Lonely non-good minister

Her words really chilled Xiao Shen's heart, and her eye circles turned red. She glanced at Song Chun with tears in her eyes. He half-stretched his body, his face was slumped, and his mood was tense.

"Girl." Song Chun's voice was hoarse: "Maybe you can guess how much time I have left to live?"

This question is the most cruel. Qin Yan has always been unwilling to answer directly. If it were before, she would have focused on comforting the patient and giving him hope. However, Song Chun's status was different, and he needed time to arrange the aftermath.

"Depending on your situation, it will probably be about a month."

"One month..." Song Chun's voice couldn't help but tremble. No matter how determined he was, he still had awe and fear of death.

Xiao Shen's whole body was shivering. She was always steady, but her mind was blank at the moment. She didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment. Her limbs were numb, and all her emotions were wrapped in numbness. The waves of chill seemed to be icy. The thorn ball crushed her heart repeatedly.

Qin Yan stopped talking. At this time, the atmosphere was inevitably solemn and depressing, making it impossible to breathe.

"Thank you for your hard work, girl, please keep silent." Song Chun quickly calmed down.

Qin Yan nodded, and when Chunyang hinted that he should go out, he immediately walked out.

"Lingguang." Song Chun stretched out his palm, and the name he called was so charming. It was the first time he called Xiao Shen's maiden name softly, even though he had chewed these two words in his heart countless times.

Little Shen first took two hesitant steps towards him. After hesitating for a while, she seemed to have made up her mind. She trotted to the bed with her skirt in hand and handed over her hand.

Song Chun squeezed her tightly, fearing she would suffer pain and hastily restrained her strength. They clasped their hands together and looked at each other for a long time but had nothing to say.

After a long time, he finally spoke: "It was really a mistake. If I had known that I would not live long, I should not have exposed my thoughts and made you worry in vain."

"You don't tell me, but I know." Little Shen felt that her breath smelled sour. Ever since she entered the palace as a concubine, her heart had only been worried about Song Yuan, but now when she looked at Song Chun, she was really flustered. It was like quicksand slipping from her fingers, and she couldn't help but grab it by herself. Hot tears fell down, and little Shen choked up and said: "You have been so partial and caring to me and Ayuan over the years. Others believe that you are a brother. How could I, the beneficiary, not know the core idea, and knowing it but not telling it, is actually playing hard to get, and I am using your affection to benefit myself and Ayuan."

Song Chun couldn't help but put some extra strength into his hands. He pulled little Shen's hand closer to his cheek: "When I went to Yuyang with my mother, I saw you at a glance. There was no amazing or special encounter, just a quick glance. I have you in my heart. If I knew that the queen was choosing concubines to share with her, I would definitely tell the queen directly that I like you. I had already thought about it at the time. It doesn’t matter even if your family background is low. I can still take care of you if I work harder. I take on the responsibility of the prince’s son because I was young and cowardly, which made me regretful. Although you have been favored these years, I am sad but also happy for you. Although I am happy that you have lost favor, I am also afraid that you will be bullied. In addition to taking good care of Yuan’er, let him I will become your support as soon as possible, and I don’t know how to help you.”

When these words were spoken, Xiao Shen's eyes became sour, and her tears became more and more uncontrollable. No matter how much she had been favored by Emperor Hong Ming over the years, she knew very well that Emperor Hong Ming was greedy for her youth and beauty, and it was later that she noticed Song Chun's subtle feelings for her. , she only thought that Song Chun was just greedy for her own beauty, just like Emperor Hongming, and never thought that he was sincere.

When she thought that she had used Song Chun's sincerity to teach Mrs. Lin a lesson, Xiao Shen felt regretful and self-blame. Her self-righteous plans turned out to be fulfilled by Song Chun willingly.

She was so stupid, she thought she could use him to fool him, but she forgot who he was.

He is in charge of the imperial court and controls hundreds of officials. How could he not see through his own little tricks?
Song Chunqiang sat up, but the simple movement caused pain in his chest and made him tremble all over. His face was pale, and he raised his arm with difficulty to wipe away the tears of little Shen. "I'm leaving later, I'm afraid it will be difficult to meet and talk alone again." Song Chun looked at her carefully and said with great reluctance: "Take care of yourself in the future." Little Shen was silent with tears in her eyes, but Song Chun suddenly took off her waistband Sachet: "Leave a thought for me."

Little Shen didn't refuse, looked at the sachet, and held Song Chun's hand tightly without saying a word.

Song Chun's strength was not enough to keep him awake for too long. The pain in his body tortured him all the time. His strong will was useless at this time. In order to protect himself, he would fall asleep when his body could not hold on any longer.

Little Shen stayed by his side quietly and did not leave until he fell asleep.

Qin Yan was sent out of the palace by Chunyang himself. Mu Wantang arranged in advance for the nanny to deliver the things, and took her away from the palace in a logical manner. The whole process was unnoticed.

After everyone left, Chunyang sent the others into the dormitory. When he saw Xiao Shen taking out a new sachet, he was full of doubts.

"It can be used by those who have been arranged to enter the East Palace." Xiao Shen took out the spices and chose another flavor and stuffed it into the sachet: "Let them keep an eye on the Crown Princess and report any movement."

Chunyang didn't ask any more questions and quietly retreated.

Little Shen sniffed her newly made sachet and was very satisfied with the light herbal aroma, so she hung it around her waist.

Song Chun's sincerity moved her, but she was no longer a young girl who was greedy for the love of men and women. She was a mother, and she had to make plans for her children. Although Song Chun's illness made her sad, but without Song Chun, Her Ayuan will become the next target of calculation.

She must cheer up immediately. The sachet taken away by Song Chun will definitely be discovered by Mrs. Lin, and she will definitely be disadvantageous to Song Yuan. Xiao Shen knows very well that she should take the sachet, but she knows better that the sachet In Song Chun's hands, she could get Song Chun to think twice about Song Yuan, so she was willing to take a gamble.

On the other side, Qin Yan returned to the palace safe and sound. She explained Song Chun's situation in detail. Song Yuan couldn't accept it for a moment and almost slumped down on the chair. Mu Wantang beside her also turned pale with shock.

"Is it really hopeless?" Song Yuan really didn't want to accept this answer.

Qin Yan's face was full of regret: "I am not good at this disease, and it has reached the point where there is no cure for it."

The words "Medicine and stone have no cure" hit Song Yuan's heart directly, and she couldn't help but feel regretful. If she had cared more about her elder brother, would she have known that he was unwell earlier, and asked Qin Yan to see a doctor at that time? Would things have been okay? Changed?

Her face was full of annoyance and pain, but she didn't say a word. Mu Wantang had no choice but to ask Qin Yuan to rest first, and stayed quietly with Song Yuan, waiting for her to digest part of her grief and anger, and then Mu Wantang belatedly spoke.

"The matter has come to this, and it is useless for me to be upset. It is better to think about the future. If the prince falls, I will be in danger."