Morbid pet

An invisible bomb exploded silently in Chang Le's heart.

Those dusty old things in the past are suddenly brought up again, and the pain in my heart will still be there.

Zhou Yu suddenly asked: "Chuchu, did you really accidentally stab his eyelash that day?"

Chang Le gave a disturbed hum, she didn't stab it by accident that day, of course she did it on purpose, otherwise why delay?

But she didn't tell Zhou Yu these words.

Because she clearly knew what kind of person she was in Zhou Yu's heart.

It is pure, beautiful and noble.

A woman who is not stained with cause and effect, and is not stained with dust.

Instead of such a resentful and vicious woman now.

Chang Le hadn't told Zhou Yu about the uninhabited wilderness in her heart.

The children were frightened, and when they arrived at the platform, they were taken down by the mother to put them to sleep.

Changle asked Zhou Yu to stay, she wanted to chat with him.

In the quiet courtyard, there is a pool of clear water, which can just reflect the full moon in the sky, red as blood.

Changle looked back while walking.

Zhou Yu has been silently following behind her, sharing the vast sky with her.

The sound of frogs is continuous, and the crickets are dancing.

Chang Le squatted down next to the rockery. She moved the water plants in the pool and played with the koi.

Zhou Yu stood beside her, and suddenly said, "Aren't you driving me away this time?"

Chang Le shook his head, and the movements of his hands stopped.

"I want to talk to you."

Zhou Yu saw that she was preoccupied along the way, and said, "What are you talking about?"

Chang Le lowered her head, looking down from Zhou Yu's angle, she could see her white and smooth nape, like a taboo spell, she wanted to touch it but retracted her hand in mid-air.

Chang Le didn't know his surging.

Chang Le said in a low voice, "Actually, you don't know me, do you?"

Zhou Yu immediately retorted: "How do I understand you? Of course I understand you. No one in the world understands you better than me."

Chang Le only shook her head, mist appeared in her eyes, and her nose twitched. "No, you don't understand. In fact, I am not as innocent and harmless as you imagined. I have my flatness and ripples. The side you see is just what I want you to see, but in fact? I am cruel and unscrupulous , perhaps once killed like hemp."

This confession made Zhou Yu's breathing involuntarily rapid, his arms began to tremble at some point, and he fell down.He sat next to Changle and said, "Chuchu, I will feel bad if you don't tell me these things."

Chang Le suddenly raised his head, his beautiful phoenix eyes were full of white teardrops, shining brightly.

In fact, it is difficult to face up to your own desires.

It is more difficult to look at your own heart.

We are all a speck of dust in this mundane world, and no one can stop the vast torrent or the shooting star in the sky.

Chang Le tried hard to hold back her tears, she looked at Zhou Yu with such a deep look, it was enough to gouge out his heart.

Changle continued to stir the water plants, casually talking about his darkest past, piercing into each other's hearts word by word.

"As for me, I started killing people when I was 14 years old. The first time, I killed 140 people. There were also babies who were not yet fully month old." Her voice was slightly hoarse, and she was inexplicably charming. "Afterwards, it was even more murderous. My brother concealed a lot for me, so I was very grateful to him for a while, although he also used me to marry other men, and then used me to kill them. Maybe I killed them. People are not innocent, but they may not be guilty of death, the only thing they did wrong was meeting me."

"Chen An, his name is Chen An. I have forgotten it. When I was on Mang Mountain, I went to ask a villager surnamed Shi about something. I didn't expect to meet him at the inn. The man's eyelashes were pierced to buy time for the guards to come over. The guards injured Chen An, and I made up for the last knife that killed Chen An. I feel so hateful, why do they treat me like this? Another reason is that I feel shame in my heart and just want to kill them all."

"So, Songyue came to seek revenge on me, actually she has a reason. I'm not innocent, but Songyue is also a poor person, it's not that she can't see what kind of person her husband is, she can't accept him It's just the death of her. There is no way to accept the person she once loved deeply, the true face. I think you have the same mentality. So, I will tell you everything today."

Zhou Yu was already dumbfounded, he said in a low voice: "Why did you tell me this?"

Chang Le did not reply to him, but continued: "There is also Rong Wei, the person you care about the most."

Zhou Yu immediately retorted, "That's not the person I care about the most. The person I care about the most has always been you, and it has never changed!"

