Live exposure!I just want merit points!

Wen Buqi on the other side of the screen laughed: "You will know soon."

Nan Wangshu had inexplicably great anticipation in his heart, but the corners of his mouth turned upwards without knowing it: "The boss dared to confess without letting me see my face. It seems that I am very confident in my appearance."

Wen Buqi: "Fortunately, it is to the extent that people will fall in love at first sight."

Nan Wangshu laughed out loud, "I didn't expect you to be such a boss."

Wen Buqi: "There are many things you didn't expect, and you will find more if you like me slowly."

Nan Wangshu: "(Emoji pack of horror)"

At twelve o'clock, it was already late at night in the underworld, and the unchanging dim zenith of the underworld, which was one hand wide, was exposed through the cracks of the curtains that were not closed tightly.

There was no one in the office area of ​​the entire live broadcast exposure building, but the bright lights stayed on all night.

Nan Wangshu lay on the bed tossing and turning, not feeling sleepy.After hesitating all night, she has no way to say no, nor does she have the courage to follow her heart and agree. She doesn't know if her soft attitude is right or not, but this is the maximum she can take after careful self-doubt and affirmation step.

In fact, since she was a child, she has always told herself to be a person who dares to love and hate, but the environment of her growth has destined her to be such a person no matter how hard she tries.

Every time I plucked up the courage to dig out my truest thoughts, I got only beatings, scolding, belittling and insulting again and again.

The dusty memories of the past crawled into her mind like distorted and deformed ghosts in the depths of the underworld——

A man and a woman sat on the sofa in the living room and pointed at Nan Wangshu, who was drooping in front of them, and cursed in dialect: "You talk about you, what do you want? I called your teacher to ask, you You talk a lot at school, why do you shut yourself in your room without saying a word when you come home? Why, do you think that you have gone to high school and become educated and knowledgeable, unlike our peasant parents? Have a common language?"

Nan Wangshu clutched the hem of her school uniform tightly with both hands, and lowered her head, neither looking at them nor answering their words. This familiar suffocating atmosphere made her used to silence.

"Speak, are you dumb? Aren't you good at speaking at school? Why, do you think we are bullying you now so you dare not speak?" The person who said this was Nan Wangshu's stepmother. Wangshu kept her head down like a log and did not speak. She turned her head and glanced at Nan Wangshu's father who had a headache and smoked fiercely. Her eyes rolled, and the mean and indifferent face turned into distress and helplessness in the blink of an eye: "Nan Yongkang, I really have no way to take care of your daughter." Then he turned his eyes and stared at Nan Wangshu's hair: "You are also a sixteen or seventeen-year-old now, and I have already put you When an adult sees it, you can tell me why you don’t want to talk at home. Do you think what we did wrong makes you uncomfortable? You can say it, you can say whatever you think, it’s what’s wrong with us change."

When Nan Wangshu heard this, her heart moved. She raised her eyes and glanced at her stepmother uncertainly. Nan Yongkang threw away the cigarette butt, exhaled a mouthful of pungent smoke, looked at her with a frown, and said impatiently: "Your mother will Having said that, you can express your opinions and ideas, what are you thinking in your heart now, tell me!"

"I," Nan Wangshu bit his lip, remembering the family atmosphere of Faxiao's family talking and laughing without restraint when she went to play at Faxiao's house during the New Year, and tentatively said, "I just thought, can we They are as close as the family I grew up with, talking and laughing without barriers—”

"Do you think it's possible?!" The stepmother interrupted Nan Wangshu with a sneer as if she had heard some joke: "We are a reorganized family, and I'm your stepmother. How can it be possible for you to be as close as your own family? Ah You have no brains? You are all in high school and don’t understand this stuff, right? Where have you read your books? You are not as good as someone who hasn’t read books for a few days..."

That sentence "how could it be" broke the last illusion in Nan Wangshu's heart, her mind went blank with a buzzing sound, and all the sounds around her gradually faded away.The stepmother was still babbling and cursing something, but she couldn't hear clearly, only saw the stepmother's mouth opening and closing like a clockwork machine endlessly.

She glanced around blankly, the stepmother and the younger sister born to her father gloated at the scene, the stepmother brought the stepmother and sat on the other side of the sofa watching TV with a face full of indifference, and her father lit another cigarette, The eyes that looked at her after the smoke was filled with disgust.It was only in a daze that she realized that everyone in this family was related by blood, only she didn't.

They are all family, and she is an outsider.

Nan Wangshu gave a wry smile in his heart, and coldly interrupted the stepmother's unfinished curse: "While talking about treating me like an adult, you can tell me what you think, and you will seriously consider it, and on the other hand, say no if you don't even think about it. Possibly, since this is the case, why do you still need to pretend to ask me to express my thoughts? Just to find a new reason to scold me? "

"What did you say?" The stepmother was stunned, she didn't expect that Nan Wangshu would suddenly confront her.

Nan Wangshu looked directly into her eyes: "Since you said that we are a reorganized family and cannot be as close as a real blood-related family, then why do you need me to help you raise your children and need me to help you with farm work? Said that we are all a family, that we should be closer without blood relationship than with blood relationship? Since you know that you are my stepmother, then what right do you have to control me? I don’t want to talk so I don’t care. What's the matter? What right do you have to talk about me here? What right do you have to break the door lock of my room to spy on me!"

This is the first time Nan Wangshu has exploded in front of them since he was so old. The stepmother was so stunned that she couldn't speak for a long time. After she realized it, she rushed over angrily and beat Nan Wangshu on the ground like crazy. Nan Wangshu continued perseveringly: "Do you dare to do it without being accused of it? Why can I be eloquent in school, because some unfamiliar classmates and teachers are better than you!"

"Shut up! Do you want to be beaten to death!" Nan Yongkang yelled as he tried his best to drag his stepmother away from Nan Wangshu.

"It's best to let her beat me to death. I don't want to live for a long time. She has to go in and pay for my life if I kill me! Her darling daughter will have to bear the infamy of her mother as a murderer all her life. Everyone in the village Everyone will know how vicious she is, if you kill me, you will ruin her and her daughter!"