Me and the Doll Girl of Zhidiao Island

Chapter 110 108. No Money, Absolutely Not

Jinghai Shenyue "Come in."

She took off her shoes at the door and walked into the room.

Jiang Yuanshen also took off his shoes, and when the face of the room was revealed in front of his eyes, he couldn't help but gasped.

The walls and the floor are covered with various books, and the tatami is filled with many ancient books.

I thought she loved reading, but found that the shelf against the wall was full of CDs of songs from various eras, which looked like a CD store.

There is only a wooden bed in the corner, and the quilt spread out on it is in the shape of a black grid with a white background.

There is a faint, fragrant smell in the space, and Jiang Yuanshen understands that it is the smell of girls and collectibles.

The sticky heat smeared on Jiang Yuanshen's face, he looked at Jinghai Shenyue who was already sitting on the tatami and said:

"It's hot, can you open the window?"

"Air conditioner is also available."

Even if Jinghai Shenyue said so, Jiang Yuanshen still opened the curtains, and the slanted sunlight filled the room with color.

The window was opened, and a refreshing wind blew in. Jiang Yuanshen sat on the tatami, looked around, and felt like he was in a small world.

"Why are you still here?" Jinghai Shenyue murmured.

Jiang Yuanshen lowered his head immediately, and felt a burning sensation in the back of his neck. What she said was not why she was at her house, but why she was still in Zhiniao Island.

According to the original agreement, he should live in Tokyo with Kurosawa Reai at this moment, and the two may have become lovers.

I don't know how to explain it, but I have to say something.

"I broke the contract."

Jiang Yuanshen's words without whitewashing made Jinghai Shenyue raise her head, and those clear eyes were staring straight at him.

"Are you working hard?"

Jinghai Shenyue's simple reply made Jiang Yuanshen extremely unbelievable. He looked at her white and slender bare feet and legs, but felt a little guilty.

——Compared with them, what is so hard for me?
——I didn't do anything, I just put together the scattered people, accomplished a very bad thing, and even lost Lian Ai.

——What have I worked so hard for?
"It's all right," he said.

Having said all that, Jinghai Shenyue didn't say anything more.

The sky outside the window turned into a spotless dark blue inadvertently, which even gave people the illusion of being washed by water.

Jinghai Shenyue sat quietly, the book in her hand seemed to be full of small gravel, and every time her fingers flipped, there would be a sound full of premonition.

Jiang Yuanshen could even hear her soft breathing, and there was no sound from downstairs.

"Want to talk?" he said.

Jinghai Shenyue raised her head.

"I've decided to stay on Zhiniao Island," she said.

At this time, the wind picked up, and a rough wind blew across the flower fields.

Jiang Yuanshen's bangs were all messed up, everything in sight seemed to be dyed pure white, it was countless pages of books rattling, the beauty was so beautiful that it made one's spine shudder.

"Why? Don't you want to leave here?"

The girl's expression didn't change at all, and it was because of this that it was even more frightening.

Jinghai Shenyue's breathing trembled slightly, and a suffocating silence dominated the entire space.

"No, that's too selfish and won't be allowed."

The sticky air full of tension was tightly attached to Jinghai Shenyue's skin.

Jiang Yuanshen showed a fidgeting expression, but he still tried his best to maintain calm and said:
"Who doesn't allow it?"

Jinghai Shenyue shrank her shoulders slightly, the spine of the book hung on her thighs, she seemed to have something to say, but she didn't say anything after all, and finally just frowned cutely——

In her helpless smile, there was a little sadness hidden.

In this way, everyone seemed to be left in place and did not move forward.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yuanshen felt that Jinghai Shenyue, who had been like a god so far, had a very high level of thinking, and quietly passed through the gap like a crack opened.

Jiang Yuan Shen poured out his breath, but he didn't want to make his tone too serious:
"Do you still need other people's permission to choose your own life? If you really give up something important because you care about someone, then one day you will regret it, and at that time, you will attribute the responsibility and fault to those people body, but in the end no matter who you blame, you can't convince yourself, and you can't save yourself, because no one will be responsible for your life."

