Deliberate and affectionate

Chapter 89 Are You Tired 2
He said very seriously: "What do you want? Tell me, okay? I will promise you no matter what, but you must hold on and don't give up, okay?"

Looking at the begging in his eyes, Lin Xi felt a little uncomfortable. What did he want, it seemed that he didn't want anything in particular.

"I……"

"Do you hate me? Didn't you hate me at all when I treated you like that? You can only punish me if you survive. Whatever you want to do, you can only do it if you survive, don't you?"

"Do you really want me to survive?" Lin Xi looked at him with pity, even if you think about it, it seems that there is no way to get it.

"I want it so much, please, can you survive? Give me a chance, please."

Lin Xi was silent for a long time, and then said: "I'm afraid."

"afraid of what?"

"Many, many people die of serious illness every year. I am afraid that in the end, I will be unable to act due to serious illness. I can only rely on others for everything. I can only watch others manipulate me in pain every day, and I can only lie in bed every day. , and finally ran out of oil and came to an end.

I don't want to leave a withered, skinny, extremely ugly image in the end, how ugly that is.Knowing that this is the result, it would be better if you just can't get up and down on the operating table, it's so much easier, no one has to bother you, and you can completely get rid of my trouble, isn't that good? "

"You are not my problem, and I will not lose you. Just try once, shall we try once?"

Lin Xi added: "You will regret it. Taking care of a patient is very tiring. You have to worry about me every day, and you can't sleep well every day. It's very hard."

"No hard work, I am willing. Are you willing to leave me like this? You will have nothing if you leave. Even if I will feel guilty for the rest of my life, you can't see it anymore, so don't leave, okay?"

"you……"

"Promise me, just give me a chance, okay?"

Lin Xi looked at him quietly for a long time. When had he begged others so humbly?He is the proud son of heaven, he is such a radiant person, he shouldn't have this kind of expression, she doesn't want to see him like this.

"Okay, I promise you. But you have to promise me, if you fail, you have to let me go on the day I want to go, don't drag me, don't let me suffer."

"Okay, I promise."

Lin Xi seemed to have got what she wanted, and her mood became even better. She pulled up the quilt to cover herself, and said, "Okay, I'm going to sleep."

"Well, go to sleep." Li Ming continued to tell her her own story, watching Lin Xi gradually fall asleep, Li Ming knew that this was just the first step, although she promised herself, she still didn't have a particularly strong will.

He vaguely guessed what she was thinking, but he needed to confirm it.The doctor said it would be best to operate in ten days, so he had to hurry.

After Lin Xi fell asleep, Li Ming also lay on the side, and slowly closed her eyes. No matter what, she agreed that this was already a good start, at least not even unwilling to go for surgery.

As for the rest, he'll figure it out.

Lin Xi had a dream. He dreamed that he and Li Ming met in a beautiful afternoon. After they got to know each other, their relationship gradually warmed up, and finally they entered the palace of marriage.Just as she stretched out her hand expectantly to wait for Li Ming's ring, everything around her was slowly receding.

(End of this chapter)