the moon is not as good as you

Chapter 170 As long as you have a little hesitation in your heart

"You have demanded me with the most perfect standards since you were young, and hoped that I would act according to your wishes. Losing the game made me practice twice, and winning the game did not give me a chance to breathe, as if I was born to make up for some of your regrets."

"Dad, I don't hold grudges against you, really. But the ideas are different, and I don't like to quarrel when I disagree."

After expressing her thoughts seriously, Jiang Ningyu left.

When leaving home, Lu Xijun and relatives sent her off together.

But Lu Xijun kept sending her to the side of the road, and seeing no one around, he said, "You'd better keep in mind what I'm going to say next."

She looked very pale, showing no emotion.

Thinking that she was going to make a long speech again, Jiang Ningyu showed an impatient look.

However, Lu Xijun suddenly said, "If your boyfriend proposes, as long as you have any hesitation in your heart, don't agree."

"..."

"You don't like the violin, but you can endure it for more than ten years before breaking out. It's not an exaggeration to say that you have a constitution of resignation." Lu Xijun said leisurely, "The novelty in love is temporary. It is very important for two people to work hard for a long time. , but with your temperament, it is often not the one you like the most, but the one you are most sure of that can make you take the initiative."

"So, if you are marrying with the idea of ​​'this person is fine', I advise you not to."

Under Jiang Ningyu's astonished gaze, Lu Xijun's expression was indifferent, but with a bit of certainty, "There is no feeling in this world that believes that a person must be her, and it does not conform to the laws of nature. It is also a fairy tale. You'd better not be naive I always think that I am an exception, so as not to be used to being a princess, there will be a sense of gap when the relationship fades."

Leng Buding was splashed with a basin of cold water.

Jiang Ningyu turned cold, "I will take care of my own affairs." She didn't want to listen to those meaningless warnings, so she hailed a taxi and went up.

She slammed the car door so hard that the driver even looked back at her.

After Jiang Ningyu reported the address, she couldn't help but turned her head and looked back through the glass of the back seat - Lu Xijun had been standing gracefully by the side of the road, staring darkly at the direction the car was leaving.

The car turned around and finally lost sight of her.

Jiang Ningyu leaned back on the chair pillow and breathed a sigh of relief.The brow is wrinkled.

She no longer wants to get along with Lu Xijun, but she has to admit that she has been deeply influenced by her since she was a child, and all the warnings, small punishments and big warnings have left a deep mark on her heart.

Even if it is some preaching that makes her snort and offend, she will subconsciously repeat it over and over again in her mind, carefully pondering whether it is worthwhile.

Same this time.

The orange street lights came in from the car window, making Jiang Ningyu a little dazed.The sequelae of being too happy is always feeling unreliable.

Suddenly touched, she diverted to high school.

She had spent half a year in high school, but for some reason, she suddenly became interested in going to see it.

As night falls, half a moon hangs obliquely in the sky, and rows of street lamps light up the deserted Ginkgo Avenue.

She was walking slowly along the sidewalk, maybe she was hiding something in her heart, and somehow felt that those orange street lights were like pairs of eyes, silently watching her.

The lights in the school guard room were on.The guard had some quarrels with a student who came to pick up the courier. Because he was behind his back, he didn't notice Jiang Ningyu.

She walked in boldly.

The entrance is the familiar Yingjie statue.Relying on her vague memory, she walked through the corridor in the dark teaching building.A few sporadic classrooms were brightly lit, but the upper floors were pitch black.

Jiang Ningyu stopped in front of the classroom back then, holding the handle, but she didn't make any next move for a long time.

Her shadow on the white wall seems to be frozen, like a traveler standing alone in the desert, desperate or timid, only in one thought.

After all, he didn't touch the door.It was not a question of whether the classroom was locked or not, but she suddenly thought that if the classroom was stolen after she entered, it would be hard to argue.

The return of reason made her slowly go downstairs along the way she came here.

The wind in the campus was still windy, Jiang Ningyu stood on the basketball court in the playground, turned her head slightly, and looked at a certain window of the teaching building in the distance.It was dark and she couldn't see anything, but she vaguely felt a glimpse of herself.

But it doesn’t mean anything when you see it, just like a pen, someone will pick it up when it falls on the ground, as long as the refill is not broken, you can still write; or like a heavy crystal glass, it will be swept away when it is smashed Buy a brand new one, and when you think about it after a long, long time, you will regret not cherishing it, and letting things or people that are thousands of times more precious go away.

Now she has someone worth cherishing.So what do you do with nostalgia for the past?

Jiang Ningyu never thought that there would be stamina for revisiting the old place.There seemed to be a rapid fire burning in her heart, she endured and endured, but finally couldn't hold back, and dialed Lin Xuyue's phone number.

As soon as the connection was made there, she couldn't wait to say, "I went to the school for a walk."

A plausible sentence, but there was no response.But she was very eager to talk, "Do you want to guess where I am standing now?"

Before he could answer, she told him, "In the playground. Two young people were running at night, and they just passed in front of my eyes. I just realized that the basketball court is very small. When I looked down from the classroom, I thought it was huge." , Could it be that my eyesight has deteriorated? No, I have to go check my eyes sometime..."

"……What are you doing?"

Halfway through talking to herself, she suddenly heard Lin Xuyue's voice on the phone.From far to near after a little distance, it doesn't look like holding a mobile phone and listening to her talk at the moment.

Jiang Ningyu involuntarily fell silent.

Then Lu Li's smiling voice came into his ears clearly, "Your little fairy came to look for you, and never gave me a chance to talk, just kept nagging..."

She immediately darkened.

"Hello?" Lin Xuyue's voice was approaching, she should have taken the phone, her voice was clear but gentle, "Are you back?"

"Not yet, outside." She pressed her forehead, "Did you go out with Lu Li?"

"No." He explained, "Just after get off work, he asked me to go to his house for a drink. When will you be back?"

"I'm going to take a taxi back now." She also explained, "I was scolded by my mother again, and I was in a bad mood, so I went shopping outside."

"Okay, then do you want to come to Lu Li's house?"

"No, I'm going straight home."

Maybe she refused too decisively, paused on the phone, and then smiled and said, "Okay, I'll go back after sitting down for a while."

Jiang Ningyu responded and hung up the phone.

When leaving the school, the guard heard the movement and looked up.The woman lowered her head, her hair covered most of her face, but she looked quite intellectual and elegant from her clothes.

(End of this chapter)