Deliberate and affectionate

Chapter 107 Surprise 2
"I saw your painting, so I asked someone to find out." Li Ming simply explained, but Lin Xi understood.It turns out that I have already drawn the thoughts in my heart unconsciously?
Li Ming did have his initial guess after seeing Lin Xi's painting.Lin Xi's paintings to pass the time, although messy, but if you look carefully, you can see that there seems to be something different hidden inside.

Lin Xi was already very careful and didn't reveal anything obviously, but Li Ming would carefully read those paintings one by one over and over again.

He took the painting to a professional person for questioning, and their opinion was that Lin Xi might be depressed, locked herself in a cage, and needed to find the key to unlock her defenses and rescue her.

But Li Ming had an intuition that Lin Xi didn't lock herself up, she knew what she was doing, she could release herself.

Inadvertently, Li Ming noticed the change in Lin Xi's eyes. Lin Xi was in a daze at that time, then raised his hand to touch his face, and muttered to himself: "From now on, you can only look at me alone. .”

Li Ming saw that her eyes were not focused, she was still in a daze, and after calling her softly a few times, Lin Xi woke up, but she was completely unaware of what happened just now.Li Ming remained calm and covered the topic.

Afterwards, he had another guess that Lin Xi might want to lock him up the most.

He didn't feel terrible, because Lin Xi didn't do anything to hurt him.The doctor said that only things that have been imagined for a long time but can't be done will become obsessions, will stay in the mind for a long time, and will be revealed inadvertently.

Lin Xi really liked him so much that she wanted to lock him up, only to see her.It's all because she never responded, that's why she has this idea, and she tries her best to keep herself.

Although this kind of thought was out of control, she never took actual action, but forcibly suppressed this terrible thought, because she was unwilling to hurt him and didn't want to hurt him.

Li Ming's heart ached unbearably, what should he do to be worthy of her?
Since she wants it, then help her make it a reality.

"Are you not afraid that I will really lock you up here?" Lin Xi asked him sharply, as if a little angry.

"I said, as long as you want, I will stay here forever."

Lin Xi was indeed very angry. Why did he do this? I might really not be able to help but do it. The opportunity is in front of me. As long as I lock the lock, I can lock him here forever, and let him stay with me forever own up.

But, but, how could he be willing?

"Why are you doing this? If you're feeling guilty, you've done enough this time, there's no need to continue."

"I am not out of guilt, nor out of responsibility, nor to satisfy your last wish. I like you, love you, so I want to help you meet all your needs. It was my fault before, I was cowardly, I I dare not face my feelings, I turn a blind eye to you, I never even cared about you, no matter what I say or do, I can’t deny the harm I have done to you.”

Li Ming's tone was sarcastic, mocking his incompetence and self-righteousness, he didn't even dare to admit it back then, what can he say now?
(End of this chapter)