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Dust-laden memories burst out like seeds, and scenes from decades ago slowly flipped before my eyes.

Tang Yuanmao has an outstanding IQ since he was a child. He is a child prodigy in everyone's eyes. He can recite nearly a thousand ancient poems at the age of 2.

Relying on his high intelligence, he skipped grades all the way after school. At the age of 23, he finished his Ph.D. and entered Zijin Research Institute.

He thought that he was already considered the best among geniuses, but he didn't know what it meant to be someone beyond others until he met Sang Ning.

After entering the institute, he was arranged to work as an assistant under the honorary dean.

Tang Yuanmao thought that the honorary dean must be an elderly person, but when Sang Ning reached out her hand to greet him politely and distantly, he froze in place.

"Xiaotang, hello, I'm Sang Ning, honorary president of Zijin Research Institute." Sang Ning was wearing a loose white lab coat, with short shoulder-length hair.

Tang Yuanmao has become petrified. This person looks like he is only in his early 20s. He is almost a junior. How could he be the honorary dean?
After being stunned for a while, he stretched out his right hand and shook hands with Sang Ning symbolically.

But the moment he withdrew his hand, there was a trace of imperceptible contempt in his eyes.

To be honest, he didn't believe that Sang Ning had such strength, and even had an evil guess in his heart.

Did Sang Ning rely on this overly pretty face to get into the nominal dean position?

Soon, after working with Sang Ning for a period of time, he dismissed this idea, and even felt a little guilty for guessing Sang Ning maliciously for no reason.

Sang Ning is very capable, and led the institute to make several sensational research projects around the world, making the Zijin Research Institute leap from a little-known small research institute to a top-ranked advanced research institute in the world.

Tang Yuanmao was overwhelmed by Sang Ning's professionalism and rigor, and followed her to do research with her wholeheartedly from the beginning of doubt.

Although Sang Ning's work ability is very good, but her personality is very aloof, and she has no friends who can talk to her in the research institute. In her eyes, the people in the research institute are just colleagues.

Tang Yuanmao didn't know anything about Sang Ning, and no one in the courtyard knew about her background. They only knew that she seemed very young, and she didn't even know her exact age. Sang Ning was a very mysterious existence in the institute.

Tang Yuanmao knows that Sang Ning is difficult to get along with, but he really loves astronomy research, as long as he can learn something under Sang Ning, he doesn't care what kind of personality his immediate boss has.

It is said that people with high IQ are prone to mental illness. Tang Yuanmao became obsessed when he did research for a while, and he fell into a state of extreme paranoia.

He had an introverted personality, and when he first entered the research institute, his colleagues labeled him as withdrawn. During the period when he went crazy, he was always muttering about something.

Colleagues feel that he is a monster even more, avoiding him like a snake and a scorpion.

The doubts in his heart were not answered, and he was always anxious, so he took the initiative to find someone to discuss the doubts in his heart.

But he was so mentally abnormal during that time that none of his colleagues wanted to talk to him.

Tang Yuanmao panicked, even his colleagues refused to talk to him, would his eccentric teacher be willing to talk to him?
Tang Yuanmao is going crazy, he would rather die if he can't find the truth.

On a starry night, he looked up at the starry sky alone on the astronomical observatory.

Suddenly, the ancient poem "Night in the Mountain Temple" popped up in my mind, and I murmured it along with it.

The dangerous building is a hundred feet high, and the stars can be picked by hand.Don't dare to speak loudly, for fear of frightening the heavenly beings.

As he walked forward, he raised his hands high and made a grasping motion, as if there was only a thin line between him and the stars in the sky.

At first he wanted to study the stars because he liked them, but now the stars made him suffer so much that he didn't want to study them anymore.

Bewitched by the night, he had the idea of ​​committing suicide by jumping off the observation platform. As long as his brain stopped thinking, he shouldn't be in pain anymore, right?
So he closed his eyes and walked slowly towards the edge of the observatory, reciting the ancient poem "Night in the Mountain Temple" affectionately while walking.

Jump down, jump down, jump down and there will be no pain!
The dark thoughts coming from deep in his heart urged him to approach the edge step by step. Just when his left foot was about to hang in the air, he heard a familiar voice behind him.

"Little Tang, what are you doing?"

He opened his eyes and looked back, under the night, Sang Ning's eyes and eyebrows radiated anger.

Tang Yuanmao was stunned, and immediately forgot the idea of ​​suicide. This was the first time he saw an expression other than indifference on Sang Ning's face.

Before he could recover, he saw Sang Ning, like a heroine in a martial arts movie, tap the ground with her toes, and leap towards him with lightness kung fu.

There were only two words in his mind at the time: Fuck!

Is their dean so skilled?
But within a few breaths, Sang Ning came to him, grabbed his hand, and pulled him back from the cliff.

Without a gentle word to soothe his soul, he threw him to the ground directly, looked at him impatiently with his arms folded, and even stretched out his feet and kicked him who was weak and helpless on the ground.

"You want to die, did you report to me?" Sang Ning's furious voice was extremely fierce.

Tang Yuanmao thought that if his next answer didn't suit Sang Ning, he would probably be kicked to death.

He was scared, he was really scared!

After being kicked by Sang Ning, he suddenly realized that the truth is infinite and inexhaustible, just enjoy the process of pursuing the truth, why must there be a result.

He didn't dare to tell Sang Ning the truth, swallowed, and used the night to hide the guilt in his eyes, and said weakly: "I don't want to die, I just came to blow the night breeze."

Sang Ning narrowed her eyes slightly, apparently not believing what he said, but she didn't continue to make things difficult for him.

After this incident, Tang Yuanmao finally let go of the defense line he had set up against Sang Ning in his heart. He is quite an interesting teacher, and it seems that he is not as unkind as everyone imagined.

In the following days, Tang Yuanmao followed Sang Ning to do research with great concentration. Under the guidance of Sang Ning, the questions that had been bothering him before were answered from another angle, and the remaining obsessions in his heart were gradually healed.

Later, Tang Yuanmao slowly realized that during the period when he went crazy, Sang Ning had been paying attention to him. The reason why he ignored him at the beginning was because he thought he could figure it out by himself. Thinking about committing suicide.

It was no accident that Sang Ning appeared at the astronomical observatory on the day he wanted to commit suicide.

Since then, Sang Ning has become the belief in Tang Yuanmao's heart, and his address to Sang Ning has changed from a slightly alienated "principal" to a respectful "mentor".

But he didn't expect that faith would disappear.

Sang Ning led the research institute to win another international award. On the day when she was about to fly abroad to receive the award, Sang Ning told him very seriously that she was leaving.