Participating in the romance show, this little fresh meat is too down-to-earth

Chapter 282: My heart is: If I like you, I will give you love, and I will give you the right to choose!

"..."

There was an awkward silence in the air.

"pattering..."

Only the sound of the waves constantly beating reminds the "Android CP" on the coast that their ears are not deaf.

Originally, after hearing a frank "like" from Gu Huaian's mouth, Shang Zhuoyan thought that she would be very happy, cry with joy, throw herself on Gu Huaian, kiss him, and laugh happily...

Of course, she may not laugh, she may cry, because she has been waiting for this sentence for too long.

But she never expected that her reaction would be...

Surprised?

surprise?

Ok……

That's pretty much it.

Anyway, she was far from being as happy as she imagined, far from it.

Because she felt like she forced Gu Huaian to say this.

Although Gu Huaian made it clear that he did not pity her or feel sorry for her, she still knew very well that these words may be what Gu Huaian meant, but they were not what he wanted to say willingly.

Tears slowly came out of her eyes, very disappointing.

The tip of Shang Zhuoyan's nose was sore, and she was about to cry again for some reason, and she obviously didn't like this...

She didn't know why she and Gu Huaian were like this.

What kind?

It was him who made her laugh. He had to have intention, deliberateness, and purpose.

Even when she was teased by him, she deliberately cooperated with him, otherwise she would not be able to laugh no matter what.

"Anything else to say?"

She tried her best to suppress the urge to choke, and asked Gu Huai'an with a hint of crying in her voice.

When she asked, her pretty, doll-like face was full of various complex expressions.

There was joy, there was indeed it. She tried her best to squeeze out a few smiles that were not ugly, making the atmosphere less solemn and making it more likely that the topic of their chat would shift to a "joking" direction.

But on her face, you could see more fear and... fear.

Afraid that Gu Huai'an would say something that she couldn't bear no matter what.

indeed……

Gu Huaian can indeed speak.

"How could there be no further words..."

Gu Huaian smiled bitterly and leaned back, holding his hands behind his back. He raised his head and looked at the sea in the distance. He picked up a few stones and threw them into the sea. He turned to look at Shang Zhuoyan. There was no hesitation in his eyes, and he no longer evaded, he just said:

"Have you ever thought about our future? Have you ever thought about what will happen to you and what will happen to us?"

This is the question that Gu Huaian has been thinking about all night tonight. Shang Zhuoyan is always willful, always irrational, and always acts according to his own temper.

As a result, she was able to do such a thing as abducting Gu Huai'an backstage at the concert last year and taking him to a hotel room to force him into the palace.

If you say that Gu Huaian is indecisive, it would be better to say that he is too sober and rational.

Precisely because he knew the consequences, not just feeling sorry for Pei Jingshu, Gu Huaian always chose to avoid and evade the issue of Shang Zhuoyan.

It's not that he doesn't want to face it, but he can't face it at all.

The kindness of two people has brought harm to more people. Is this how it should be?

"Last night, you said it yourself, you couldn't stand such a day..."

He must have opened up his heart. Gu Huaian also said to Shang Zhuoyan unceremoniously:

"How could you think that I would have the heart to let you endure such a life?"

She agreed that if Zhuo Yan was in love, she should show off and show off openly and openly!

Not to mention that she doesn't want to live that kind of life, she can't live it, and Gu Huaian doesn't want her to live that kind of life either!

Gu Huaian wanted her to always be like the last night of recording "Crystal Love Season" in Yunnan, hold the trumpet openly without caring about anyone's eyes, shout out her love passionately, and live like what all girls yearn for!
But do you see what she looks like now?

If Gu Huaian agrees to her, what will happen to her?

Gu Huaian didn't dare to think about this at all. This was what he couldn't bear the most!

Gu Huaian's words, "How could you think I would have the heart to let you live such a life?" really hit Shang Zhuoyan, breaking the tears she had been holding back for a long time.

Those tears began to flow down uncontrollably.

