Can't help but be moved

Chapter 338 Extra Story 28 Out of Control
Ruan Tian, ​​who was lying on the hospital bed, tilted her head with difficulty, her weak eyes fell on her hands.

At this moment, her hand was tightly wrapped by a big and generous palm, and the warm touch made her heart tremble for a moment.

She understood it all at once.

It turns out that everything in the dream is not just a dream.

Someone really held her hand all the time, giving her a sense of security.

This person... who is it?

Ruan Tian's eyes gradually moved up, and what caught her eyes was a head lying on its stomach.

She couldn't see the other person's face clearly.

At this moment, the man lying on the side of her bed in a light sleep seemed to feel her subtle movements after waking up, and his head moved and slowly raised his head.

In the dim warm light, the eyes of the two unexpectedly met in mid-air.

For a moment, both of them were stunned.

After a while, Jianyan came to his senses, and there was an undisguised joy in his eyes.

"You finally woke up, how is it, is there anything uncomfortable?"

Ruan Tian's slender eyelashes trembled in a daze, as if she was a little dazed.

She never thought that the person guarding her would be Jian Yan.

Seeing that she didn't respond for a long time, Jian Yan thought it was because she was not feeling well, and subconsciously leaned over slightly to check her condition.

"What's the matter, is it hurting? I'll call the doctor on duty right away."

Hearing his voice, Ruan Tian finally recovered.

"I'm okay……"

She didn't speak for several days, her throat was so hoarse, and her throat was dry and painful when she opened her mouth, but she didn't care about these, and stared down at the hands that were still held together.

Jian Yan followed her gaze, only to realize that he was still holding her hand, so she pretended to be calm and let go.

Before Ruan Tian could say anything, he immediately explained: "You, Miss Ruan, don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to take advantage of you, I'm just, I'm just afraid that I'll fall asleep, in case you have something I can't I knew it in time, so I..."

The corners of Ruan Tian's lips curled up in a light and gentle arc: "I, I know Mr. Jian, it's not someone who will take advantage of me..."

Seeing that Ruan Tian believed in this explanation, Jian Yan was relieved and at the same time felt an inexplicable sense of loss.

Ruan Tian tilted her head, looked around, and found herself lying in the hospital.

She pulled her parched throat, and asked the man beside her in a hoarse voice: "I, why am I here, the hospital...I, what's wrong with me?"

Jian Yan got up and walked to the water dispenser, took a cup of warm water, then took out a straw from the cabinet and put it in the cup, walked back to the hospital bed with the cup in hand, and handed the straw to Ruan Tian's mouth.

"You haven't drunk water for a few days, drink some water first and I will tell you slowly."

Ruan Tian had a knife wound on her abdomen, so she was not suitable to get up, so she could only be fed in this way.

Ruan Tian didn't refuse, she turned her head to hold the straw.

She was so thirsty that she drank half a glass of water in one go.

Seeing this, Jian Yan said: "Drink slowly, you can't drink too much water once you just woke up."

Ruan Tian listened to him and didn't drink all the water.

As soon as Jian Yan put the water glass on the bedside table, she turned her head and heard Ruan Tian ask him again: "Why am I in the hospital? Mr. Jian, why are you here?"

Jian Yan looked gentle, and said: "The other day you made a video call to me, I thought it was strange, so I called back, but I couldn't get through. I went to your place of work to find you, and when I met your colleague, she said that before you went to Pack up where you live.

I was worried at the time, so I went to the place where you lived with Lu Ziang to look for you, and I saw you..."

The events of that time are still clearly imprinted in his mind.

Ruan Tian was covered in blood and bruises all over her body. She was unconscious but still remembered to hold the knife tightly to protect herself.

In short, I am afraid when I think about it.

If he goes a little later, then she won't be held by Lu Ziang...

Just to protect himself and resolutely kill himself.

Listening to Jian Yan's words, Ruan Tian gradually remembered what happened at that time.

Her body was hot and hurt.

Great fear suddenly swept through all her nerve senses,

For a moment, she seemed to have returned to the time of fear and despair.

Her eyes suddenly turned red, tears welled up in big drops, and her body trembled even more.

Ruan Tian felt a pair of hands drag her into the quagmire.

Her emotions suddenly lost control, and she couldn't distinguish between reality and fantasy.

"what!"

"Don't come, don't come!"

"Don't touch me! Don't touch me!"

Jian Yan found that her mood was wrong, and immediately held her hand.

"Miss Ruan, it's all right now, don't be afraid it's all over."

Ruan Tian couldn't listen to his words, she lay on the bed like a stranded fish, her chest heaved violently and it was difficult to breathe, and tears kept sliding down the corners of her eyes uncontrollably.

"Don't touch me! Don't touch me!"

"No, don't touch me!"

She was in a great panic.

Ruan Tian looks calm and strong, even if something big happens, she is always calm and calm, but in fact, she is very timid.

When she was young, she received high-pressure education from her parents. Whether she was afraid or wronged, no matter what she was, her parents would not take care of her emotions, and only cared about her piano skills.

Over time, she learned to close herself up and firmly suppress her emotions.

This has been suppressed for a long time, and when she encounters a major event, her nerves will become extremely fragile, and she will eventually be unable to bear it and collapse.

That's what she is now.

Jian Yan looked at Ruan Tian who kept crying and shouting not to touch her with tears streaming down her face, her heart felt as if she had been pricked by countless needles, the pain was so painful that it was almost hard to breathe.

There was no other way, he could only avoid touching her wound, bent down slightly and hugged her tightly, preventing her from making more violent movements.

Thin lips covered her ears, and he spoke softly to comfort her.

"It's okay, it's okay Ruan Tian."

"Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here."

"I'm Jianyan. Look at me carefully. I'm Jianyan. I'm here with you."

Ruan Tian cried hoarsely.

She couldn't listen to anything, only knew that someone was going to hurt herself.

She kept struggling, but her upper body was pressed and hugged, and she couldn't move.

So, out of the instinct of resistance, she bit Jian Yan's shoulder.

Ruan Tian's consciousness is blurred, and she has no idea who is beside her at the moment.

So this mouthful, she used all her strength.

Jian Yan groaned in pain, the veins on his forehead bulged.

Even so, he still did not let Ruan Tian go.

Because he knew that Ruan Tian was emotionally unstable at this moment, if he let her go and let her move around, the wound on her body would definitely open!
Enduring the pain, Jian Yan spoke softly in her ear over and over again to calm her agitated emotions.

"It's all right, it's all right."

"Ruan Tian, ​​I know you are afraid, I will accompany you, and I will protect you."

"Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here."

……

In such constant reassurance, Ruan Tian's mood gradually stabilized.

Another picture slowly emerged in her mind.

A man took off his clothes, covered her lightly, and then held her tenderly in his arms.

That hug was so warm.

As now.

She still remembered the man saying:
It's okay, don't be afraid, I will take you away.

Ruan Tian's bewildered eyes gradually regained clarity.

She loosened her mouth slowly, and called out with some uncertainty, "Jane, Jianyan?"

(End of this chapter)