I go north, you go south

Chapter 430
So Fang Jiaming can only work hard on his own to find out more about his son's current situation.

It was during this process that she gradually discovered many abnormalities in Lingbei that she had never paid attention to before.

These include, but are not limited to, the perennially bright wall lamps in Lingbei's apartment.

Several times of positive inquiries were fruitless, Fang Jiaming kept on researching by himself, if it wasn't for him, where would Ling Bei's knots be.

She pondered over the conversation between them over and over again, and finally found that Ling Bei, who has always had excellent control, would suddenly be unable to restrain his emotions when things related to Ling Ganshan were mentioned.

That's why there was that trial in the old house.

The time when Ling Bei went back to the old house to look for old photos was a key point in breaking the ice in the relationship between mother and son.

Fang Jiaming had been thinking alone for so long, waiting for an opportunity for her to confirm her guess.But Ling Bei has always been unwilling to take the initiative to go back, and even if he does, there is a high probability that he will not tell her.

That's why she thought of asking Fang Jiayu, the aunt who has always been close to Ling Bei, to see if she could find a chance to mention this matter to him.

Then there was the scene where Fang Jiaming, who immediately pushed back all the arrangements at the time because he got the news that "the son is going to come back", hurried back to the old house.

It was also that time that Ling Bei felt for the first time that his mother seemed to have changed.It seems that I can get closer to her.

In fact, it's not true that Ling Bei has never thought of approaching his mother on his own initiative.It's just that when I was young, I saw that she was so busy that she didn't have time to take care of the things around her, and sometimes she couldn't even take care of herself, so I didn't want to trouble her anymore.

What Ling Qianshan did to him, back then Ling Bei also hoped to ask his mother for help.But under Ling Ganshan's increasing pressure, his personality has gradually become numb following this person's "transformation".In addition, seeing his mother always leaving early and returning late, Xiao Lingbei gradually gave up the idea of ​​asking for help.

Ling Bei's most painful and clear memory should be before he was ten years old.At that time, he was just a ignorant child.Under Ling Qianshan's control, he didn't know how to resist at all.

At that time, he also felt that whether his mother ignored him deliberately, or acquiesced in his father's "education" to him.

But as he grew older, Ling Bei also gradually realized that Fang Jiaming really just didn't pay attention.

After that, Ling Bei's character gradually took shape, and it has reached the state that Ling Qianshan is satisfied with.So that happened less and less.

In the end, with Ling Qianshan's death, it completely became a shadow in Ling Bei's heart and disappeared.

So far, Ling Bei still thinks that these are only the handwriting of Ling Qianshan, and his mother should also be kept in the dark.

If Fang Jiaming insisted on pursuing his own responsibility, it would be a dereliction of duty as a mother who did not discover what her son had gone through in time.

But these, in Fang Jiaming's heart, were enough to make her blame herself for the rest of her life.

She deliberately mentioned Ling Qianshan that time to verify her guess.Because she really wanted to know the part of her dereliction of duty that year.And the existence of that basement was also an anomaly that she discovered after searching the house countless times.

She turned out these "puzzles" of scattered memories, just to make up for something.

(End of this chapter)