She didn't make a sound, just let the tears flow down her cheeks...

She was sitting very close to the waves, and when the tide came over, it would occasionally hit her buttocks. Anyway, her buttocks were already wet, so she didn't care anymore.

It’s just that tears occasionally drip into the waves that happen to be sweeping over...

How much Shang Zhuoyan thought that those sorrows were like these tears, falling into the sea and being swept away by the waves.

But this is unrealistic after all...

She thought she should be happy because she could hear Gu Huai'an admitting his liking, but she couldn't be happy no matter what, because she seemed to anticipate what Gu Huai'an was going to say later.

"I used to like reading novels, the kind of scumbag type..."

Seeing her sad look, Gu Huaian wanted to comfort her, but didn't know how to start. He just turned his head as far as possible and continued:

"The male protagonist is very capable. He has been reborn. His childhood sweethearts, Bai Yueguang, treasure girls, and school girls all circle around him, playing around with various supporting characters, pretending to slap him in the face, and so on. very good……"

"To be honest, it was very enjoyable to watch. In the end, he took in the two heroines, and also took in many Yingying Yanyan who created very vivid images. The key is that the harem was peaceful, and they both gave birth to children for him. The last two I really didn’t expect that the two heroines actually reconciled..."

As he was talking, he suddenly laughed, and he didn't know why. When he smiled, Shang Zhuoyan also wanted to laugh.

Shang Zhuoyan's head was still buried in her arms. She did not raise her head, fearing that Gu Huaian would see her crying and embarrassment, but she still raised her beautiful hand in disgust and slapped Gu Huaian's eyes several times.

I originally thought it was Gu Huaian making a joke, but who knew that after dodging Shang Zhuoyan's slap, Gu Huaian actually asked:
"Do you think I am the kind of male protagonist, or can you and Pei Jingshu do that?"

In one sentence, Shang Zhuoyan was silenced.

Even the jade hand that had not had time to completely retract it froze in mid-air.

yes……

Among girls in this era, who can share their man with others?

Modern women who have received nine years of compulsory education cannot accept this anyway, unless you say you don't like this man, you just love his money or power.

Anyway, Shang Zhuoyan asked herself, she couldn't share Gu Huaian with Pei Jingshu no matter what. She used to think she could do it, but every time she saw them showing affection, it felt like her heart was cut by a knife.

She was silent, still silent.

But Gu Huaian seemed to be unable to hold back his words. He spoke eloquently:

"At least in that novel, there are two heroines and one has a weak and submissive personality. It's good for you two, one is stronger than the other..."

At this point, Gu Huaian smiled bitterly as if he was mocking himself.

To be honest, he had really thought about the red flag at home and the colorful flags fluttering outside for a while. After all, we are a systematic man, so why can't we compare to the protagonist of a novel?

Isn't it just a harem? Just open it!
But the problem is, the picture is happy for a while, it is opened, and then what?
Then when these two fierce heroines really get together, they will tear him apart.

Sometimes Gu Huai'an really thought, if any of Shang Zhuoyan and Pei Jingshu had a more submissive personality, he might have opened this harem long ago.

Pei Jingshu seemed calm and submissive to Gu Huaian, but Gu Huaian believed that whenever he touched her bottom line, she would immediately cut him off no matter how reluctant he was to let go.

There was no sand in her eyes.

And Shang Zhuoyan is such a proud girl...

The two of them are not incompatible with water and fire, so how can water and fire come together to make a pot of boiling water for drinking? They are incompatible with fire and fire, and each has its own thing.

When the time comes, you won't care if it's a red flag or a colorful flag. You can burn it all, including Gu Huaian, and not even a scrap will be left.

"Let me tell you something..."

Seeing that Shang Zhuoyan was still silent, Gu Huaian couldn't help but continue:

"Do you still remember what I told you yesterday, don't play games in front of the camera?"

Shang Zhuoyan silently raised her head and rubbed her face, which had been stained by crying, with her hands. She knew she looked very embarrassed, but she really didn't want to cry anymore.

