i turned into a monster

Chapter 127 I'm still here

Xia Yingfeng lay on the ground without moving for a long time, his eyes were empty, as if he had lost all color.

"Swish..."

Gradually, someone walked over on the reed grass, and he saw a familiar face.

It is...Mr. Bai.

His eyes regained a little focus, but he still lay there without moving or speaking.

Bai Ze looked down at him, but didn't speak.

After a long time, Xia Yingfeng said in a low and hoarse voice: "Actually, until now, I still don't think I was wrong."

"I know that the Emperor is very important. He represents fairness and justice to the people of the world, but... I also want to live."

"I admit that I don't have the mind to help the world, and I don't have the consciousness to sacrifice myself for others, but I have never taken the initiative to harm anyone, and I have never done bad things. I just want to live like countless ordinary beings."

"Are you saying... am I wrong?"

Bai Ze looked at this lonely young man with complicated eyes, and said softly, "You are not wrong."

Xia Fengying's body trembled slightly!
Bai Ze continued: "Everyone has the right to live, and the great are naturally great, but no one has the right to ask others to be great. If you are not willing to sacrifice, no one can force you, because you owe nothing to anyone. "

"Because of this, I asked you back then if you were willing."

"Because in my opinion, you can choose to be great or you can choose to be ordinary, because... this is your life."

Tears oozed from Xia Yingfeng's eyes again, he slowly turned over and got up from the ground.

Then, he knelt in front of Bai Ze, his forehead slowly touched the ground, and choked up, "Thank you, thank you..."

He is thankful.

This person affirms his existence!
He has two faces.

On the one hand, he is an ordinary little person.

On the other side, is that great Human Sovereign!

That human emperor represents fairness and justice between heaven and earth, is the savior of the world, and is also a friend of Mr. Bai in front of him.

Therefore, no matter in public or private, there is no comparison between him and the Emperor. Mr. Bai can directly wake up the Emperor and replace him.

But the other party didn't.

The other party gave him the right to choose, and respected the meaning of his existence—even if he was just an insignificant person, not comparable to that emperor, he still had his own meaning of existence.

In the eyes of the other party, he is not someone's accessory, nor someone's reincarnation, but the master of his own life!
After a long time, he slowly raised his head, looked at Bai Ze firmly, and said, "Sir, I am willing to become the emperor! Even if I really disappear and lose my self-awareness, it doesn't matter."

"You were right in what you said back then. Only when you lose something will you realize something."

"Now, I have lost everything, and I finally know how terrible the fire is when it spreads. Therefore, I hope that there will be no fire in the world from now on!"

When Bai Ze heard this, there was a complex look in his eyes.

Only when you lose something, you will realize something.

Yes.

Since ancient times, those great figures have only become great after experiencing unimaginable pain and sacrifice.

After a long time, he reached out and touched the other person's head, and sighed, "You are a...good boy."

Although the other party is already middle-aged, in his eyes, he is still just a child, a very, very small child.

Xia Yingfeng hesitated for a moment, then said: "Sir, I want to ask you something, I don't know if it will work."

"You said."

Bai Ze looked at him.

Xia Yingfeng took a deep breath, and looked at Bai Ze nervously and expectantly: "I think... let everyone who died today come back to life, is that okay?"

Bai Ze nodded, and said: "They are not born, aged, sick and died normally, nor are they caused by karma, but died in the battle of practitioners. It is considered a natural disaster. In principle, they can be resurrected."

Yes, in principle, it is possible, if he goes to the underworld to say hello and put his soul back, it will be fine.

"Thank you sir!"

Xia Yingfeng kowtowed again gratefully. Now he has removed the word "white" and called Mr. directly, expressing his inner respect.

"Is there anything else to explain?" Bai Ze asked.

Xia Yingfeng thought for a while and said: "If my consciousness really disappears after that Human Sovereign wakes up, please tell that Human Sovereign that I beg him...don't make my family too sad."

"it is good."

Bai Ze nodded, based on what he knew about Emperor Xia, Emperor Xia should know how to deal with this kind of thing.

It's nothing more than your wife and daughter and my support.

Of course, Xia Yingfeng may not disappear after the fusion of the two consciousnesses, maybe it really just has some more memories.

He slowly got up from the ground, adjusted his clothes, and said, "Sir, please turn around, I want to say goodbye to this world."

Bai Ze nodded and turned around.

Xia Yingfeng turned her back to Bai Ze, slowly unbuttoned her belt, and then urinated on the spot.

"Wow—"

The wind blew up, blowing the mane of the horses, and blowing up the reed flakes all over the sky, like flying snow all over the sky.

He pissed, looked up to the sky and laughed loudly: "Hahaha! Who said Xia has no guts, I can urinate against the wind! I, Xia Yingfeng, go!!"

He used to be selfish.

He was cowardly.

He has escaped.

He used to just want to hide, like a candle trying to protect himself, ignoring the darkness in the world.

But in the end, he grew up and he came out.

He decided to ignite himself to light up the world!
And this time, no one asked him, and no one forced him, it was all voluntary.

This is his growth.

The growth of a small person.

……

After a long time, Xia Yingfeng came home.

At this time, his temperament became much deeper, his eyes were deep, and on his shoulder, there was actually a golden bird!

Occasionally the bird would fly up, circle him twice, and land on his shoulder again.

"Master, are you back?"

His wife, Su Ling'er, greeted her and said happily.

"Ah."

Xia Yingfeng nodded, but then felt that she was too cold, so she forced out a smile: "Yes, ma'am."

Su Linger frowned slightly.

She felt that her husband was a little weird today, but she didn't think much about it, maybe it was because of the tiredness of the journey.

She looked at the messy ground and sighed: "I didn't know what happened before. We all fainted. After waking up, we found that all the prepared meals were overturned, and even a lot of furniture was broken. Hey ..."

What she didn't know was that even the house had collapsed before, but it was only rebuilt by Bai Ze with great magical powers.

"It's okay, just do it again."

Xia Yingfeng said with a smile.

At this time, a little girl ran over, opened her arms and shouted: "Father, I want to hold it high!"

Xia Yingfeng was stunned for a moment, then a gentle smile appeared on her serious face: "Okay, let's see Dad lift you up!"

After finishing speaking, he held the little girl in both hands, and raised it high, like a great person, holding up a torch that shines in all directions.

He raised his head and murmured in a low voice: "A great person may not have an ordinary side, so, I am still..."

　The difference here is, would you kill a completely innocent person for the sake of so-called justice?

　　The benevolent see benevolence, the wise see wisdom.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)