Gundam: The Wind That Blows Through Space

Chapter 742: Soul Bound by Gravity (Part )

"don't want!!!"

With an unconscious shout, Kira sat up suddenly from the bed. The moonlight poured into the bedroom through the gap in the curtains. After gasping for a few times, he used the moonlight to lock his eyes on the alarm clock on the bedside.

It was 4:15, the darkest time before dawn. At this time, most people in Berlin were still sleeping soundly, but Kira, who had been awakened, was no longer sleepy. The cold sweat formed a sticky touch between his clothes and skin. After sitting on the bed for a while, he simply put on his coat and walked directly to the window sill.

"Is it a dream?"

Thanks to his perfectly adjusted body, Kira did not forget the contents of his dream completely after waking up like many ordinary people. He rubbed his cheeks slightly, and the memory of the dream was displayed in his mind very clearly.

Amid the artillery fire of Yakindovich, freedom and divine will launched the final battle. At this most critical moment, a lifeboat from the Archangel crashed into Kira's sight.

Everything that happened afterwards became a series of black and white photos in Kira's memory, the quick-witted throwing of the shield, the relieved smile, and finally, under the beam of light from the dragoon, it all turned into a fragmented scene.

Kira kept telling himself that it was just a dream, but the scene where Frey finally turned into a body of thought and revealed her heart to him was like Gleipnir, trapping Kira's heart tightly.

"A world without Siegfried..."

Because the dream was too real, Kira could clearly tell that the biggest difference between the two sides was that Siegfried did not exist in the ending of the dream.

Frey's sudden awakening and Lacus's ring became the beliefs that supported Kira to keep fighting, and his heart, which had been scarred by the battle, slowly healed.

The night in Berlin was very cold. Kira tightened his clothes and subconsciously looked to the left. Perhaps he was exhausted by the farce of the compass during the day. Lacus's room was dark and the heavy curtains blocked Kira's sight, just like the relationship between him and her now. They were so close, yet so far away.

"Eh? Why are you not sleeping so late at night?"

Just as Kira was lost in thought, the sound coming from the windowsill on the right attracted his attention. He looked closely and saw that it was Frey, who was also awake, giving him a puzzled look.

"What are you doing"

"The latest aid from the People's Revolutionary League has arrived. The first wave of supplies will be distributed tomorrow morning. I must prepare a route map today, otherwise the disaster relief will turn into a disaster."

There was no romantic atmosphere in the encounter in the middle of the night. Compared to Kira who was in pajamas, Frey was dressed for the day, and the work clothes covered her good figure tightly. Thinking of the same ending of different Frey in the dream and reality, and looking at the pretty red-haired girl in front of him, Kira still smiled gently.

"Nothing, I just had a dream and couldn't sleep so I came here to get some fresh air."

"Is it because of what happened during the day?"

"That's part of the reason, but I don't really care about winning or losing. Whether I lose to Siegfried or to that little guy, there's no rule that says I can't lose."

"You are Kira, the most perfect Kira Yamato~"

"But I couldn't save you in the end, did I?"

The conversation fell into silence. After a moment, perhaps to ease the awkwardness, Fulei leaned forward with both hands on the windowsill, and said casually, "Is your partner asleep?"

Before Kira could answer, Frey quickly stuck out her tongue, and her pleasant female voice sounded as clear as falling jade beads in the cold night.

"Pfft, pfft, pfft, why are you saying that as if we have some shameful secret? I warn you not to let your imagination run wild!"

"Of course not." Seeing Kira waving his hands in panic, Frey's eyes curved into a beautiful crescent moon. "They all say you are one of the three mythical gods, but I see you are still as stupid as before."

"Flea."

"Actually, you don't have to feel guilty for a bad woman like me. To say that my original body is evil is an understatement. Even if Siegfried doesn't kill her, she will destroy herself sooner or later. You have done your best by rushing to see her."

Frey's tone suddenly changed and was no longer as playful as before. This emotional switch also made Kira a little sad. The scenes in the dream were still so real, as real as if he had experienced it himself. At this moment, Kira couldn't tell which Frey was the real Frey, or which ending was the so-called happy ending for Frey.

"You're silent again. I don't know what Lux likes about you. The most important thing for two people to be together is communication. If you two continue like this, your relationship will be in trouble."

"I"

"What do you mean? I really don't know if you forgot to set your emotional quotient when you adjusted your genes. You don't think girls will naturally understand your feelings, do you? Girls need to be coaxed, even if she is Lux."

Looking at the speechless Kira, Frey's eyes flashed with a hint of complexity, but she quickly concealed it by lowering her eyes. Ingrid's warning urging her to establish a physical relationship with Kira as soon as possible was still ringing in her ears, but Frey knew very well that the basis for the two to maintain their current relationship was Kira's guilt.

The birth of this guilt was naturally based on the relationship between the man and woman on the Archangel, but the fundamental reason for its existence was that "Freya's death" had become an unhealable wound in Kira's heart. The scene of Siegfried cutting Freya's neck with his own hands was like an eternal curse, constantly piecing together and tearing Kira's softest part again.

"Kira, I'm sorry."

"Why suddenly?"

"Because I am also Frey. I have done so many bad things in the past. Now God has given me a chance to choose again, so let me start with this apology."

The girl's smile formed a perfect composition with the snowy night in Berlin. Before Kira could say anything, Frey turned around gracefully, leaving him with only a fluttering red ponytail. "Kira has always been the gentle Kira, but this world does not allow this gentleness to exist in us."

The night obscured Frey's voice, just like the wind from Berlin blowing along the coastline all the way to Scandinavia. Kira was the only lonely figure on the deserted beach. The words on the tombstone at his feet were a little blurred, but the content could still be made out.

"The purest becomes chaos, the hottest returns to dust."

Kira stretched out his arms and embraced her, and the words that Frey had not finished saying that night became extremely clear at this moment.

"We can't change the past, but the future is in our own hands. After all, you are Kira Yamato."

"Born out of expectation, the expectation of this world."

The familiar devil's whisper in the darkness appeared again. Kira opened his eyes, and the flow of particles and the timeline gradually overlapped in his eyes. Feifan Qiang raised the Butsu Yuhun to block to the left side of his body.

"I can change the past!"

In a flash, the two planes crossed each other, and almost no one could see their movements clearly, but Phoenix Siegfried's expression became extremely solemn.

"It actually forcibly changed the result that was decided three seconds ago."

The next second, Phoenix quantized again. Kira seized the change in the timeline and raised his anti-ship sword. However, this time Phoenix's figure was split into two. The anti-ship sword blocked the first layer of attack, but was directly penetrated by the second figure and cut for the second time on the left arm that was supposed to disappear.

"If you insist on changing the past, then I, Siegfried, will be the navigator of the future!"

(End of this chapter)