She nodded slightly and said in a hoarse voice:

"Know...know."

Hearing this, Gu Huaian also nodded and continued:

"To be honest, I lied to Pei Jingshu. She saw my game records that day and asked me. I subconsciously said that someone else played my account, not me..." "I didn't do anything wrong. Never, but I always lied to her, that’s all about the strawberry prints, and I shouldn’t lie to her about games like this..."

"But I really can't tell her. I'm afraid that if I tell her even a little bit, it will affect our relationship and make her think too much..."

When Gu Huaian saw her cooking noodles in his apartment that day, he wanted to give her his whole world. She should deserve the best.

Gu Huaian wanted to be her parasol, shielding her from the harsh sun and wind and rain, so he didn't want to tell Pei Jingshu anything that could affect them.

He wanted to digest all this silently by himself, and wanted to deal with everything by himself.

Pei Jingshu cannot and should not worry about such things.

When listening to these words, Shang Zhuoyan felt very sad, but more of it was jealousy. Why did Pei Jingshu deserve his love so much, but she could only listen to him say these words with her butt wet? !
But immediately after, Gu Huai'an's words made her a little bit happier.

Gu Huaian said:

"Of course, I don't deny it, it's because I feel guilty..."

"Because I like you, I care about you, no matter how I say my intentions for you are not that pure, you know, I know, she doesn't know it before she tastes it, she will see it."

Having said this, he paused, picked up a stone, threw it into the turbulent and unclean sea water, as if he hated iron, and then said:

"I really admire those scumbag male protagonists. They can get intimate with this girl and immediately embrace another girl without any psychological burden. This is something I can't do..."

"I think, if the relationship between the two of us goes further, how will I feel when facing Pei Jingshu?"

"Guilty?"

"Well...it should be."

"In any case, it's impossible to be as pure as before."

"I am a person who can talk nonsense and run on the train without blinking an eye, without blushing and without a beating heart. But if I do something wrong, I will never have the face to face others. Those things will be written on my face and will be easily betrayed by others. Discover."

He is just a normal person with normal views.

He just wants to be a normal, good man.

But it felt like everything around him was forcing him to...

He could push Jiang Yao away indifferently, just like that night, if Jiang Yao's son didn't call, even if Jiang Yao threatened him, he would still push Jiang Yao away.

But he really couldn't push Shang Zhuoyan away again and again.

It's not just that every time he pushes Shang Zhuoyan away, she seems to wither like a flower, but more because...

It's really hard for him to push Shang Zhuoyan away.

She is so enthusiastic and likes him so much, let alone Gu Huaian, he is a man... No!No one can push her away cruelly!
"Ugh..."

Mostly touched by Gu Huai'an's words, Shang Zhuoyan let out a sob, she bit her lip lightly, tried her best to keep the tears from shedding, don't shed, really don't shed!

But in the end, she couldn't hold back a single tear.

It was like no matter how hard she tried to keep Gu Huaian, she seemed unable to keep him.

She never expected that he would make her so sad on the day when he first took the initiative to say that he liked her.

In fact, what Gu Huaian said was very considerate of her face...

Gu Huaian didn't tell her the most cruel and serious consequences.

If that's true, if the two of them continue like this, if they are exposed in the future, their careers will be stagnant, their houses will collapse, and they will be abused by the entire Internet...

Wait for these!

Can they really bear it? !
It's not as simple as she thought!

She Shang Zhuoyan could have said it without any shame:
"I like you. As long as you are by my side, I am not afraid of anything. It doesn't matter what happens to me!"

That is the "romance" that belongs exclusively to Shuangwen novels and TV series!
Instead of real romance!
It’s not something that should be included in an entertainment novel!

They are stars!
Be an entertainer!
He's a public figure!
It's okay if the sea is calm, but once a little bit of information is exposed, it will be like the sea water in front of Gu Huaian. You will immediately feel that it is unclean, and you will not dare to eat any seafood!
In the past few years in domestic entertainment, have there been few artists whose houses have collapsed?
What happened to them?
What are the consequences?
It's not just as simple as a house being destroyed, everything in their past will be dug out and their flesh will be exposed, and even rumors will be spread to smear them!

