Deliberate and affectionate

Chapter 46 Does She Want To Live?
No wonder Lin Xi never mentioned them much, no wonder Lin Xi never said he wanted to go home, with their attitude, how could she want to go back?Li Ming looked at them even more coldly, you better hope she is okay.

Seeing their relief, Dr. Lin despised them even more, and her attitude was no longer as enthusiastic as before. She just called Li Ming into her office.

"Hello, I'm Lin Xi's attending doctor, surnamed Lin."

Li Ming stretched out his hand to shake her hand, and then asked, "Doctor Lin, what happened to Lin Xi?"

"Aren't you her husband? You don't even know about it? She has been sick for more than two years. Haven't you noticed any abnormalities at all?"

"I...I don't know..." He hadn't cared before, and when he started to notice, it was too late.

"But why did the report show that there was no abnormality when I went to the hospital for examination." Li Ming has always been curious why so many hospitals said nothing was wrong.Obviously he had already found out, and he could almost take her to the hospital for proper treatment, but he still watched her collapse in front of him.

"This is our application for special approval from the above in order to prevent other hospitals from using drugs indiscriminately and aggravating her condition."

Dr. Lin took a few glances at him and knew that he was really worried and blamed himself, so he continued to talk to him:

"You are very worried about her. I can see that. Then I will tell you about her specific situation. I don't know why she wants to hide it from you, but in the current situation, even if she wants to hide it, she can't keep it secret."

"Okay, you say."

"Lin Xi's illness is currently very serious. The experts have prepared a plan for a long time, but now because the alcohol has destroyed the original balance, the chance of failure of the operation will be greatly increased. If she does not have the operation, she may not survive this year. If there is an operation, she may not be able to survive the operation table. I hope you are mentally prepared."

Dr. Lin took a deep breath, she was also very sad, and she always hoped that Lin Xi would get better.

"Also, she may not have taken the medicine we prescribed to her strictly according to the dosage, otherwise her body would not have suffered such a serious loss. This is a very dangerous signal, when she knows that her body is In such a situation, she still chooses to do so, which means that she is very resistant or does not want to be treated anymore. This is not a good thing for us. If the patient does not cooperate or has resistance in her heart, the situation will worsen The risk of failure of the operation. So I hope you can wait for her to wake up, and try your best to get her to cooperate and treat her well."

"She...doesn't want to live anymore?" Li Ming's voice was very soft, but Dr. Lin could hear the sadness in his words, and she had to admit the fact:

"That's right, she may have given up without knowing when to start. And she is very good at disguising, perfectly cheating our psychological test, showing us a very positive and sunny side. It shows that her psychological defense is extremely strong , this is not a good thing now, it shows that what she has made up her mind to is difficult to be changed."

Dr. Lin handed him a medical record, which was very thick, "This is all the records she has kept in the hospital for so long. You can learn about her situation for so long. I don't want to talk about the past. Are you right?" I think only she knows what she means. If you really want to save her, I hope you start now, try your best to find an entry point, find something that can keep her, and arouse her desire to survive , give her a reason to wake up."

Li Ming looked at the medical records in his hand, his hands trembling slightly, such a thick stack, how many times has she been here before there are so many records?

(End of this chapter)