Participating in the romance show, this little fresh meat is too down-to-earth

Chapter 224 The Fairy Wand and Unfulfilled Wishes, She Really Reluctantly...

"Woooo..."

Sometimes, once the tears start to flow, they can no longer be controlled.

Shang Zhuoyan cried very softly at first, and slowly began to choke up. Just now she was able to wipe her tears with her hands, but now it seems that she can't finish wiping and stop it...

It's just wronged, the more I cry, the more I feel wronged.

Maybe because she knew that Gu Huai'an was opposite, or because she felt ashamed, sitting on the small chair, she simply curled up her jade legs, put her arms around her knees, and buried her head in her knees, as if shrinking herself into a shell , she probably felt that this would give herself a sense of security.

She used to have a lot of trouble doing this movement, but recently she lost weight, and it became very easy without knowing it...

"..."

The room was strangely quiet. On New Year's Eve, few people came out to stay in the hotel. It was a miracle that the hotel was open, and there might not even be a few shop assistants on duty.

It is precisely because of this that Gu Huai'an can hear Shang Zhuoyan's weeping voice very clearly.

And looking at her appearance...

Gu Huai'an's heart also seemed to be cut by a knife.

Don't talk about him, just change someone casually, but ordinary people, seeing Shang Zhuoyan like this, wouldn't be able to bear it, right?
Whose heart is not made of flesh?
She is usually such a girl who loves to laugh, and for some reason, meeting her this time gave Gu Huai'an a feeling that it was difficult to be happy, and when she felt a little uncomfortable, tears would flow out uncontrollably.

Gu Huai'an even wondered if she lost so much weight, did she cry too much and lost her moisture?

...Well, this joke is a bit inappropriate.

"Ugh……"

Gu Huai'an sighed, stood up, walked over, came to Shang Zhuoyan's side, raised his hand and patted her shoulder lightly a few times.

Count as consolation.

"You...you go..."

Shang Zhuoyan didn't look up, but when Gu Huai'an patted her, her delicate body trembled a few times, choked up and said:

"Why do you want to come, you just... you shouldn't come, you just leave me alone... that's fine, I don't need you to pity me, why are you... why are you still being nice to me , I obviously intend to forget you, I... woo..."

I don't know if it's been a long time since we met, Shang Zhuoyan was a little reserved at the beginning of the meeting, and the conversation with Gu Huai'an was also a little polite, as if he couldn't let go.

But at this moment, she seemed to have completely let go of her psychological defenses, as if these words were what she really wanted to say.

"..."

Gu Huaian didn't speak, do you think he wants to come?
She has already made it clear that she is alone, on New Year's Eve, in the city where Gu Huai'an is...

How could you tell Gu Huaian not to come? !
"Woooo..."

Shang Zhuoyan wept softly, wondering if she really needed someone to rely on, she stretched out her two tender hands to wrap around Gu Huai'an's waist, put her head on his abdomen, and hugged him tightly... …

She actually wanted to stand up and hug her, but she didn't have the guts, she probably felt that if she did that, Gu Huai'an would push her away without hesitation.

It's just that, he should be able to accept it.

really……

Gu Huaian did not push her away.

He just reached out and stroked her head gently.

"OK OK……"

Gu Huai'an just said softly, to be honest, Gu Huai'an didn't know how to comfort Shang Zhuoyan, and felt that what she said now would only make things worse for her.

No matter what, he couldn't imagine how a foodie like her would not be interested in eating...

Before coming here, she said that she wanted to eat meat, and Gu Huai'an packed her a few pig's trotters and the kind of sausage that she made during the Chinese New Year.

When doing it, all Gu Huai'an could think about was how happy she was when she saw this, and even thought of how her saliva was drooling...

Shang Zhuoyan in my impression should be like this.

But after meeting, even after seeing those things, she didn't even bring up her interest...

Gu Huai'an thought that she would eagerly pick up the big pig's trotter and take a bite, but she just waited patiently for Gu Huai'an to open the box of dumplings and eat a few.

Until now, she said she wanted to eat meat, but she still didn't eat a bite.

Even if it's dumplings, it's hard to swallow...

To be honest, Gu Huai'an never thought that she would not even be interested in eating...

Looking at her crying pear blossoms with rain, to be honest, Gu Huai'an no longer feels distressed, but really feels like a knife is cutting her heart.

In the past six months, she has had a really difficult time.

