I hide the white roses behind me

Chapter 247: Should We Try Another Way?
Everyone has their own difficulties.

When you encounter difficulties, you should not and there is no need to complain to others. You should learn to bear them alone and start to bear them silently.

Telling others about your suffering often fails to gain real sympathy nor solve the problem.

We all have our own difficulties, and we cannot completely empathize with the difficulties of others.

Only we ourselves can lead ourselves out of the siege.

"I can't imagine what you've been through without having experienced it myself, but you're very patient to have waited so long to debut."

Away from the snack stand, Pei Zhuxuan followed Lin Zengxian, and the two of them walked aimlessly through the alley, and the sound of the wind gradually became noisier.

"Patience? I thought Dr. Lin would comfort me and say that since it took so long to debut, I should have a good result to deserve the wait."

Bae Joo-hyun had a lackluster smile on her face and her tone was a little lazy, as if she wanted to speak her mind after drinking.

"There are many people who are patient, but not everyone can succeed in the end. I'm not very good at comforting others. I'm sorry."

Looking up, he saw the Han River Bridge not far away. Lin Zengxian looked around and found that the two of them had already reached the riverside.

"I know that those words of comfort are of no nutritional value and do not solve the problem, so Mr. John does not need to feel sorry."

As her eyes moved, Pei Zhuxuan suddenly noticed that all the way here, Lin Zengxian had always been walking on the side of the wind, blocking the wind blowing towards her.

However, now that they had reached the riverside, Lin Zengxian could block the wind on one side, but not all of it.

“You followed my Instagram?”

Lin Zengxian has two Instagram accounts, one clearly shows that he is the real person, while the other is a secondary account where he only posts photos of beautiful scenery he has taken.

"Yes, that John's account is your secondary account, right?"

Bringing up the topic of interest, Bae Joo-hyun took her hands out of her pockets, took half a step faster with light steps, and looked at Lin Zengxian's profile.

She wanted to see Lin Zengxian's expression at this moment.

"Yes, that account has very few followers. I didn't expect you to notice it."

Lin Zengxian walked beside Pei Zhuxuan, keeping a proper distance so as not to make her feel pressured nor to appear distant.

"The places you photographed are so beautiful. Before I made my debut, I started looking at those photos, thinking that when I become a big star, I will have enough money to travel and visit all those places."

Facing the dark river view in front of her, Bae Joo-hyun watched the breath she exhaled while speaking turn into a cloud of white mist and quickly disappear into the air, as if it had never existed. Suddenly, she wanted to ask herself a question.

Regardless of whether you can become the big star you just mentioned in the future, you will eventually be forgotten like this white mist, as if you had never existed.

"A big star? It's going to be a long way."

When Kim Taeyeon was promoting her songs, Lin Zengxian had witnessed the kind of noisy and annoying scenes that made people want to cover their ears. He didn't have much feeling about being a so-called star, but he knew that Kim Taeyeon must be a big star, so the current Bae Joo-hyun must not be one yet.

“Yes, it feels like this road is very long, and there are many people walking this road.”

Walking in front of Lin Zengxian, Pei Zhuxuan turned her back to the Han River. Even though her hair was flying in the wind and her body was trembling, she stood still and refused to be pushed away by the wind.

"You saw today that my group doesn't even have its own waiting room. We are still considered a new group. But in the corridor, I met many newer groups than us. They looked at me with admiration, called me senior, and bowed to me."

Bae Joo-hyun gritted her teeth and suppressed the shiver caused by the cold wind. She clenched her hands and took a deep breath to pour out the words that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time.

She knew that Dr. Lin was not a psychiatrist.

However, she also knew that the monitor on the operating table would always sound an alarm, and she had also seen the patients' families nervous and helpless in the corridor outside the operating room, as if they were waiting for the moment of judgment...

At every event, she felt like she was walking on the edge of a cliff, hoping that more and more people would like them and like her.

And the person in front of her has been standing on the edge of the "cliff".

If she fails, she will fall off the cliff, become a failed group, a failed artist, or even lose the group and her identity as an artist.