His solid and round, calm and calm voice is a little low for girls, but just listening to it is enough to make people blush and heartbeat.

Jinghai Shenyue looked at Jiang Yuanshen with some astonishment, his words went straight through her heart.

She and Jiang Yuanshen looked at each other. She is not as strong as she imagined now. As for what is strong and what is weak on the island, she has no thoughts.

It's just that the boy in front of him stared at her with a strong and clear gaze, which made him even more sad.

But for some reason, Jinghai Shenyue raised her eyebrows slightly, and tilted her head in dissatisfaction:
"Because Jiang Yuan, you can leave at any time, so you have the confidence to say these words?"

Jinghai Shenyue did not shy away from accusing, so that Jiang Yuanshen did not evade, but confronted him head-on:

"Yes, I can leave at any time, but I am still living on the island half dead. Besides, if it were you, what would you like to do?"

"What do I want to do?"

"Even if it will be more painful after leaving, do you still want to be free temporarily?"

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Jinghai Shenyue's delicate little face was full of surprise, and Jiang Yuanshen's endless words melted into the air, teasing her eardrums.

Even so, she still wanted to continue to be brave and test his persistence——

"Jiang Yuan, what you say is the truth, but no one can guarantee that it is always correct. Even if you know that there are some things you can't do, you will still do them. People are not so simple."

Jiang Yuanshen's expression froze slightly, and he brushed away his long bangs with his hands, his fingers stained with hot sweat.

"Jinghai, don't you feel ashamed when you say these things now?"

"Don't you feel ashamed?" These words burned deep in Jinghai Shenyue's heart, like steaming black smoke, and the heavy atmosphere almost pierced a hole in her lungs.

Jiang Yuanshen sat down beside her without asking her permission.

The white legs under Jinghai Shenyue's skirt were subconsciously clamped, and the toes shrank slightly.

"When it is a last resort, we have to give up being accused by thousands of people, and we have to hold our fate in our hands when we are spurned by thousands of people. We have no trump cards. If we don't even have such awareness, the future will only become more and more complicated. .”

The eyes of the two are intertwined at this moment, Jiang Yuanshen may be shy about what he said, so he looks away.

Jinghai Shenyue took a short breath, his side face was stained with a faint blush, which made her look away involuntarily, and the skirt was caught in deep folds.

She just wanted to say "If I leave, mother will have a hard time", but the unwillingness and confusion in her heart swelled at this moment.

——Why should I share the consequences for what my mother did?Am I just one of the parts that keeps Zhidiao Island running?

Jinghai Shenyue was about to speak, but when she raised her head to look at Jiang Yuanshen, she found that he was staring at her intently.

His expression made her eyes widen suddenly, and then her face flushed in one breath, and her body moved sideways in panic, which was rare.

"what happened?"

"No, it's okay." Jinghai Shenyue pinched the bridge of her nose lightly with her fingers and said, "If you stay with this thought, I'd like to explain everything to you."

Her "explaining everything" made Jiang Yuanshen suddenly feel unspeakable emotions, as if a person is willing to spread the burden on the other's shoulders evenly, and the spiritual comfort he gets is unparalleled.

"That day, Kurosawa and I were going to the airport."

Jinghai Shenyue told Jiang Yuanshen everything about the situation that day, from Ito Huatang to Yejian Xunshi, everything that happened was told.

At the same time, she also told the reason why she couldn't go back in time, which shocked Jiang Yuanshen greatly.

There are two queens on Zhiniao Island, and the release of the ability requires the consent of both parties.

And not going back in time after the earthquake is entirely what Hiroshi Yemi did. I am afraid that I want to make Jinghai Shenyue feel guilty in my heart, but fortunately no one was injured or injured this time, which is a blessing.

"After this time, I don't have any money on me." Jinghai Shenyue said with a wry smile.

Jiang Yuanshen asked in confusion: "Isn't the queen able to spend on the island for free?"

"It's said to be free, but it's actually just a way to promote the privilege of the queen. The bills I consume will be kept by the merchants and finally sent to my father on a quarterly basis."

