Live exposure!I just want merit points!

Chapter 180
"Blame me for marrying someone else with great fanfare in order to make you give up; blame me for ignoring your sincerity and alienating you for your own good; blame me for not telling you anything; blame me for not being with you and not letting you go..."

"Until you died in front of me, I didn't know how ridiculous my self-righteousness was for you."

Wen Buqi didn't know where he was hiding. Although Nan Wangshu couldn't see him, he could feel his voice was very close to him.

Listening to Wen Buqi's confession of self-blame, she remembered all kinds of things more than 300 years ago, and after pondering for a moment, she choked up and asked: "So do you regret rejecting me thousands of miles back then?"

Wen Buqi sighed: "I regret it, and I don't regret it. Whether you are with me or not, the ending should not be happy."

Nan Wangshu nodded. She knew that Wen Buqi couldn't get past his mother's depression and suicide, so she didn't force him to explain his relationship 300 years ago. She just said: "If I had known this, you should have Tell me about your mother earlier, so that I won't easily say what I want. Maybe it's the best ending for us to continue to get along with each other with our own ulterior motives. "

"Impossible." Wen Buqi said: "How can we live in peace with evil intentions. This storm will be broken sooner or later, either you or me. It is a dead end between us."

"Dead situation..." Nan Wangshu muttered these two words: "Since it is a dead situation, why did you come to pursue me after I went to the underworld in the previous life? It is because you know that the people you and I used to be related to are no longer there. So you don't have to be afraid of those gossips?"

Wen Buqi: "I have never been afraid of gossip, I am only afraid that you will step into my mother's footsteps. Even if you promise in every possible way in front of me that you will not be affected by rumors, I dare not show a little liking to you. But I Wrong, I realized after losing you that blindly avoiding the fear deep in my heart can’t solve any problems, only facing it and defeating it is the only way to break the deadlock. If time can give me a new start I will give you the opportunity at the moment when you confessed your love to me 300 years ago, I will promise you without hesitation, even if the rumors are raging, as long as you and my heart remain the same, I will definitely be blessed by everyone like Master Lu. "

"It's a pity that fate always pays a heavy price for people to wake up, and there are not so many ifs in the world. Things have come to this point, I caused you to fall into such a situation, and it seems so pale to admit your mistakes for yourself 300 years ago. I only hope that you can continue to love me as if nothing happened, and I only hope that you can listen to my next words."

Nan Wangshu didn't answer, and there was a dead silence in the void, except for her disordered and panting breathing and her seemingly indistinct sigh.

After a while, Wen Buqi continued the words just now: "The live broadcast exposure system was first created more than 90 years ago. At that time, in order to change your fate in the previous life and to have a bargaining chip to negotiate with the ghost emperor, Yang Jian and I An old friend of mine has been preparing for 50 years. 50 years later, when I came to the underworld again with the exposure system that had just taken shape, the ghost emperor said that he can accept the system, but he will not change your order. Any reason. I couldn't get angry, so I killed the underworld with my strength alone. The bloody battle lasted for a full ten days. With infinite strength. In the end, I won. I took the life of the ghost emperor with my own hands and became the master of the underworld. Maybe your soul secretly blessed me. On the day of victory in the war, I broke through the bottleneck of cultivation in the underworld. , Immediately ascend to the gods."

"After dealing with the trivial matter of changing hands in the underworld, I finally don't need to ask anyone to change your life, but unfortunately, fate tricked people, and when I sent you to reincarnation with great joy, the exposure system broke down. A good cycle of reincarnation has somehow changed back to your original fate. After 100 years of busy work, you are still on the old road."

"But it doesn't matter, I am already the master of the underworld, I can protect you. I have made a plan to stay by your side since you were born, and don't let anyone have a chance to bully you, but the reality always runs counter to the dream .On the day you were born, I only had time to go to the hospital to give you a name, and then I was trapped in the Hall of Rebirth by the "heart demon" who will surely pass the catastrophe after becoming a god."

"I have been struggling on the borderline of insanity all day long. In order not to let other ghosts in the underworld find out that I have a demon, I asked Shen Huai to wear a mask to disguise me for more than 20 years. During these 20 years, Half of my confidantes who followed me to the underworld were sent out to search for your scattered spirit body fragments, and the other half stayed in the underworld to assist Xue Wuyou and Shen Huai. With the shortage of manpower, it is difficult for me to find a trustworthy protector in the underworld. You, so I can only let you suffer all the suffering alone."

Having said that, Wen Buqi's voice could no longer hide the choked sobs, and when he emerged from the dark void, tears were already streaming down his face.

He looked down at Nan Wangshu, with sadness in his eyes that couldn't be concealed, and stretched out his hand to pull the collar of the black robe, revealing the dense scars on his white chest: "You once asked why I have so many scars on my body, I was Said it was left when I was young. But it's not, I lied."

"For more than 20 years and more than 8000 days in the dilemma of demons, I have spent every day by watching you. I watched you be born, watch you grow up, watch you live hard and hard, and watch you be beaten , watching you being scolded, watching your hands get scars one after another because of your work, watching you always have to carry heavy pig vegetables and sweet potatoes and walk past your well-dressed peers with low self-esteem. I It hurts so much, I can't help you, and I can't get out, so I can only cut myself one knife after another, trying to feel your pain through self-harm. But I know I can't, my flesh and blood pain is not as good as yours one."

"You..." Nan Wangshu opened his mouth, unable to speak, the shock mixed with convulsive soreness stuck in her throat, making her even feel sluggish and difficult to breathe.She stared blankly at the criss-crossing scars on Wen Buqi's chest, and with blurry tears in her eyes, she vaguely saw the Ghost Emperor who had tortured himself in a pool of blood during those dark years in the Hall of Past Death.

One slash, another slash, the rusty gap in the blade was stained with unyielding blood, pierced Nan Wangshu's body through more than 40 years today.

She lowered her head, and through her chest with intact skin, she seemed to see the knife running beneath the flesh and blood, first cutting off the meridians, then crushing the bones, and finally piercing the beating heart fiercely!
pain!Heart-piercing pain!It hurts more than all the injuries she suffered in the previous two lifetimes combined!

There was blood flowing down the corner of her slightly parted mouth, she raised her hand tremblingly and wiped it carelessly, then smiled slightly under the figure of Wen Buqi rushing over anxiously: "Wen Buqi, you tortured yourself to accompany you in the Palace of Death , I empathize with you today, more than 20 years later."

(End of this chapter)