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Chapter 772 Ending
"My wife Jiaojiao:
When you see this letter, it means I am no longer alive, because I told Liang Xiaobao that I would give it to you only after I am gone.

I can't bear to leave you.

Did you cry hard at the funeral? Were you sad? I wanted you to be sad for me, but I was also afraid that you would be sad for me. You should not be too sad, it will hurt your body.

There is a secret that I have always wanted to tell you. I really admire academic masters like you. It is amazing that you can go to Huanggang Middle School and Renmin University. It is amazing.

I, how can I say it? There is a secret that I cannot tell you. I have always been afraid that if I tell you, I will lose you.

I am not a domineering CEO. Oh. I really want to be a domineering CEO, like I boasted to you. I have several houses in the capital, a courtyard house in the second ring road, a company listed in the United States, and I can easily negotiate business worth millions or even hundreds of millions.

The truth is, I came from a very ordinary family. I was born in Weihai, Shandong, the place I told you about, with the sea and snow, and the snow rolling into the waves. It's not very developed, but it's very beautiful. You must go and see it.

My parents divorced when I was very young, and I lived with my mother. My father was a boss with a little money, doing photovoltaic panel business. My mother was a civil servant. My father cheated on me and had a child with his mistress, so they divorced.

I was a poor student. Not only was I a poor student, I also skipped classes and fought. The pressure in the third year of junior high school was very high. I slept in class and basically didn't go to class. I would find a library to read novels. The teacher often called my parents, and then my mother looked for me everywhere, and even called the police. She always cried when she found me. I also complained that my mother was nagging and annoying. Thinking about it now, I was worse than pigs and dogs. But I was so miserable at that time.

Later, I was sitting by the sea and reading a novel. I was in a very low mood that day. I felt like a loser and wanted to jump into the sea and die. I accidentally clicked on a female novel. I heard it was very interesting, so I clicked it with the idea of ​​having some fun, and then I was transmigrated.

Five years ago, in the confession session, I told you that I had only been here for two years. Sorry, I lied to you. I have been here for nineteen years. When I came here, Li Beichen was six years old. I was only fifteen when I was in the third year of junior high school. I have lived longer than I did over there.

In the fourteen years before you showed up, I was an unwelcome prince. I just studied and lived every day. Living in the harem is hard. You know. There are intrigues all day long, and people are dying at any time. And studying here is really tiring. Starting from the first grade of elementary school, it is much more tiring than the third grade of junior high school. In order to cover myself up, I worked hard to learn to act deep and cool. Talking too much can easily cause trouble and expose my poor level. In fact, my true personality is the way I am when I am with you.

I started learning to save my life, and then learning became a habit. I practiced martial arts to save my life. It was great to be alive in the harem. I saw a lot of dirty and disgusting things, including the Queen Mother killing other concubines and children. But I couldn't say anything. The Queen Mother was very good to me. I was an accomplice in many things. After living for more than ten years, I have been assimilated. Are you disappointed? I also left you Li Beiwang's suicide note. The Queen Mother killed his mother, causing her to die without a burial place and bear the false stigma of adultery. He wanted to kill me to avenge his mother. Normal. If it were me, I would do the same. After you became the queen, the harem was so harmonious and the children were born smoothly. It's incredible. You don't know how difficult it is and how powerful you are.

Only after I became an emperor did I realize that there is really no way to treat everyone equally and take everyone's feelings into consideration. There are too many things that are beyond my control and are not black and white. Just like the eldest prince asked me why he couldn't be the crown prince. How could I answer him? He is also my beloved son. I understand more about my father's actions. The eldest prince killed the eldest princess, and I was very sad. How cute is my eldest daughter, a happy little foodie who would call me "Protect the emperor, protect the emperor". I cry just thinking about it.

After living for a long time, I was assimilated by everything here. I felt that the world outside was fake, a fantasy, and the world here was real. Until the crown prince died suddenly, the sixth prince was suddenly executed, and I became the crown prince. Only then did I realize that this world might really be a book. You are coming soon.

I actually lied to you. I read more than three chapters. I read many chapters. But I only like to read those parts that are very erotic (you must despise me). I didn't read the other palace fights, verbal battles, and court affairs. They were so boring. I only know the main plot, that is, the Prince of Pingxi will rebel, the Prince of Liuyang will rebel, etc. I should have read it carefully at the beginning. But when I read it, it was not finished yet. I don't know how it will develop later. It's almost the same as what I told you.