And if the person in front of him fails, the patient may lose his life and fall off the cliff, and the patient's family will fall into despair and fall off the cliff.

She knew that Dr. Lin would actually fall off the "cliff", blame himself, and feel pain.

The doctor who "fell from the sky" and saved Choi Sung-kyung from the brink of death was just an ordinary person holding a scalpel, an ordinary person who gets tired and sad like everyone else, and not every operation is successful. So, facing Dr. Lin, who helped him get rid of his illegitimate child, they all knew each other and were both on the edge of a cliff. Even if it was not the same cliff, it was always okay to talk about their own "cliffs".

"I told them to work hard, stay healthy, treat their fans with the utmost sincerity, and wish them good results... But I also want to have good results. This circle is so small, there are new people appearing every day, and there are new people chasing you every day. I want to run forward desperately to avoid being caught up by the people behind me, but I don't know how to run hard."

Looking into Lin Zengxian's eyes, Pei Zhuxuan shook her head, as if denying herself.

She spoke faster and faster, her breathing became more rapid, and her hands clenched tighter and tighter.

However, her eyes remained steady and her voice did not rise, and there was no major change due to her emotions.

No matter how agitated the body is, the spirit is operating "itself" steadily.

After looking at each other for a moment, Lin Zengxian retracted his previous statement that "it seemed like he was denying himself."

Bae Joo-hyun shook her head but was not denying herself.

But it means that I won't admit defeat.

"When I was interning at the hospital, I served as a human memorandum for our director for half a year."

Lin Zengxian took half a step forward, and the shadows of the two people overlapped on the ground.

Bae Joo-hyun still stood there, neither moving forward nor backward.

"Now, that director will never treat me like this again."

Lin Zengxian took out a White Rabbit cigarette and the wrapping paper made a crackling sound when it was opened.

"Are you trying to say that after we get through this period, things will get better?"

Pei Zhuxuan didn't have any expectations for this guess which had no nutritional value and didn't solve the problem. So when she heard such words of comfort, she just tried to force a smile out of politeness.

"No, even if you get through this period, the problem may still exist. As long as you don't solve the problem, time will continue to torture you."

Handing over the plump white candy, Lin Zengxian held his hand high, waiting for Pei Zhuxuan to catch it.

Bae Joo-hyun slowly pursed her lips and her pupils subconsciously dilated.

Although she knew that Dr. Lin was not good at comforting people and was not the kind of person who talked nonsense, she still could not have imagined that Dr. Lin's words that obviously sounded like comfort would turn out to this point.

"So, do you want to try another way?"

Still holding his hand, Lin Zengxian seemed very patient and didn't mind at all that Pei Zhuxuan didn't take the candy.

"Another way?"

After a brief pause, Bae Joo-hyun seemed to finally remember and took the candy hastily.

"In the hospital, everyone knows that my teacher is behind me. How about you? In your company, who is behind you?"

Perhaps it was because of the height difference, or perhaps Lin Zengxian's eyes at this moment were like he was reading a medical record, Pei Zhuxuan was stunned by the question, and then the feeling of trembling in the wind just now crept up her spine again.

"According to your description just now, your current situation is very bad. So no matter who is behind you, just pretend that there is no one behind you."

Without waiting for Bae Joo-hyun to answer, Lin Zengxian continued his topic and didn't care about Bae Joo-hyun's answer at all.

Her answer would not affect what Lin Zengxian was going to say next.

Pei Zhuxuan swallowed and looked up at Lin Zengxian's eyes with her back to the dark river. She felt that this person seemed to have suddenly changed.

From sweet candy to sharp scalpel.

[Taeyeon told me that her agency is the largest artist planning agency here. Doesn’t PD Lim want Kakao Entertainment to eat this piece of cake?]
The words he had said a few hours ago rang in his ears, and Lin Zengxian took out his cell phone.

"PD Lin, good evening. There is someone I want to recommend to you."

Who? Who is PD Lin?

Holding the candy tightly in her hand, Bae Joo-hyun felt as if there was a big drum in her heart that was suddenly struck.

(End of this chapter)