Gu Huai'an didn't know how long she had been holding him and crying, anyway, he could clearly feel that his shirt and belly had already been wet, soaking his insides.

"You know it's cold outside, right?"

Gu Huai'an had no choice but to joke and said:

"If you cry any more, I'll catch a cold."

Shang Zhuoyan was also very funny, after hearing this, she shrank back silently, hugged her knees and continued to cry.

Gu Huai'an looked at her helplessly, and then...

Turned around and left.

That's right, it was leaving. He went to the door, put on his down jacket, opened the door and went out.

At that time, Shang Zhuoyan was sad and didn't know what happened. At first, she thought that Gu Huai'an was going to the bathroom to get some clothes that were wet from her crying. She didn't react until she heard the sound of closing the door. Gu Huai'an actually...

gone!

Shang Zhuoyan froze in place, staring at the direction of the door with a pair of big watery eyes, with an expression of disbelief.

She never thought that when she was so sad, Gu Huai'an...gone!
This is too cruel, right? !

To be honest, she didn't have the idea of ​​being miserable, nor did she expect Gu Huaian to do anything for her, and she didn't need his comfort, but he couldn't just leave so cruelly, could he? !
keep silent? !

Anyway, say hello!

At this time, Shang Zhuoyan was even thinking, did he despise such a self...

The more she thought about it, the more wronged she became.

The mouth was deflated into a very strange shape.

Then the teardrops fell down like they don't want money!
"what!"

She cried so sadly and broke down.

No one knew how desperate she was at this moment. For a moment, she even wanted to die with Gu Huai'an. This scumbag was too cruel to her!
It took a long time, maybe ten minutes.

Just when she really planned to die with Gu Huai'an...

"Dong dong dong..."

The door of the room was knocked suddenly.

Shang Zhuoyan was stunned for a moment, she didn't have time to wipe away her tears, and she didn't have time to put on her shoes, so she ran over to open the door with her bare feet in embarrassment.

When he opened the door, Gu Huai'an, the old Lu, came back. Not only did he come back, he was also carrying a bag of what looked like fireworks in his hand.

One of the boxes looks like the...

Fairy stick!
It's just holding fireworks.

"Hiss... let me in, I'm freezing to death."

Gu Huai'an rubbed his hands, it's cold outside, the roadside is frozen in the middle of the night, to be honest, he really doesn't want to go out on this kind of day, especially in the middle of the night.

"You... why did you go?"

Shang Zhuoyan pouted her small mouth and looked at Gu Huai'an with an aggrieved face. She almost planned to die with Gu Huai'an just now.

"Take this and go..."

Gu Huai'an shook the fairy wand in his hand, and said:

"Quickly, change your clothes and take you to set off the fireworks."

Early this morning, Gu Huai'an was called out by Gu Zhun and dragged him to buy fireworks. These boxes were forgotten in the car, and Gu Huai'an saw them when he came.

Seeing that Shang Zhuoyan was in such a bad mood, he planned to take her down to set off fireworks so that at least it would relieve her a little.

Large-scale fireworks are definitely not allowed in urban areas, and police cars will come over within ten minutes of making any noise, and New Year's Eve is no exception.

But it's just such a small hand-held firework, and it doesn't make any sound. This is nothing to worry about, and no one will pursue it.

Of course, just in case, Gu Huai'an asked the staff on duty at the front desk of the hotel, and he would bring Shang Zhuoyan there after making sure there was no problem.

"Ah?" Shang Zhuoyan was slightly taken aback.

So just now, he went to get the fireworks in the car, didn't he leave?

"Quick..."

Gu Huaian urged.

"oh oh."

Then Shang Zhuoyan pouted and ran to the room to change clothes. To be honest, she didn't realize why she suddenly wanted to enter the room to change clothes until she put on her pants.

But as long as she reacts a little bit, she will know how funny her thought just now is...

She knew it was impossible for Gu Huai'an to leave without a reason!

It's even more impossible to just leave her alone like this!

He must be going out for something!
So how on earth did she think that Gu Huai'an disliked her and left?
Thinking of this, Shang Zhuoyan even wanted to open her tofu brain to see what was inside...

It feels like my brain has become dull in the past six months.

He is also true, won't he tell her? !
When she came out of the room, Shang Zhuoyan wore a pair of light blue denim trousers, the trousers were slightly rolled up, and the white short boots would match this color very well.