Chang Le just shook his head, some wills are deeply ingrained, and the stereotypes that have been formed are really hard to change, just like Zhou Yu can't accept Chang Le's cruelty, ideally thinks she is naive, it's all because of his self-esteem, If you are unwilling to face up to the facts, everyone will live a distorted life.

Changle: "Rong Wei." Her thoughts seemed to float to the sky, that woman named Rong Wei, it's so good, it's worth it to be hated or missed like this after death!
"It's true that Rong Wei has hurt me several times, but I have also resisted a lot, so I won't say it, there is no need to say it. She feels uncomfortable when I say it. This woman is really strong. Let me It can be so sentimental. By the way, Zhou Yu, tell me, is it the dead who are the real winners? Why are we living people so obsessed with a dead person?"

Zhou Yu wanted to explode almost in an instant, he knew this kind of happiness!

He loves to death, but the other party can't see it.

The misunderstanding between them seems to have never been resolved.

It has always been misunderstanding after misunderstanding, which makes people choke up.

Zhou Yu: "Changle, Li Chuchu. I want to talk to you carefully. I know your past, and I want to try to take charge of your future. I don't care if you are murderous or cruel. I only care about you, It's you, Li Chuchu, that's all. No matter what you are, I love you very much, and I will try my best to participate in your future life. In the past five years, I didn't participate in it because of my cowardice. I regret it so much to this day. But, you have to trust me."

Zhou Yu laughed at himself, "I'm not the handsome Mr. Zhou five years ago. I'm Xie Zhao, but I'm no longer Zhou Yu, so now you often call me Zhou Yu and I'll be in a daze. To be honest , after becoming the emperor, no one dares to call me by my first name, only you, who makes me feel dazed every time, who is Zhou Yu?" He smiled lowly, his sharp eyebrows and eyes were covered with tears. Ash shrugged his shoulders.

Chang Le was startled, "I know you are Xie Zhao, not Zhou Yu. I also... fell in love with Xie Zhao, and I fell in love with you again, just because you are you, not someone else."

Zhou Yu was startled, "Okay, can you call me Xie Zhao from now on? Zhou Yu is dead."

Chang Le's tears flowed down from his eyes unstoppably, pattering down the back of his hands, these few days really dried up all the tears in his life.

The edges and corners between the two are slowly being filled, and the missing piece in my heart is being filled.

Changle couldn't help crying, "Xie Zhao, do you love me?"

Xie Zhao also cried, his hand stroked the top of Chang Le's head, like a lover whispering and whispering kindly. "I love, love very much, love very much. Even the country and rights are owned by me because of loving you, and I can lose them all because of loving you."

Changle looked at Xie Zhao in a daze, and raised her hand to touch the incomplete soul, "Xie Zhao, tell me, why is our relationship so rough? Are all the couples in the world like us? ?”

Xie Zhao pressed her hand on his icy cheek, his breath was warm, but his lips were as cold as ever, and he smiled with his handsome brows, "Maybe I owed you in my previous life, and I will pay it back in this life." for you."

Chang Le cried and nodded, and the two embraced together.

All the regrets and tragedies of the past seem to be buried at this moment, and the barren wilderness in my heart is slowly being planted with flowers and plants, and there are birds and animals.

Chang Le didn't think that the estrangement between herself and Xie Zhao would dissipate like this, but she could no longer let herself and him collide violently.

It hurts so much.

She hurts herself.

Xie Zhao also hurt.

But love does not need so much reason and why.

There will always be a day when everyone will feel that the road they have traveled before is nothing more than that.

Chang Le stopped crying, she asked: "Zhou Yu, should I call you Xie Zhao?"

Xie Zhao embraced her slender shoulders, and lovingly kissed the top of her hair, "My husband."

Chang Le was amused by him and laughed again, with tears on his face and a smile on his face. "lecher."

Xie Zhao bowed his head and said, "What is Deng Tuzi? We were once husband and wife," he emphasized again, "Ming Mei is married."

Chang Le nodded, "Well, yes. On the wedding night, they almost poisoned each other to death."

Hearing this, Xie Zhao laughed hahaha until his shoulders trembled.His voice is cold and pleasant, like Songtao's voice.

"Yes, but fortunately, we all survived, so I have a chance to love you again."

Chang Le nodded slightly, lowered her head and said softly: "Okay." The red marks had already climbed up her cheeks, fortunately at night, they couldn't be seen clearly.

She suddenly said to herself: "Xie Zhao, the road ahead will be rain or shine, I will walk with you."

