My mother is an educated youth

Chapter 152 Mom, I Want You to Choose

"Of course, this is the meaning of me, your father and your brother, Xiuxiu, our family has been separated for too long, we don't want to be separated from you anymore, come back.

Xiuxiu, even if it's not for you, it's for us, for Xing Xing, you have to come back.You let Xingxing grow up in the countryside, she will still have to face the loess and her back to the sky in the future, she has to earn work points to support herself, and she can't marry any good men, they are all vulgar and uneducated people, Xiuxiu, you Do you want Xingxing's future to be like this? "

"Don't you want her to live the same life as Missy? Just like when you were a child."

just like when you were a kid...

Zheng Xiuxiu became more silent, her expression was in a trance, what kind of life did she live when she was a child, carefree, with endless clothes and shoes, endless hair ties and hairpins, these are the most basic, she doesn't use anything Do it, but you can have things that many people dare not dream of.

In contrast, fortunately now, she wants to issue a little card, and she has to make a new year's wish...
Does she really want her daughter to live the life she is now?

Zheng Xiuxiu didn't know.

After hanging up the phone, she came out in a daze, feeling that the sun was glaring too much, she raised her hand to block the sun, Jian Xingxing rushed over like a small cannonball, raised her head and asked cheerfully.

"Mom, you've finished the phone call, so when are we going to see grandpa, grandma and uncle~~~"

"If it's convenient for parents, we can go there for a while in the next few days, and we can come back when we have to work in spring. You can get together with your family more."

Yan Weimin didn't notice Zheng Xiuxiu's hidden emotions. He also looked at Zheng Xiuxiu with a smile and encouraged her to go home to find her parents. After all, she hasn't been home for so many years, so it's normal to go home and have a look.

"Let's talk about it later, they are not available yet."

Zheng Xiuxiu forced a smile and told everyone to go home first, and we will talk about the rest later.

"It's fine. I must be busy when I go back. If I don't go back before the beginning of spring, then I can go back after the beginning of spring when I am busy with spring plowing. I can stay longer."

Yan Weimin cheerfully helped Zheng Xiuxiu plan.

In the end, he also has a single-mindedness. At the beginning, he doubted whether Zheng Xiuxiu would abandon her like Chen Na. After he believed her, he also had a single-mindedness that Zheng Xiuxiu's feelings would not change. Zheng Xiuxiu won't leave him.

Zheng Xiuxiu's mood was difficult to comment on, and she showed something on her face. Although it was not obvious, both Yan Xing, Yan Nan and Jian Xingxing were keenly aware of something.Jian Xingxing only knew that her mother was not very emotional, but she didn't know why. The two brothers Yan Xing and Yan Nan lowered their eyes, but they had a little guess.

"Go, go home, fortunately, don't you want a windmill? Dad will make one for you, let's go!"

Yan Weimin held Jian Xingxing with one hand and Yan Sheng with the other, and Yan Sheng smiled so hard that he couldn't see his eyes.

"Then I want it too, hehe, Dad, I want a big windmill!"

"Okay, no problem!"

Yan Weimin's face had the same clear and stupid expression as Yan Sheng's. Yan Xing and Yan Nan brothers sighed, not knowing how to remind this old father.

The past few days have nothing to do, and the New Year's greetings are over, and the next thing is to play by himself, Yan Weimin had a whim, he wanted to catch fish in winter, and he wanted to swim in winter, and said to exercise, he jumped up and down, very busy.

Zheng Xiuxiu, on the other hand, went to the commune almost every day to make phone calls, and almost every time she came back, the sadness on her face became a little bit heavier, and later she found an excuse to bring Jian Xingxing there alone.

"Mom, it's grandpa and grandma, do they miss me?"

Jian Xingxing held Zheng Xiuxiu's hand and asked in a daze.

"Well, Xingxing likes grandpa, grandma and uncle?"

Zheng Xiuxiu asked lightly.

"like."

"Compared with Dad, Big Brother, Second Brother and Third Brother, who does Xingxing like more?"

Zheng Xiuxiu squatted down and looked seriously at her daughter's big shining eyes.

She hesitated for several days, but she couldn't make a decision. She didn't want to be that kind of bad woman who abandoned her husband and son, and she didn't want Xingxing to change her father again, but she didn't want Xingxing to be trapped in this life for the rest of her life. In the ravine, how should she choose?

"Well... I like my father, my eldest brother, my second brother and my third brother."

Jian Xingxing frowned hesitantly, but said honestly.

"why?"

Zheng Xiuxiu was a little surprised, she thought that she would like everyone with Xingxing's ability to serve water.

"Because we have been with my father, elder brother and them. I haven't seen my grandparents and uncles. I just think they are my mother's parents. I will like them, but I won't like them more."

With a chubby little face, Jian Xingxing said the shocking truth in a childish voice.

Zheng Xiuxiu's heart trembled, she pursed her lips, and then asked.

"Does Xingxing like to live the life now? Do you want to live the life your mother used to? There are endless delicious food, endless beautiful clothes, and the little hairpin you like. You can do whatever you like. Buy whatever you want."

"No, mom, I think it's fine now. I like small hairpins, but I don't need all kinds of hairpins. Just a few. Mom, I like this place better."

Jian Xingxing stared at Zheng Xiuxiu with her big clear eyes.

She seemed to know something, seemed to be hinting at something.Zheng Xiuxiu suddenly hugged Jian Xingxing's neck and pulled her into her arms, her words choked with sobs.

"But the small hairpin can choose not to, but many things in the future will be..."

"Mom, do you want to leave Dad and Brother?"

Jian Xingxing said it out, and for the first time there was sadness in her milky voice, she asked with red eyes, weeping.

"I don't want to, but Mom has to make a choice."

Zheng Xiuxiu's thoughts were exposed by her daughter, she was not afraid, only relieved.

In the past few days, she couldn't eat and couldn't sleep, and she kept thinking about this matter over and over again. How should she choose, and no matter how she chooses, one party will be sad.

"Mom, I want you to choose a father. There are fathers, big brothers, second brothers, third brothers, Susu and Xiaoqin. I like everyone very much. I don't want to live a good life. I just want our family to be together." .

Stay here, and you can go back to see grandpa, grandma and uncle when you have time in the future, but if you leave, you will never come back here again. "

Jian Xingxing held Zheng Xiuxiu's small face and said seriously, the mother and son looked at each other, one was immature and cute and the other was soft and beautiful, but both had tears in their eyes.

This is the first time that Jian Xingxing has asked her mother to interfere with her mother's decision. She also has her own selfishness. For her, her father and three brothers are the best. She does not long for an outside life. Like the joy of being here.

If you leave, you will never come back here.

Yes, and Yan Weimin has already been betrayed once. If she abandons him too, Yan Weimin will definitely be more extreme than before. He will never see her again. Fortunately, he will never have this father and three brothers.

Zheng Xiuxiu recalled the previous bits and pieces. The two of them had been married for a short time, exactly one year, but they had experienced many things during this year. Yan Weimin was very kind to her, and even helped her parents as much as she could, which she couldn't do. A heartless person.

She lowered her eyes, as if she had made up her mind.

(End of this chapter)