Fengqi Jingshi

Chapter 127 A Dream (5)

She is indeed not the best candidate for Shen Junzhuo's bride. Even if Shu Ya's relationship is put aside, her status is far from him. If Mrs. Jiang doesn't want Shen Yu to find her, how can Mrs. Yu want Shen Junzhuo? What about her?

There are no parents in the world who do not love their children. She is the one who is sorry for Mrs. Yu's deep friendship at the beginning. It is good to just be a relative and walk around honestly. Why do you want to be a daughter-in-law?
Shu Yao smiled self-deprecatingly, it's so good now, even relatives don't want to leave.

She leaned her head against the wall of the car, the loess road was very uneven, the carriage bumped violently, bumping her head every now and then.Mother Liu couldn't see it, and took a soft cushion to put it under her head, but she waved her hand, unwilling to take it.

It's good to touch like this, her heart hurts badly, this kind of touch should distract her spirit and make her numb, so as not to let the tears flow out continuously.

The day before, they passed by the inn where they met Shen Junzhuo. The postman and the postman obviously did not have the enthusiasm at that time, so she realized that they had been favored by him for a long time, and only with his care could they receive the enthusiasm of those people entertain.She couldn't show her face yesterday, because of the people in the escort agency, the post station didn't take them seriously.

We will continue on our way for one night.Shu Yao thought, I don't know when he will find out that he is gone. She keeps the flowers he sends every day, and so many flowers decorate her inner room as if she is trapped in a sea of ​​flowers. Cut one, put it between the temples, and smiled silly in the mirror, imagining how he would react if he saw her wearing flowers.

She left and asked her elder sister to accept those flowers as usual. She felt guilty for leaving without saying goodbye, and she was afraid that as long as he kept her, she would never be able to move again.But she can't stay, he deserves someone better to love him, she is too humble, her suffering and pain are all seen by him, a woman in this world, even if her clothes are disheveled and seen by others, is considered a failure She lost her chastity, not to mention she was hugged like that!

Her heart sank little by little, falling into the boundless abyss, and she didn't even want to struggle, letting herself sink like this.

Mother Liu looked at her pale face, full of worries, frowning and fiddling with the teacup and the small stove in her hand, thinking about what to say to make her happy, but only she can solve her own worries, and maybe she will be happy in the future. After a few days, when she returned to Yongzhou, she would be happier in a different environment.Thinking about it this way, I couldn't say anything.

The pot on the small stove began to blow white gas, bubbling and bubbling. Mama Liu lifted the pot and poured the water into the teacup. Mama Liu thought about waiting for the water to cool down before handing it to Shu Yao. The lamp was stuck on the small table, but just after putting it on, the carriage stopped suddenly, and the scalding water almost spilled out.

Shu Yao was startled, thinking that it was still early, and she should not have reached the next station yet.Just wondering, the escort came to the side of the car and said in a low voice:

"Miss, there is something strange. There are more refugees than usual in the vicinity."

Could it be that there is a food shortage again?Shu Yao thought about it, such things happen all the year round in Yongzhou, if his father hadn't tried every means to collect food, those lake residents would have made a big fuss long ago.It's just that this is not Yongzhou after all, so we can't use the situation in Yongzhou as a comparison, so I asked the escort through the curtain:
"In your opinion, can you still move forward?"

The head of the escort took a look at a few refugees sitting on the ground. Even though they were far away, he could see that they were sallow and emaciated, and they were taking off their clothes and catching lice in the sun.

　As I write this, I am afraid that everyone will say that the heroine is too contrived.

　　But she is not time-traveling, not rebirth, she is just a 15-year-old girl, she needs a process of growth, without experiencing it, she will not grow, and she will not overcome her psychological barriers.Therefore, such a plot is in line with the setting of this character.

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(End of this chapter)