji Yangan this morning.

With a sound of "squeak", the door of the room behind him opened, and the familiar smell mixed with strong herbal medicine approached Li Sangzhu from far and near. Li Sangzhu continued to move without even raising his head.

"Snapped!"

Suddenly, a hand wrapped in a bloody bandage grabbed her wrist, and Ji Yangan's anxious voice sounded beside her: "Where are you going?"

Li Sangzhu lowered his eyes: "I'm not going anywhere."

"Then you are..."

"I haven't heard from you at all for a month. I was so anxious that I wanted to pack up my things and take someone to Yong'an Town to rescue you, but I didn't expect you to come back quietly just after I took out the things and didn't have to pack them up. "

"I'm sorry, A Li, I... I just don't know how to tell you about Xiao Xiao."

"I don't know how to tell me, why don't you write me a word for a whole month, and let me wait for the news that you are in danger?" Li Sangzhu said with a sneer, "I think you are dead!" In Yongan Town."

"I didn't mean to hide it from you on purpose, I was just afraid that you would think too much..."

"If you're really innocent, why would you be afraid of me thinking too much?" Li Sangzhu turned around and stared straight at Ji Yangan's tight eyebrows: "You used to talk to me and never stuttered, what's wrong now? ?”

Ji Yang'an couldn't answer, the hand holding Li Sangzhu's wrist kept shaking, whether it was because of the pain or something else.

The room was eerily quiet, and the dying candle was still stubbornly emitting the last faint light.

Li Sangzhu was waiting, waiting for his answer, waiting for his explanation, but the two pairs of eyes just looked at each other for a long time, but they didn't get anything.

At this moment, Li Sangzhu suddenly felt that she had never really understood the man in front of her. Between her and Ji Yang'an, it seemed that she always believed what he said, she believed the truth, and she believed the lies.

In the end, it was hard to tell whether it was true or false.

Under this deadlocked silence, Li Sangzhu was finally defeated.She lowered her eyes in discouragement, looked at the bloody bandage on Ji Yangan's wrist, turned around silently, took out a box from under the bed, took out the wound medicine, and planned to treat his wound.

At this moment, there was a sudden sound of footsteps from far to near outside the house, and a maid ran to the door panting heavily, looked at Ji Yangan and said, "City Master, Miss Xue Ning, she, she suddenly has a little fever, and she is crying right now." Looking for you!"

As soon as the words fell, Ji Yang'an's body moved suddenly, Li Sangzhu just stretched out his hand holding the wound medicine, and then froze in mid-air, passing by Ji Yang'an who hurriedly turned and ran out.

With a soft sound of "Pa!", just as Ji Yangan walked away, the candles in the house burned out, and the turbulent night came into the house through the wide open doors and windows, drowning the mulberry and bamboo mercilessly.

As if destined in the dark, Li Sangzhu is destined to be thrown in the dark and watch Ji Yangan's back go further and further away.

In fact, perhaps, never approached.

The seemingly sweet life in those few months was nothing but a substitute dream in which only she was in the play.

For the next few days, Ji Yang'an didn't come to see Li Sangzhu, and only sent someone to supervise her three meals a day.

It wasn't until the day of the celebration banquet that he brought Su Xuening to appear in front of her.

The eyes of all the guests waiting to see a good show flowed across the faces of the three of them.

Li Sangzhu just ate his meal with his head down, not looking at anyone.

"Brother Yang An, I want to eat shrimp, peel it for me..."

"Brother Yang An, I remember you like this bamboo shoot the most, come and eat more..."

The tender and affectionate voices of the two people beside her pierced into Li Sangzhu's ears uncontrollably, scratching her eardrums.

She tried her best to suppress her emotions, and ate the rice in the bowl with an expression of indifference.

Suddenly, a peeled shrimp was caught in her bowl, she looked up along the pair of chopsticks, and saw Ji Yangan was still skillfully peeling the second one for her, beside Su Xuening wanted to The resentful gaze that you want but can't get: "There are not many shrimps this season, you should eat more, the body that has managed to gain weight has lost weight these days..."

Before he finished speaking, Li Sangzhu decisively picked the shrimp out of the bowl, and the expressions of all the guests at the table changed, and the noisy voices fell silent for a moment.

Ji Yang's heart sank, Jian Mei frowned slightly and asked in a concentrated voice: "What's wrong? Don't you like eating this shrimp the most?"

"Suddenly I don't like it anymore," Li Sangzhu said with a distant smile on his face, "The city lord should give it to Miss Xue Ning to eat. She blocked a knife for you, and she is weak."

These words were decent and generous, so that no one could find any thorns, but Ji Yang'an felt uncomfortable when he heard it. He stared straight at Li Sangzhu's face with a complicated expression.

I don't know if the sentence "Suddenly I don't like it anymore" is talking about the shrimp or him.

"Brother Yang An and Sister Sangzhu have said that they don't like shrimp anymore, so don't waste your time, Xiao Ning likes to eat it, so peel it to Xiao Ning." Su Xue Ning reached out and grabbed the shrimp from Ji Yang An's hand and stuffed it into his mouth In the middle of the day, he chewed and said in satisfaction: "Brother Yang An's peeled shrimp is delicious."

Li Sangzhu lowered his eyes, as if he hadn't heard these words.

Ji Yangan forced the corner of his mouth at Su Xuening, wiped his hands with a handkerchief and stopped peeling the shrimp.

The celebration banquet was depressing and dull.

After the meal, Li Sangzhu went straight back to her yard. Ji Yangan wanted to chase her, but because of his busy schedule, he was dragged away by those subordinates before he could say a word to her.

It's winter, and the cherry tree that Ji Yang'an planted for the mulberry and bamboo in the yard is already bare.

Li Sangzhu sat alone at the small table under the tree, looking at the distant mountains covered by lead-ash clouds in a daze.

"Ma'am, what are you thinking?" Xiao Man poured her a cup of hot tea and asked cautiously.

Li Sangzhu put his hands on the teacup to warm his hands, his eyes looked a little empty and dull in the hot air: "Do you think I shouldn't brush his face at the table?"

"Xiaoman doesn't mean that. Xiaoman has served Madam for the past few months and knows Madam's character. Xiaoman just doesn't understand what Madam thinks about the city lord and Miss Xue Ning?"

"I don't know." Li Sangzhu sighed wearily: "I don't know what to think, and I don't know what to do. The city lord hasn't explained this matter to me since he came back."