the moon is not as good as you

"Jiang Ningyu..."

"If only I could be you! I've always thought about it! If only I could be you!"

The hysterical voice seemed to come from all directions near my ears.

She fell into a drowsy sleepiness, and when she opened her eyes, she was standing in the auditorium of Lincoln Center.She was wearing a beautiful red dress, but she was a little cramped.

"Waiting for a long time." A white man in a suit and leather shoes, who looked like a butler, approached arrogantly but politely, raised his arm, and revealed a...

room card?

She was stunned.

"Mr. Will admires Ms. Shao's performance very much." The butler fully hinted, "If the lady appreciates the face, the future will definitely be bright."

After he raised his hand again, she subconsciously took it.The butler was not surprised, smiled and left.

She looked at the room card of a star-rated hotel in her hand, turned over the back, and pasted a room number.

For a moment, she had the urge to break it.But reason made her hesitate.

She subconsciously wanted to find someone, but she saw a familiar and beautiful figure galloping towards another clear figure, with a carefree appearance that she couldn't envy.

She heard her say: "Lin Xuyue, why are you always staring at me, are you fascinated by me?"

The man responded: "Well, I was dazzled by the little fairy."

She suddenly felt glaring, let go and ran out.It was as if something deep inside his body had shattered, gone crazy and hard.Finally, he stepped into the hotel resolutely.that room.

……

I have never seen such a luxurious hotel, every pillow is full of exquisite perfection.Even if the foreigner is not gentle, he can be called rude when he does that, and she can't feel a little happiness... But if it can be exchanged for a better life, she is willing.

But she vaguely heard the man on the phone.

Putting on her clothes, enduring the pain and trembling towards the source of the sound, she heard him say, "Let's look at Ningyu. She is still young and doesn't know what the best arrangement is... It doesn't have to be so extreme." , as long as she doesn't have any real relationship with that guy from Brother University, let her go, the kid just has a relationship."

"Sooner or later, she will be mine..."

At that moment, there was overwhelming dizziness.She was desperate, sad, crazy, unbelievable... and ran out desperately.

"Jiang Ningyu, I am very grateful to you."

That day, she was standing on the roof of the [-]th floor, her slender high-heeled shoes were stepping on the edge, and when she leaned back, she was in an abyss.

But she looked calm, turned her head and said, "But I hate myself."

"I hate that self who has done so much evil..."

"Disgusting with the self that is always chasing you..."

"Disgust can't be your self..."

"Jiang Ningyu..."

"If only I could be you! I've always thought about it! If only I could be you!"

In an instant, countless images of jumping and jumping flooded the sky.There seemed to be a fire burning in her heart, and Jiang Ningyu felt the pain as if her whole body was falling apart.

Especially in the back of the head, the nerve throbbing pain was severe.

She woke up leisurely, and what she saw was the bright white ceiling.Then there was a smell of disinfectant.

The air is very quiet, but in this quietness, there is a subtle atmosphere hidden indistinctly.

Her head seemed to be fixed by something, Jiang Ningyu didn't dare to move, she moved her eyes, and her eyes slowly fell.

Then she froze—

She was lying in a large ward.

Opposite sat the parents whom I hadn't seen for a long time.Their faces were gloomy, and they stared straight at... Lin Xuyue who was sitting beside her bed.

What's happening here?
Overwhelmed by the messy images in her mind, she forgot what year Jinxi was. For a moment, she thought her parents had come to America to see her.

Then I slowly remembered that what I dreamed just now happened a long time ago.

Some weird past that was deliberately forgotten and really forgotten finally became coherent. Jiang Ningyu stared at Lin Xuyue intently for two seconds, and finally remembered that she must have suffered a brain injury and was hospitalized.

She felt a little inexplicably sad in her heart, but suddenly she felt a little humorous—she, the patient, woke up, but none of the three "nurses" around her noticed.

Jiang Ningyu had no choice but to make a noise, "...thirsty." Opening her mouth, she realized that her throat was uncomfortably dry.

However, the effect is remarkable.In an instant, the solemn atmosphere in the ward dissipated.Lin Xuyue immediately raised the bed and served tea and water.

When he turned his head, Jiang Ningyu realized that he was thin and scruffy, but he had the charm of a mature man.

Lin Xuyue blew on the water, and carefully brought it to her mouth. Seeing her staring at her in a daze, panic appeared on her brows and eyes with joy.

At that moment, Jiang Ningyu seemed to hear his heartfelt voice, as if saying: It's broken, she won't forget who I am, right?

She also had such a bad thought, but she couldn't bear to look at his haggard face, who looked so different from usual.She opened her mouth to drink the water, which was warm.The throat immediately felt much more comfortable.

"Ning Ning, how do you feel? Does it still hurt?" Papa Jiang held her hand with tears in his eyes, but he didn't dare to use force.

"I……"

As soon as she spoke, Lu Xijun frowned, "Okay, don't let my daughter talk when she wakes up. Jiang Ningyu, after you are discharged from the hospital, you should move back home immediately, and don't fool around with people outside all day long."

"..."

"Can you say a few words less?" Papa Jiang yelled back, "Ning Ning just woke up, is there such a mother as you?"

"What's wrong with me?" Lu Xijun's tone was cold, hiding the anxiety in her brows and eyes, "If she hadn't insisted on going to some Internet company, becoming an engineer, would such a big thing happen? Let me tell you, she would be a music teacher when she came back. It’s a serious way out. Recently, the Philharmonic Orchestra came to China to tour, maybe with her resume, she can rejoin that orchestra.”

"That's all about opening your mouth and shutting your mouth. How old are you, and you still miss your unfulfilled dream?" Jiang's father said with a cold face, "If you want me to say, Ningning is so old, let her do whatever she wants , we support it.”

Lu Xijun is used to being strong at home, and immediately snorted, "Support? Could it be that she is with this financial person, and you support it too? It's not like you don't know how chaotic the financial circle is." Then he turned to his daughter with an ugly face, "Jiang Ning Yu, I'm going to put my words here today. Your future spouse must be clean and educated, otherwise I won't recognize you at all!"

Jiang Ningyu had a headache from her noise, and immediately frowned.

Lin Xuyue discovered it immediately, and immediately said, "Auntie, she just woke up, so don't make things difficult for her. What do you think, let's go out and talk, let her have a good rest."

Lu Xijun took a look at Jiang Ningyu and went out.

However, Lin Xuyue was about to follow out, but was pulled by the corner of her clothes.

Jiang Ningyu lowered her eyes and suppressed her emotions, "You still have something to explain to me." After saying something in a low voice, she let go.