Ma'am, I was wrong

Aunt Zhou saw Liu Yanshu coming back without anything, and her heart tightened. When the eldest son went out earlier, he brought the baggage she had prepared for Lu Jiuan, but now...
However, Liu Yanshu's heart is now full of sadness, and she meets old friends.Things are different and people are different, but they can't recognize each other when they see each other. How cruel this is. Each of them has become different, different from their previous selves.

She did not go straight to her room, but went to Ayan's room first. Today's conversation with Lu Jiu'an made her even more determined in her thoughts.

It's time to leave Suzhou City.

She came at the right time. Because Su Yan finished his homework ahead of schedule today, Master Zhang has returned to his room to rest. Su Yan is the only one left in the study.

The scent of books swept over me, and the air was filled with a faint scent of ink. The smells were intertwined, and they did not cause any disgusting nausea, but there was a faint sense of tranquility.

"Sister Xie, did you have fun going out today?"

Su Yan held up Guangxiu with one hand and a pen with the other. He looked at the pen and ink on the table attentively without turning his head. He only heard the footsteps and knew that it was Sister Xie's arrival.

"Very good." Liu Yanshu walked slowly to Su Yan, looked at the gradually forming Mo Mei, and said softly.

Hearing the slightly dull voice, which was not as cheerful as in the past, Su Yan first glanced at Sister Xie, then slowly put down the pen in his hand, and said in surprise: "When Sister Xie said this, it didn't sound like she was going out to play. Looks very happy."

Liu Yanshu pursed her lips. The older Ayan is, the more straightforward he speaks. He is not as roundabout as others. However, it is good to get along with him this way.

At least, there won’t be too much suspicion, and there won’t be any trouble.

"Ayan, today's painting is quite good. The cold wind is biting, the petals are delicate and beautiful, and the plum blossoms are snowy but noble." Liu Yanshu pursed her lips and said thoughtfully.

A Yan's painting has not been seen for a few days, but it turned out to be improved and very good. It seems that it has lived up to Master Zhang's hard work.

Su Yan was naturally overjoyed by the compliments that reached his ears, especially the praise from the Xie family sister. However, his face was extraordinarily calm and did not change his mood or anger. He said, "Xie family sister's eyesight has also improved."

Each other's compliments make each other happy.

After a small opening, Liu Yanshu glanced at Su Yan, thought for a moment, and said slowly, "Ayan, I went to see Lu Jiu'an today."

Hearing this strange yet familiar name, Su Yan took Mo Meitu's hand and paused it. In just a moment, he returned to normal and said warmly: "Sister Xie learned from him that he wanted to visit his mother and family. younger sister."

Liu Yanshu nodded, her tone was extremely calm, her eyes slightly lowered, and she said: "He did say that, he wanted to see his mother and sister, but..."

Liu Yanshu didn't finish the rest of the words, and didn't know where to start. A few days ago, she and Ayan had agreed to stay here for a while.

Now, I have to...
"Just what?" Su Yan took over what Sister Xie had not finished.

He sent people to check the past of Sister Xie's family, and there was one very eye-catching point, that is, the relationship between Sister Xie's family and Lu Jiu'an used to be very good. If Sister Xie's family and Lu Tingwan were close friends, she and Lu Jiu'an They are childhood sweethearts.

This point attracted all his attention. There was already an annoying wish before, but now a so-called childhood sweetheart appeared out of nowhere.Su Yan looked at the person in front of him calmly and scanned every inch of Sister Xie's skin. How come he didn't know that Sister Xie was so lovable before?
"Sister Xie has a very good relationship with Lu Lujiu'an?" Su Yan asked quietly, with an indescribable sourness in his tone.

Hearing this, Liu Yanshu frowned imperceptibly and muttered: "These are all things that happened in the past, and it is useless to talk more."

From the bottom of her heart, Liu Yanshu didn't want to talk more about Lu Jiu'an.

Su Yan was stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect Sister Xie to reject him. He collected his thoughts and whispered softly: "That's right, it's useless to talk about the past. Instead of focusing on the past, it's more important to stick to the present."

Liu Yanshu nodded pertinently.

"Ayan, I think it's time for me to leave!" Liu Yanshu took a deep breath and spoke her thoughts after a long time.

Hearing this, Su Yan's eyes widened sharply and he exclaimed: "Didn't you say that I'm waiting for a while before leaving? Besides, Sister Xie, A Yan doesn't think now is the best time!"

Su Yan subconsciously thought that Sister Xie was talking about him, thinking that he had offended Sister Xie somewhere!
Liu Yanshu had a complicated expression, her eyebrows were slightly lowered, she raised her head and glanced at Su Yan, then quickly lowered her head, took a deep breath, and said, "I'm not saying you leave." At this point, Liu Yanshu's voice paused, and then said: " I mean, Ayan, I want to leave early”.

She missed her parents, and her father and mother Liu who had taken care of her in every possible way since she woke up. In fact, her biggest sadness after returning from Lu Jiu'an was not her helplessness when she reunited with her old friend.

But the longing for her parents, these longings that surged into her heart, were enough to engulf her completely.

These days, she has been living so smoothly, without any worries, just like an ordinary daughter. Today, she witnessed Uncle Lu Jiu'an's longing for her with her own eyes.

The silent longing is even more deafening.

At this moment, Su Yan noticed that Sister Xie's words about leaving were hers from beginning to end and had nothing to do with him.

For a moment, Su Yan was in a state of confusion. He wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to say it. The corners of his mouth moved and he said, "Sister Xie, didn't we agree to be together before?"

As he spoke, Su Yan looked at Sister Xie carefully, as if he wanted to see some emotion on her face.

A flash of unbearability flashed in Liu Yanshu's eyes. She did say this before, but now she changed her focus. Ayan had more important things to do, and she couldn't be so selfish.

What's more, Ayan also needs to have his own life.

How could a person not feel the heat of the stove when she was sitting by the stove? If she didn't know, it would be impossible to wake up the person pretending to be asleep, but she was not such a person.

Liu Yanshu experienced all this soberly. She observed the surrounding environment calmly and calmly with her eyes. It was obvious that Ayan was so good to her, beyond her imagination.

Liu Yanshu had never experienced love, but she didn't completely understand it. As time went by, she still vaguely felt something! (End of chapter)