She always likes pink very much. She chooses a pink patterned sweater and a pink down jacket for her upper body.

The clothes seemed to add a bit of liveliness to her, and finally they were no longer so lifeless.

It's worth mentioning that maybe it's because she's thinner. I feel that she has a better figure, and she looks more temperamental when she wears clothes that are one size smaller.

"Let's go..."

Gu Huai'an opened the door first and went out, looked left and right to make sure that no one took the lead to go out.

Do it like a thief.

When entering the elevator, it is not going down, but going up.

"Why go up?" Shang Zhuoyan was still curious.

"Let's go to the rooftop." Gu Huai'an replied.

In fact, when setting off fireworks, it is reasonable to go downstairs, not because it looks good and safe, but because the roof of the building in winter is so special...

chilly!

As for why Gu Huai'an took Shang Zhuoyan to the rooftop...

It was because when he went downstairs to get the fireworks just now, he saw a familiar car in the parking lot.

That car was particularly like the one he had seen when he was on the elevated.

Maybe it's because he has been followed a lot by the paparazzi in the past six months. Gu Huai'an has gradually developed the habit of recognizing the paparazzi. Although he doesn't think there are paparazzi who will secretly take pictures of him on New Year's Eve, it can be regarded as a precautionary measure. Not to put it downstairs, it is easy to cause problems if it is photographed, and they can't film it if they go to the top of the building at night.

He didn't tell Shang Zhuoyan because he was afraid that she would be worried...

It's also fortunate that we can go to the top floor roof here, otherwise the fireworks would really be impossible to set off.

roof.

"Woooo..."

The cold wind was blowing desperately, scraping on the human skin, as if several knives were cutting human flesh.

Shang Zhuoyan couldn't help tightening the down jacket on her body, she was afraid of catching a cold, winter is too unfriendly to female stars...

Gu Huai'an also shrunk his clothes, MD's weather in Quancheng is too exaggerated, in summer it's 40 degrees hot lying at home sweating, and in winter it's cold to minus ten degrees.

It was the middle of the night, and it was the lowest temperature of the day, and here was the top floor. Gu Huai'an was a little shivering from the cold, so he couldn't help but say something to Shang Zhuoyan:
"To be honest, if it weren't for the fateful friendship, few people would accompany you to set off fireworks at this time."

"Puchi..."

Shang Zhuoyan laughed, she seldom laughed in the past six months, and no one made her laugh, so Gu Huai'an was able to make her laugh with his real and cheap words.

Gu Huaian took out a lighter...

"puff……"

A few fairy sticks were lit.

Then, with the help of these fires, several others were ignited.

Pass it to Shang Zhuoyan...

"How many years have you played this?"

The flames kept splashing, and Shang Zhuoyan stared at the burning fairy wand, feeling nostalgic for a moment.

The bright firelight occasionally reflected on Shang Zhuoyan's delicate doll face, it seemed that it was no longer full of sadness and sadness like in the room, maybe it was because the eyes were red after crying, but there was a little bit of sadness before. Smile, of course smile...

It's not the kind of happiness that Gu Huai'an imagined.

In fact, according to Huai'an's impression of Shang Zhuoyan, she should be very happy to play this game, but now she is just shaking the fairy stick and watching with a slight smile.

It's just weird, it's so distressing.

But anyway, she's in a better mood.

Gu Huai'an took her to play a few more, and when she played it, she felt that she was obviously happier. Fireworks are so wonderful and magical, maybe they are also fresh and beautiful, and they always make people happy.

When the fireworks were set off, Shang Zhuoyan would occasionally look in Gu Huai'an's direction, Gu Huai'an's face looked quite carefree and happy under the light of the fire...

This will make her unable to bear to think, even if she is not in a good condition now, she should be happier than him after doing this kind of thing, but why can't she be happy?
For a moment, she seemed to have some understanding.

Because she knew very well that such beauty did not seem to belong to her.

He just felt sorry for himself.

"May I make a wish?" Gu Huai'an suddenly said at this moment.

"Ok?"

Shang Zhuoyan was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but say:

"What is this wish for?"

Who made a wish on the fireworks? For no reason, you thought it was a little girl selling matches?
"Whatever, let's make a wish..." Gu Huai'an chuckled.