After I determined that this was a novel, I started investigating you before you entered the palace. I know all your life experiences. I have seen your portrait a long time ago, and I also know your personality and preferences. So no matter how hard you tried in the selection, you would have been selected.

After you came, I suddenly came alive. Really, you made me full of hope for the future. You are so hardworking and motivated, so beautiful, that I really want to become someone you like and admire. I know my poems are terrible, but in order to get promoted, you hung my poems on the wall and organized people in the palace to study them. I had to hold back my laughter so that you wouldn't notice when you praised such a pile of rubbish. I still want to laugh when I think about it now. I know you were trying to please me in order to complete the system task. You must have been a subordinate who was particularly liked by the boss.

In front of you, I have to pretend to know nothing, not only to cover up my past life, but also to cover up that I knew the plot in advance and knew you very well. I control my words and actions, for fear of being exposed. I know you have a system, so I want to gain your trust and use you and your system. Only in this way can I get through the difficulties. Later, you helped me do a lot of things, and I found out that you are a real academic master, so I became even more inferior, and I dared not expose myself as a college scumbag.

I can't tell when I fell in love with you. You are good in everything. You risked your life countless times to save me and help me. I want to use all the beautiful words to describe you. You are the woman that all men dream of. It feels wonderful to fall in love with you. The whole world is sweet. You know I don't like sweet food. But I like to eat sweet food with you. I want to see you every day, talk to you, hug you, or even just look at you.

But I still did so many things that hurt you. Especially in the first two years. I can't deny that I am a lustful man. But I really want to protect you. You haven't seen the harem of the previous emperor, it's really bloody and dark. Forget it, let's not talk about this, I am a scumbag.

Jiaojiao, in my heart, you are a goddess, as bright as the sun and as bright as the moon.

You don't know how much I love you holding a sword fearlessly, killing gods and Buddhas, killing Buddhas, and killing people everywhere. I know your sincere heart. There is no other woman like you in this world. They all have their own calculations, whether it is personal desires or family interests. In fact, I know that China is the most important in your heart. I also know that you have a system, and you want to please me in order to complete tasks and get promoted. If it were another person, you would treat him the same way, go through life and death for him, and give birth to children.

It's sad to think like this, but I can't fool myself. So I always want to conquer you, move you, get your heart, and hope you love me. I know you treat me well, not because of love, but for promotion. I also always want to stay rational and not fall in love with you. Falling in love with you means putting myself in danger. I tried very hard to restrain myself, but I still fell in love with you again and again, and I couldn't help myself.

Later, you lent me your life, and then I realized that I was not worthy of you, and not worthy of talking about love with you. Who can give his life to someone else? I asked myself if I could do it, but you could. You are open and honest, and your vision and mind are not on the same level as mine. It is normal that you don't love me. I am relieved. But I am very curious about what kind of man you will fall in love with. Will you fall in love with someone else?

I can't be your lover, but being your confidant is also good. I like discussing national policies with you. It's a great sense of accomplishment to see the country getting better and better with our joint efforts. Thank you, because of you, I am who I am now, and the country is so prosperous today. I like myself now, and I also like the Ming Dynasty now. Everything is good.

Jiaojiao, you have to walk the road ahead alone. I am sorry to leave you alone in this world. People's hearts are complicated and the court is treacherous. You have to be more careful. But you are the most powerful and brave person I have ever met. I believe that the country will become more and more prosperous under your leadership, and I also believe that you will have the last laugh.

You have to take good care of yourself, think about yourself more, and love yourself more.

I love you so much. Saying I love you so many times is not enough. My heart trembles when I say your name. Thank you for accompanying me for six years and saving me for two lifetimes. I really want to hear you say "I love you" in person.

I like to see you smile. You don't know how beautiful and healing your smile is. You should smile more.

Kiss our child for me. Thank you for your hard work.

Will you forgive me for lying to you? Knowing this, will you still be willing to see me again? I hope we can meet again.

By the way, my name in my previous life was Zhang Xian. My QQ number is: XXXXXXXXX.

If I were still a junior high school student in time, I would work hard to get into Renmin University and be your classmate. Jiaojiao, I will miss you very much whether I see you or not.

Be sure to remember to add me.

Love you Jiuru