Jinghai Shenyue showed an exhausted expression, her black hair inadvertently hung on Jiang Yuanshen's arm,
"And what I'm talking about is me. All the money I've saved up to now has been taken away by my mother."

"How old are you, and you still have to hand in the money you saved?" Jiang Yuanshen grinned, revealing his white teeth from between his lips.

Jinghai Shenyue gave him a dissatisfied look, then raised her hand to rub her temples and said:

"In short, I have no money now. I understand that there are many things in the world that cannot be bought with money, but there are also many things that can only be free because of money. Only when I have money can I not depend on anyone, and I can I think it’s very important not to be subservient to someone, let alone carry the burden of being in debt to someone.”

She suddenly paused, and added in a soft voice:
"The reason why the mother is like this is also because of financial reasons"

Jiang Yuanshen nodded, he understood what Jinghai Shenyue meant too well.

At this moment, Jiang Yuanshen couldn't help but see Kurosawa's affectionate figure in his mind.

She is talented, and in the future she will be able to rely on herself just by playing the piano, without relying on anyone, and she can fully implement her own will.

But I got help through her will, and even had a longing for her character.

The current self is completely unable to eliminate the influence she brought to him.

"I think it will be better if you can rely on the people around you more." Jiang Yuanshen said while lowering his head and playing with his fingers.

Jinghai Shenyue stared at him speechlessly and said:

"Idiot, if someone can make me depend, then I naturally want to depend."

".I'm sorry, I didn't think carefully." Jiang Yuanshen smiled wryly.

"So, if I want to leave, I want to earn and save money first. It doesn't need to be too much, just enough for me to go out of the island and live for a month or two."

Jinghai Shenyue's voice is mixed with self-mockery and anxiety,
"But on such a small Zhiniao Island, it is difficult for even adults to find a job. Jiang Yuan, what can I earn?"

She looked straight at Jiang Yuanshen, making him feel that he was really needed by the girl.

Jiang Yuanshen let out a sigh of emotion. He tried not to be noticed by her, and aimed at her slender and alluring body with his obscure eyes.

——How could Jinghai Shenyue do hard work?Who can bear it?
He looked around the various books in the room and said on a whim, "Why don't you write a novel."

"Me? Write a novel?" Jinghai Shenyue pointed her slender fingers at herself, her eyes widened slightly.

"Well, isn't it very profitable to write novels now? And I think you will write well."

"But I don't have a story, how can I write it well?"

"Not necessarily, just like the flowers don't have to be real, it doesn't matter if the story is not real, the key is whether you take it seriously, whether you pour your blood and soul into it, even if it is not delicate, but true feelings can touch people's hearts the most."

".Maybe I can try, but what novel can I write?"

"The current trend is sweet love, you can try it."

"But I have never been in love, how can I write well?"

"Not necessarily." Jiang Yuanshen wanted to explain again, but found that he seemed to go back, "Student Jinghai, if you want to write a good story, a chisel called "lie" is indispensable. "

"No, I hate hypocrisy, and novels that are deliberately created like commodities."

"But your purpose is to make money, isn't it?"

"That's the case, but can't I write what I love?"

"But what exactly do you want to write?"

"Probably something like Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind."

"I haven't seen it, is it a comedy?"

"Then you need to go back and take a good look."

The two were obviously talking about what to do in the future, but the topic unconsciously turned to discussing novels and other messy places.

What makes Jiang Yuanshen even more incredible is that he and Jinghai Shenyue have endless topics to talk about.

From novels, movies, books, golden songs of the 80s and [-]s, favorite desserts, and finally Chinese tea.

The relationship between the two is like a room where all the drawers and books are left open after a thief has raided the room.

The sunlight outside the window extends from the door to the bed, time is passing quietly.

"It's getting late, it's almost time to go back."

Jiang Yuanshen stood up, and actually wanted to chat with Jinghai Shenyue for a while, but thinking that Azusagawa Xiaokong didn't know what was going on now, so he gave up.

Jinghai Shenyue followed him and stood up.

"Thank you for coming with me today," she whispered.

Jiang Yuanshen glanced at her, was silent for a while, and finally said, "Let's talk next time."

"Okay, I won't go out."

"Ah."

(End of this chapter)