Gundam: The Wind That Blows Through Space

Chapter 165
"What's going on? Why did I become like this?"

In the underground facility of the Dawn Club, Siegfried just got off a medical device. Because the issue involved is too sensitive, only Kagali and Hilde were present. The rest, including Mina, did not know about it. .

"Your vital signs are all normal, and all indicators are in an extreme state. Although there are some slight fluctuations in brain waves, they will not affect your memory problems, unless it is the sequelae caused by the two-way sensing system on the original covenant. But"

Hilde was looking through the thick stack of reports in her hand. Siegfried had dragged her here before, who was still silently rushing to make progress. She just wanted to laugh at the other party's ungrateful attitude of "If you have a fiancée, you don't want your sister." behavior, only to hear a question that made her also feel flustered.

Siegfried, amnesiac.

Of course, it may not be accurate to say that he lost his memory, because all the memories of his existence in the CE world as "Siegfried" are extremely clear, and he can even accurately recall that he and Hilde ate separately on Mendel's last night. Several cans.

However, just now, facing that luxurious bedroom, he originally wanted to blurt out "I have never slept in such a room in my previous life", but as soon as the words came out, he was horrified to find that all the memories about before time travel had become blurred. Only CE's historical trend and various robot-related information can still be clearly recalled. As for his original life and even his original name, it has become an untouchable existence at some point.

"How long have you been aware of this situation?"

Hilde's face was a little dignified. She didn't know if it was the sequelae of time travel or something else. Although it didn't affect Siegfried's body memory at present, who can guarantee that this situation will not spread slowly.

"Specifically. I can't remember. I have been fighting non-stop since we left Heliopolis. At that time, I seldom think about the past. Things happened later on. I don't have time to think about it."

"Then you never feel abnormal?"

"There is an abnormality. But at that time, I just thought it was a natural decline over time, so I didn't take it to heart, and most of my memory was used for MS, so until today, I found that I couldn't remember it at all. It was only when I realized that something was wrong.”

Although both Siegfried and Hilder came through time travel, Hilder traveled through the mechanical body, her memory is just a piece of stored data, and the issues involved are nothing more than 'import and export'. Siegfried is the only one, and now his memory has problems, which makes Hilde lost his direction for a while.

"I need to do further research on the specific situation. Judging from the current report, I suspect that it is some sequelae of your deep binding with this world."

"Deep binding?"*2
Kajiali listened silently for a long time. Since JachinDue, although she already knew that the siblings came from another world, she has never asked related questions. She just felt that if they wanted to say yes Will say, if you don't want to say it, forcing a question is tantamount to opening a wound.

But now Kajiali feels a little bit regretful, because what kind of person is 'Siegfried' in her own world, this is a question she has always wanted to know, after all, she is the object of a lifetime promise. It's just a woman's instinct.

In the end, hearing what Hilde meant, it seemed that even Siegfried himself couldn't remember the original memory, but at the same time she was disappointed, Cagalli felt a little bit of joy in her heart.

The scene before Nain's departure was really shocking. Although Siegfried himself promised that he would not leave, Kajiali had no idea about such a high-dimensional metaphysical problem. She was very afraid that one day Siegfried would also leave. She will repeat the mistakes of Nayin, so now that she hears the saying of deep binding, she subconsciously thinks that it might be a good thing.

"Yes, Kagali is also an insider, so I'll just say it, you came here in a different way from me, and the existence of souls can't be fully verified with the current level of technology, so I suspect you That part that doesn't belong to this world is being slowly stripped away."

"what do you mean"

Hilde raised his hand to stop Siegfried from asking, and said to himself, "In fact, this phenomenon has been foreshadowed for a long time. When I was in North Africa, I already found that something is wrong with you. Specifically, do you have any symptoms? Do you find that your thinking and action patterns are completely in line with the characteristics that a 16-year-old boy should have?"

"But that's not what he is"

Kagali discovered the problem as soon as he spoke. If Siegfried came from time travel, then his mental age should be in a superimposed state, but he rarely reveals this.Originally, this was not a serious problem. If Hilde hadn't pointed it out specifically, many people would have subconsciously ignored the past.

But in the current situation, some details and small things will be infinitely magnified, and even Cagalli's careless personality can feel something is wrong when she thinks about it.

"Understood? From the moment we left Mendel, you have had this symptom, but at that time because of Nain's awakening, I couldn't get to the bottom of this problem. Later, as the battle became more and more intense, these problems were temporarily eliminated. Sexuality was covered up until I found something wrong with you again in South America, and your attitude towards killing is completely different from when you were first in Heliopolis."

"Kill?"

"Let me ask you, although you can't remember the past, but according to my initial judgment, the environment you live in should be a peaceful country?"

"Should. Seem to be"

"As you who grew up in a peaceful environment, it is a reasonable reaction to face the state of that green dress for the first time. Even if you gradually reversed your mentality in the constant battles, as long as your memory is still there, treat it There should always be a bottom line for killing, including but not limited to not being able to surround innocent villagers with bombs in the entire village with a flat face."

"I did nothing wrong! In that case"

"I'm not blaming you, my dear brother, all decisions can't be deduced after the fact, but you no longer have the sound thinking ability that you have cultivated as a barrier, and now you are just a 16-year-old in a CE world You are a teenager, at your age it is easy to be misguided, leading to great deviations in your personality in the end."

Hilde's conclusion is actually very simple. Siegfried unknowingly lost his identity as a time traveler, and this identity is a characteristic that is very different from most people in this world. Not only that, a healthy three views It is also the basis for him to maintain his humanity in the continuous and cruel battles, and now Siegfried has lost this barrier.

"You can't fight anymore, at least for a short period of time. Lux communicated with us before. Kira's situation is still not very good. I don't know about Aslan, but if you don't want to become an inhuman If you are a war lunatic, you should rest."

　Thanks to the 18-year bookworm who applied for the reward for 22 years. In fact, it doesn’t need that much. The two of them accumulated 3000 yesterday. I’m flattered. I just finished coding a chapter and I’m going to follow a drama
　　Amnesia will not cause amnesia, and I will disrespect readers if I use bad routines, especially after they are on the shelves, but as I have always said, SEED is the old SEED, and I still want to write some in the old background The new thing is the concept of 'traveler being assimilated by the world'. There are quite a lot of fantasy themes, but the fandom seems to have never been involved. Just now Long Dou Tianqiong discovered a blind spot, that is, Siegfried almost never mentioned before time travel. life, and the whole person is almost a trace of a 15/6-year-old boy, here is an answer, thank you.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)