Deliberate and affectionate

Chapter 15 I understand

"But that incident..."

"Is it really just that thing at the beginning? After so many years, can't you see how the other party's character is? You are just afraid of making mistakes. The praise and achievements over the years have made your heart a little floating. You are afraid of such a situation. It's a lowly mistake, afraid of being tricked by a woman, right?"

The teacher let out a long sigh, "I've heard about that child Lin Xi, in fact, we old men quite like her. She was very clever when she was in school, serious and smart in her work, if she didn't want to, The few of us are vying for her to be my disciple. I said why she is unwilling to continue to do research with us, so it is because of you kid."

This is the first time for Li Ming to hear about Lin Xi's past from other people. It is not a slander or contempt, but a high compliment.

He didn't believe that the teacher would say that in order to defend her. For a person like the teacher, if he said so, then he really felt that she was such a person in his heart.

The teacher saw that he was lost in thought, and sighed again, "Although I don't know why you have such a big prejudice against her, you never thought about getting to know her in the past. Maybe there is some misunderstanding? To be honest, I don't believe it." She's the one who would do something like that."

"Teacher, you seem to defend her very much."

"Nonsense, that's a good seed, you ruined it all." The teacher began to sigh again, calling it a pity.

Seeing Li Ming standing motionless like a piece of wood, unable to say anything, the teacher found him even more distasteful.

"Although she didn't continue to pursue the research path, she did well outside. I also met a lot of people in the mall, and my evaluation of her is quite high. Her own abilities are also good, so it depends What about your log?"

"Teacher, don't be too excited. It's not good for your health. I understand."

"Hey, go back and think about it carefully. You can't force your feelings. If you really can't accept it, let him go early. I just hope that you don't act because of temporary prejudice and one-sided words. A decision that I regret. Observe with your heart, follow your own feelings, and you will find the answer.”

"Thank you teacher." Li Ming bowed deeply to him, the teacher's words benefited him a lot.

I am really cowardly, I don't even dare to face my own heart, so what right do I have to call myself aloof.

Thinking of Lin Xi, she dared to admit the person she likes in public a few years ago.

And what about myself?Escape, dare not face, fear, what right does he have to despise others?
Feelings are inherently uncontrollable, if you like it, you like it, what is there to be afraid of?
After figuring this out, he let go of the hesitation in his heart and decided to change his behavior.

He didn't know where to start.Li Ming returned to the place where Lin Xi lived, and found that his things had been kept very well, and would be replaced with new ones in time when they were old.

But he hadn't used it much, and Li Ming suddenly felt that he shouldn't.

He started to live here, but Lin Xi didn't come back very often in the past few days, and he didn't know how to ask her.

In the past, when the two of them got along, Lin Xi was talking and he was listening.Let him speak now, and he suddenly doesn't know where to start.

He thought for a long time in the living room, what to say when he saw someone later.

Hearing the sound of someone coming back, he immediately picked up the magazine and pretended to read it.

(End of this chapter)