He actually wanted to say something to comfort Shang Zhuoyan, mainly because he really didn't have much culture, he couldn't say those beautiful words, and he was afraid that what he said would be hypocritical and greasy, and in the end the whole Thai pants would be too embarrassing.

Just say make a wish.

Make her happy.

Shang Zhuoyan smiled, why is Gu Huai'an always so inexplicable...

"呲呲..."

The fairy wand in her hand was still burning with sparks, Shang Zhuoyan stared at the fire and suddenly wondered what she would make if she made a wish.

For a moment, she glanced at Gu Huai'an, shook her head slightly, and finally said nothing, and did not make a wish.

"Why didn't you make a wish?" Gu Huai'an asked again.

Shang Zhuoyan said:
"Because I know my wish is impossible to come true."

Her big watery and beautiful eyes just stared straight at Gu Huai'an, the flames seemed to cast many shadows on her delicate pretty face.

"..."

Gu Huai'an was silent for a while, and suddenly he didn't know what to say.

He knew what Shang Zhuoyan meant very well.

But after a while, he actually finished a sentence:
"There is still a difference between dreams and wishful thinking. If you are wishful thinking, then you must..."

"……roll!"

Shang Zhuoyan's head was full of black lines, and when he really couldn't stand his seriousness, he suddenly got weird, kicked him several times angrily, chased him and slapped and hit him.

Gu Huai'an laughed and beat her with a fairy stick, in a daze, it seemed that they had found the feeling they had in Yunnan again.

……

They almost finished setting off the fireworks they brought, and they went down because it was too cold.

Back in the room, Shang Zhuoyan's hands were terribly cold, she actually wanted Gu Huai'an to cover her, but she was too embarrassed to open her mouth, so she put it next to her mouth and kept breathing.

Gu Huai'an helped her pour a cup of hot water, asked her to hold warm hands, pointed to the dinner he brought, and asked:
"Do you want to eat more? Didn't you say you haven't eaten all day?"

As he spoke, he pointed to the sausage and trotters and said:
"It's delicious, you should try it first, if it's not good, you'll hit me..."

"...I won't eat it, I don't really want to eat it, let's eat it tomorrow morning."

Shang Zhuoyan smiled slightly and shook her head.

She just stared at Gu Huai'an like this, a pair of big doll-like eyes stared at Gu Huai'an a little hairy, just about to ask her if she could stop staring at herself like this, suddenly...

Somehow mist began to form in her big eyes, and then big tears began to roll down her cheeks.

"...Why are you crying again..."

Gu Huai'an was speechless, how could this be coaxed? !

Shang Zhuoyan pouted, she smiled, and felt that she was hypocritical, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, even though she knew that she should not ask for anything extravagantly, she still said:
"I was just thinking, how nice it would be if you could stay with me like this all the time."

Gu Huaian started to pretend to be stupid again, he said:

"We are good friends, if you need me, come."

As he said that, he picked up a piece of sausage, broke a piece and stuffed it into his mouth, then handed a piece to Shang Zhuoyan for her to taste, trying to arouse her appetite by saying that the taste of what he ate was delicious.

But Shang Zhuoyan still shook her head.

I don't know if she was tired from crying and Shang Zhuoyan yawned and said:

"You go, go back, it's late."

She really didn't expect that there would be a day when she would take the initiative to let Gu Huai'an go.

"Um……"

Gu Huai'an nodded and was a little uneasy to be honest, but he had no reason to stay.

What should be done, has been done.

"Okay, I'm fine, don't worry, how can I be so easily defeated?"

Seeing that Gu Huai'an just nodded but didn't leave, Shang Zhuoyan pursed her lips and said arrogantly:
"It's a lot more stressful than that when you're abroad."

When she said that, Gu Huai'an just felt relieved, nodded with a smile, helped her pack up the dinner she brought for the night, put on a down jacket at the door, and then planned to leave.

Before leaving, he explained that he would come to see Shang Zhuoyan tomorrow morning and bring her some home-steamed yellow noodle nests, which tasted so delicious after being deep-fried and sprinkled with sugar.

"it is good."

Shang Zhuoyan sent Gu Huai'an away with a smile, and sent him into the elevator...

Originally, she was smiling, but at the moment when the elevator door closed, she seemed to be drained of all her strength, and the smile on her face was gone...

It disappeared immediately, as if it had never been there.

You have to pretend to be happy, pretend to be okay, pretend to be strong...

very tired.

……

(End of this chapter)