Xie Zhao didn't hear clearly, "What?"

Chang Le turned his face away, and said arrogantly: "Nothing?"

The laughter of the two gradually faded away, the stars in the sky were shining sadly, and the Qiuyan above their heads silently witnessed this scene.
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a month later.

"Oh, I told you, don't want gold thread of this color, but the most popular mixed gold and silver thread in Jiangnan, and sew it on Phoenix's body, so that it looks special."

Changle holds her wedding dress and buries the embroidered mother.

The embroiderer couldn't tell what gold and silver thread was, so she asked in a low voice to Diancui next to her, "Aunt Diancui, what is gold and silver thread?"

Dian Cui dug out a roll of gold, silver, and firefly-gradient golden thread balls from the cabinet, and handed it to the embroiderer, "It's this thread, I forgot to give it to you last time, and you were scolded by the master, don't you?" I'm so sorry."

Chang Le has already put down her wedding dress and walked over there to meet Xie Lingfeng to choose the guests to invite to the wedding banquet.

Big wedding, come as soon as you say it.

It almost knocked everyone in the court off their feet and caught them off guard.

Those ministers who have daughters at home are gearing up to find a way to send them to the palace, but unexpectedly, all of them will be yellow overnight.

Although he knew in advance that His Majesty adores Princess Changle.

But everyone knew that there was a rift between the two, and it was not a small one. What was thought to be out of the question, just became a confirmed national event overnight.

The Ministry of Rites is already dizzy.

There was a lot of arguing about whether to confer the queen first or hold the big wedding first.

Changle doesn't care about these false names.

But it is an established fact that she is the queen, the question is how long it takes to go through the canonization process.

The weather vane in the court has changed again.

In the past, they tried different ways to please Xie Zhao.

Now it is a different way to please Changle. After all, she is the master of the future harem, and the current harem is empty. After Changle is married, how many sisters will be arranged to come in is not a matter of one sentence. As long as the master is coaxed, Isn't it better than His Majesty who doesn't eat oil and salt?

Die Shi walked in again pushing a small cart, and said with a smile on her face: "Master, the people who are going to visit you at the door have already lined up. These are the greeting gifts they brought you."

Chang Le didn't even look at it, just pointed to an open space and said: "Let's put it there, and then call them back, saying that I'm tired and can't see them. Write down these gifts, who gave them, and what they gave them. , when their family makes wine in the future, they will return them twice as much."

Dian Cui agreed, and took the little maid to order gifts.

Die Shi walked to her side, and asked in a warm voice: "Master, you have been dealing with these things every day during this time, are you tired? Why don't you let me do it with Dian Cui?"

Chang Le raised her hand to interrupt her, "I'm not tired, this is how many times have I been married?"

Die Shi blushed and replied: "Back to Master, this is the fifth time."

Chang Le nodded indifferently, "This is the first time I have personally handled these things. I think it's quite interesting and a sense of accomplishment. It turns out that there are so many things that need to be prepared for getting married."

Butterfly poetry is a little hard to explain, but there is nothing to do.

"Yes."

Chang Le went to the yard and sat down, "It's nothing, you can go get busy."

Diancui and Dieshi have been busy recently because of Changle, and the work on their hands has become heavier. Immediately got the order, they went down and started spinning like a top.

Xie Zhaode strode in when he was free. He looked very anxious, and when he saw Changle sitting in the yard, he trotted over, "Chuchu, how long have you been sitting here?"

Chang Le blinked her eyelashes and said, "I just came here, why are you here?"

Xie Lingfeng saw Xie Zhao coming and ran over, "Oh, Your Majesty, come here. This servant just checked the list of guests with His Highness. You can take a look at it again. If there is no problem, I will arrange for someone to send it out."

Xie Zhao didn't read it, but said, "It's fine for her to read it, post it."

Knowing that Xie Lingfeng was rushing to leave again, he immediately ran out with oil on his feet. "Good!"

The big and small things of the wedding banquet were settled like this.

Chang Le rubbed the back of her aching neck, "During this time, I've been too busy. Why do you have to decide so many things when you get married, but it's quite interesting."

Xie Zhao helped her rub her shoulders with a smile, "If you are too tired, let the servants do it. These things are really cumbersome, especially in the Tian family. Don't tire yourself out."

Chang Le looked back at him, pressed his hand with his hand, folded his hands together, warming each other.

"It's okay, I like it very much."