Gu Huaian didn't care whether he was scolded or not, but he never dared to imagine that a female idol like Shang Zhuoyan, who was cheered by thousands of people on stage, was spurned by so many people and even called her...

The scene of calling her "mistress"!

He really didn't dare think about those things.

Just the "online reports" like last year tortured her into what she is now, and the consequences of them continuing like this, the "online reports" about the collapse of the house, are ten times more exaggerated than last year, believe it or not!
If you look at those entertainment novels, you will see some people saying, how can any entertainment harem be opened?

Gu Huaian also wanted to decide early on whether it was pure love or a harem, but it was never that easy to decide!

"So...what exactly do you mean?"

Shang Zhuoyan wanted to lower her head, but she always stubbornly raised her proud neck.

The moonlight refracted through the gaps in the clouds, and it just hit her pretty face covered with tears...

She turned to look at Gu Huaian and asked:

"Are you going to push me away? You want to say that from now on, you will never see me again, and you will never care about my life. I don't care about you anymore?"

Gu Huaian's "I like you, Shang Zhuoyan" was like a confession, but Shang Zhuoyan never expected that within half an hour of being confessed by his favorite man, he would break up with him.

She couldn't imagine what else Gu Huaian could mean besides this result.

"Crash..."

Under the moonlight, the waves kept hitting the shore, and a stone in the distance always made a sound when it was washed by the waves. It was not annoying, but slightly relieved the embarrassing atmosphere.

"..."

Gu Huaian didn't speak for a long time.

In fact, he is also a rather emotional person. He had been in a long-distance relationship with Pei Jingshu for several months, and when Pei Jingshu secretly surprised him, he was moved to tears.

He thought he might shed tears when he opened his heart to Shang Zhuoyan, but it seemed that he didn't...

He is surprisingly sane.

for a long time……

Shang Zhuoyan just kept staring at Gu Huaian with those big watery eyes.

The tears no longer flowed, as if they had all flowed away, and they were all washed away with the unclean sea.

Just when Shang Zhuoyan's patience was finally exhausted by Gu Huai'an, Gu Huai'an suddenly raised his head, turned to look at Shang Zhuoyan, the eyes of the two exchanged in mid-air, and under the dark moonlight, they seemed to be able to actually see generally.

Looking at that face, Gu Huaian felt a little distressed, and he just said:
"I'll listen to you."

"……what?"

Shang Zhuoyan was stunned when she said this, her pretty face like a Barbie doll looked confused.

To be honest, based on her impression of Gu Huaian, she thought Gu Huaian would say "I don't know". After all, this was his usual style, always evading and evading again and again.

She didn't escape suddenly today, she really didn't expect it.

but also...

His answer was even more unexpected to her.

"What do you mean?"

Her head was a little confused and her expression was a little dull. She didn't know whether to be happy or worried, let alone what Gu Huaian's words meant.

"The choice is given to you..."

Gu Huaian didn't hesitate anymore. He picked up a stone and threw it into the sea again, as if to vent his anger. He said:

"I've thought about it for a long time. As far as I'm concerned, I can't give you any answer. I want to give you what you want, but I'm also worried about the consequences. I'm not a human being inside and out because of the back and forth."

"It's better to leave the choice to you. Anyway, I've made everything clear to you..."

Speaking of this, he looked at Shang Zhuoyan again, and smiled at her very rarely, and what was even rarer was that this smile was not as silly as before.

他 说:

"If you think about it, no matter what happens, we can walk together for a while, at least for a while."

"And if you haven't thought about it, we..."

"You can also do it..."

"Ha...forget it, we probably can't be friends."

"Then it's really a matter of one-off and two-off."

Having said this, he smiled mockingly to himself again.

It looks easy, but the smile is really heavy.

……

(End of this chapter)