ban heartbeat in thriller

Chapter 112 Utopia Township (4)

Zhao Yutang doesn't always stay at home. Every morning, she goes to the community square to stay for a while. The community where she lives now has very complete leisure facilities, and there are people in the square almost all the time.

Most of the time, Zhao Yutang would not join the women's conversations, she just listened quietly from the sidelines. After a few days, everyone thought she was relatively introverted and didn't care about her reticence.

Xu Yazhi is the most enthusiastic one among the women. Due to her personality, she treats everyone equally and is very willing to help Zhao Yutang integrate into this place. In addition, she thinks that Zhao Yutang is a good listener, and she is willing to tell her some things in her heart.

"I've always been in a trance recently. I suddenly called my husband by the wrong name yesterday when I was cooking for my husband."

Speaking of this, Xu Yazhi's expression was very embarrassing. At that time, her husband was not angry. After all, the men here are all equally good-tempered, but she never found the name that she blurted out in her memory.

If it was someone she didn't know, how could she blurt out that name?
"This is so strange. My husband and I are our first love, and I don't usually have any male friends. I even asked people around me, but no one knows anyone with that name."

This matter troubled Xu Yazhi for a long time, she shook her head, "I didn't intend to pursue it at first, but I sent my husband out today, and I called the wrong one again! And I didn't react for a while, I seemed to think that I was Husband called that name, isn't it scary?"

She has always been cheerful and optimistic, and rarely feels melancholy. Zhao Yutang followed her words and talked about her love life, "How did you and your husband meet?"

"It was introduced by Dr. Shen."

Zhao Yutang was stunned for a moment, "Shen Yan?"

Shen Yan had actually been a matchmaker?
Perhaps she was too surprised, Xu Yazhi laughed and said, "Why are you so surprised, Dr. Shen knows many people, and several of my couples and friends are also known by him on the front line."

"I just didn't expect Dr. Shen to be so enthusiastic...you continue to talk."

"I can't remember the exact details, but I was in a bad mood during that time, and I didn't even want to live anymore. Dr. Shen was my psychiatrist. He introduced a man to me one day, who is my current husband. It's so strange. My husband knew my preferences from the first time we met, he was completely my type, and then we got married."

She saw the complicated expression on Zhao Yutang's face, "Why, don't you believe in love at first sight?"

"No."

Zhao Yutang asked softly, "About the reason why you are in a bad mood, don't you remember at all?"

Xu Yazhi smiled: "Dr. Shen said that this kind of emotion is common. In order to avoid the painful memory, it will automatically fold the sad part. I am living a good life now, and I don't want to know what I went through before."

Even though she said so, her expression was not too relaxed, she usually would not think of these things, and she always felt a little awkward when asked by Zhao Yutang.

Does she really not want to know?

Zhao Yutang nodded, without further questioning, but casually revealed to her, "The reason why I haven't been able to sleep well recently is actually the same as yours. I always feel that I'm not married, let alone have children."

Xu Yazhi looked at her in shock, "Why?!"

Zhao Yutang frowned in confusion, "I won't lie to you, I really feel that life is very strange now."

Now the two are in the same sympathy. Xu Yazhi ignored her "little problem" and began to ask Zhao Yutang's situation in detail. This was not Zhao Yutang's original intention. She tried to change the subject, "Since we are both like this If you are in the same situation, then it is not a coincidence, there must be some details that we have overlooked, if you think about it again, isn’t the situation of those crazy people a bit similar to ours?”

Zhao Yutang’s most obvious feeling during his stay here these days is “falseness”. An overly comfortable life is fake, and a family that is too harmonious is fake. This kind of falsehood does not mean that such a situation cannot exist in reality, but that everyone is happy. Too uniform, "perfect husband" and "perfect wife" seem to be produced on the same assembly line, and their designers must lack complete social experience, thinking that everyone's ideal home is the same.

In particular, everyone lives in the "false" without knowing it, and never explores the details and the past. They talk about the present and imagine the future, but they don't mention how they grew up and what setbacks they encountered in their growth. existed.

Zhao Yutang said these things to Xu Yazhi at this moment, hoping that she would stop numbing herself, and at least think about what she was like in the past.

Xu Yazhi lowered her head, her expression couldn't be seen clearly, "I, I don't know, maybe we are sick too?"

She said blankly, "I am very happy now. I have a husband who loves me and a lovely child. I don't want to destroy all of this."

Her posture is too fragile, as if it would break if touched, Zhao Yutang couldn't bear to say it, and only asked softly in her heart: What if all this is crumbling like a bubble?
Zhao Yutang decided to change the method, "You said Dr. Shen was your former psychiatrist, do you know where he lives?"

This city is sunny and rainless all year round, with a suitable temperature, and has the most suitable conditions for people to live in. Only the southern suburbs of the city are often shrouded in dark clouds, sometimes cloudy and sunny, and the temperature is several degrees lower than that of the urban area.

Zhao Yutang was specially reminded when he came over, so he wore thicker clothes, even so, he still shivered a few times when he got out of the car.

She didn't see anyone around, so she called Xu Yazhi.

"Yazhi, are you coming soon?"

Xu Yazhi faltered, "I'm sorry Yutang, I thought about it and still don't know how to tell Dr. Shen..."

Zhao Yutang was dumbfounded.

Come here, there is no reason to go back.

Thinking of this, Zhao Yutang walked towards the only building here, a small three-story bungalow. This house is retro in style, with mottled walls and creepers growing around the fence. It looks like it has been around for a while.

Compared with the completely unified new buildings in the urban area, it has a more lifelike atmosphere.

Zhao Yutang walked to the door and found that the low door was unlocked, and even the door was open, as if waiting for her for a long time.

"Jingle--"

The wind chimes at the eaves swayed with the wind, jingling, Zhao Yutang pushed the door, but stopped.

1 minute, 2 minutes...

The person behind the door couldn't bear his temper and pushed the door open, "Why don't you come in?"

He had obviously been waiting for her for an unknown amount of time, the untied neckline was blown open by the wind, and the two collarbones were just exposed.

Zhao Yutang smiled as soon as he saw him, his slightly round almond-shaped eyes were curved, and his smile dazzled.

Shen Yan was stunned for a moment, and quickly came back to his senses, frowning, "What are you laughing at?"

Without outsiders around, his bad temper can't be hidden.

(End of this chapter)